<div><br /></div> <div> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">앞에 주저리주저리 떠드는거 싫어서 그냥 바로 시작함</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">우리집엔 폐암말기로 힘들어 하시던 외할아버지가 계셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">외할아버지는 7남매 중에 울 엄마를 제일 예뻐하셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">외할아버지가 엄청 엄청 무서우셔서 이모들 성적표는 몰래 들고가서 도장찍어서 도망가고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지랑 안마주치려고 노력하는데</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">울엄마 엉망인 성적표도 떡하니 들고가서 당당하게 내려놓고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">도장 찍어달라는 멋진 여자였다고 함.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그런 엄마가 20살에 일찍 결혼을 하심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">아빠는 군대에 가게 되었고, 엄마는 뱃속에 7개월된 나를 데리고 외할머니 집으로 들어갔음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지는 병원에 입원하시기 전 집앞에 시집갈때 장농해주라고 대추나무를 심으셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">생각해보면 내가 딸내미 일줄 어떻게 아셨던걸까...</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">3개월 후 내가태어남.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">의사는 사정없이 내 궁둥이를 후려갈김.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">두근두근</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">아무리 기다려도 아기 울음소리가 안들렸다고 함</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">의사는 "이상하다. 울려고를 안하네..."라며 거꾸로 들고 엉덩이를 계속 후려침</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">두둥....'벙어리 인가...'라고 생각하던 찰나</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"으.....응...애!"...................................정적;;;;;;</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">귀찮다는 듯, 나 벙어리 아니라는 듯, 호들갑 떨지 말라는 듯</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">옛다!</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그렇게 난 참 조용하고 시크하게 태어났음을 알렸음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">(난 지금도 참 시크한 여자사람으로 자람)</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">나를 대리고 집으로 돌아온 엄마는 외할아버지가 걱정되었지만</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">가족들의 만류로 할아버지를 뵈러가지 못했음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">한달정도가 지나고 임종준비를 해야한다는 병원측의 연락을 받고 병원으로 달려감.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그때 할아버지께서 엄마를 기다렸다는 듯이</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"지금 밖에 노란 옷 입은 애들이 너무 정신없이 뛰어다니는구나...시끄러운데...좀 조용히좀 시켜라"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">라고 말씀하셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">병원에 그것도 중환자실 복도에 어린애들이 시끄럽게 뛰어다닐리가 없지않음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">정신이 없으신가보다 하면서 "네 알겠어요" 대답하고 자리를 지키고 있었음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">새벽 3시쯤....</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">주무시던 할아버지께서 정적을 깨고 말씀하셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"병원 입구에 검은옷을 입은 남자 두명이 내 이름을 부르고 있구나.. 집으로 가야겠다....어서"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">엄마와 외할머니는 무슨 소리냐고 그런소리마시고 주무시라고 하셨고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지는 가쁜 숨을 몰아쉬면서 계속</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"집으로 가자 집으로....내이름을 부르고 있어....날 찾기전에 어서 집으로 가자!!!"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">라고 속삭이셨다고 함.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">완강히 집으로 가길 원하셨고 의사 선생님께 다음날 말씀드렸더니</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">어차피 병원에서는 더이상 손쓸 방법이 없으니 집으로 모셔가서</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">편히 눈감으실수 있게 준비하라고 퇴원하라고 함.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지를 모시고 집으로 옴.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그렇게 몇일을 집에 있으면서 할아버지는 날 안아보지도 못하심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그러던 어느날</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지께서 또 다급한 목소리로</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"집앞까지 왔어....집을 찾았어!"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">라고 하심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">외할머니 집은 밖에 큰 대문이 있고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">안으로 작은 대문을 거쳐 빌라식으로 된 집이였음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그러니 집까지 총 문 3개를 지나야 안으로 들어올 수 있음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">두시간쯤 지나자 할아버지께서 또 말씀하심..</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"대문앞에서 내이름을 부르고 있어. 나 없다고해. 이집에 나 안산다고해"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">벌벌벌 떠시면서 이불을 머리끝까지 올리고는 계속 중얼중얼.....</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">집안에는 싸늘한 기운이 감돌고 정적만이 흐르던 그때....</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">새벽 1시쯤 된 시간이었다고 함</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">"응애 응애 응애 응애~~~~~"</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">내가 정말 이제껏 들어본적 없는 목청으로 집이 떠나가라 울어댐.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">외할머니는 깜짝 놀라서 엄마에게 찾아와</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">애 울리지 말라고 신신당부를 하고 가심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그때 엄마는 내가 그렇게 우는걸 처음봐서 어떻게 해야할지를 몰라 당황했다고함.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">나 엄마 젖먹고 자고 먹고 자고 먹고자고 배만 안고프면 절대 눈도 안뜨는 아이였음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그런데 젖을 물려도 먹지않고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">기저귀를 봐도 멀쩡하고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">안아줘도 울고 내려놔도 울고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">순간!!</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">'아...갓난아이들은 저승사자를 본다 그러던데....자기를 데리러 왔는줄알고 그렇게 운다던데...'</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">라는 생각에 엄마는 얼른 안방으로 달려가심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그때 할머니는 할아버지 약을 데우고 계셨고, 외삼촌과 막내이모는 주무시고 계셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">할아버지께서 엄마손을 꼭 잡고 엄마를 빤~히 보시다가 엄마 뒤로 방문을 지긋이 바라보며</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">'그래 갑시다'</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">라는 말씀과 함께 숨을 거두셨음.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">그 순간 내 울음소리가 거짓말 처럼 뚝 멈춤.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">결국 할아버지 임종은 엄마만 보심.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px">출처 :  <a target="_blank" href="http://pann.nate.com/b312595172" style="font-family: 굴림; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5" target="_blank">http://pann.nate.com/b312595172</a></p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: #303030; font-family: 굴림, Gulim; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22px"><br /></p></div>