<p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.8; font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">내가 살던 집에는 언제나 바퀴벌레가 흥건했음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">초등학교 때 살던 집은</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">지은지 상당히 오래된 단독 주택이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">단독이긴 한데 단독이 아니라 한 다섯 여섯 가구가 모여사는 그런 곳이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">나는 당시에 바퀴벌레를 아주 싫어했는데</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">문제는 이 집은 바퀴가 아주 실시간으로 눈에 띈다는 것이 문제였음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">결국 참다못한 어머니께서 약국의 강력한 추천을 받고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">연기가 자욱하게 나오는 독가스 살충제를 사오셨음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">다만, 이 가스가 너무 독해서 작동을 시키면 몇시간 동안은 피난을 해야해서</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">우리가족은 근처 친척집에서 며치간을 보낸 후 늦은 오후에 집에 도착했고,</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">연기로 가득찬 집을 환기시키자 눈 앞에 나타난건 </span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">정말 지금도 가끔 꿈속에 나타나는 바퀴벌레들의 시체들이었슴.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">인산인해가 아니라 그야말로 바산바해였음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">배를 까뒤집은 바퀴의 뱃가죽은 등짝보단 약간 연한 갈색, </span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">흡사 베지터 혹성의 전투인들이 즐겨입던 전투복의 가로 주름선이 인상적이었던 것으로 기억함.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">아무튼,</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그렇게 바퀴벌레를 소탕하고 </span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">빗자루와 쓰레받이로 몇시간을 청소한 후, 이제 바퀴벌레 없는 세상에서 살아보려나</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">기대를 하던 와중이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그 다음날</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">나는 컴퓨터를 하고 있었고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그런데 발가락에 무언가 딱딱한 존재감이 느껴졌고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">뭐지? 지우갠가 하는 생각에 나는 엄지발가락으로 그 물체를 집어 올려</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">손바닥 위에 올려 놓았음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">여전히 시선은 컴퓨터를 향하던 와중이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">덕분에 지금 내 손에 들려 있는게 뭔지 바로 확인 하지 못했고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">잠시간 나는 그걸 손에 들고 있었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그리고 마침내 내가 내 손에 내 의지로 들고 있는 그 물체의 존재를 알아버린 순간</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">정말 세상에서 그렇게 크게 소리질러 본적이 없었던 것 같음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">안방에 계시던 어머님이 무슨 일이냐며 뛰쳐나오셨고, 동생도 깜짝놀라 튀쳐나왔지만</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">나는 손을 떨며 이미 바닥으로 집어던진 그 것을 손가락으로 가리킬 뿐이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">세상의 어머니는 모두 강한 것인지</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">어머니는 왠 호들갑이나면서 아무렇지도 않게 그 징그러운 것을 치워 버리셨고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">하지만 상황이 종료되었음에도 나의 손과 뇌는 그 아찔했던 바퀴벌레와의 스킨십이 자꾸만 떠올라 괴로웠음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그 후로 바퀴벌레에 대한 공포는 더 커지기만 해서 </span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">이젠 일렁이는 </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.8; font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">더듬이만 봐도 소름이 돋고,</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">특히 고등학교 일화는 정말 잊을 수가 없는게</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">거실에 세워둔 대걸래 봉 끝에 바퀴벌레가 앉아 있었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그녀석의 꼬물딱 거리는 모습을 견디지 못한 나는</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">참을 수 없는 혐오감으로 에프킬라를 들고 녀석의 근처로 몰래 접근 했음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">난 그때 세상에나 바퀴벌레가 날개가 있다는 것을 처음 알았음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">게다가 날개가 있는 것들은 날아오를 수 있다는 것을 눈으로 목격해야만 했음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">정말, 내 얼굴을 향해 날개짓 하던 그 녀석의 표독스러운 표정은</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">정말 요즘 같은 날에도 가끔 꿈에서도 나타나는 것이었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그 후에</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.8; font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">제주도에서 내려가 있던 참에</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">아시는 분이 자리돔을 잡으시곤 회를 먹으러 오라고 바닷가 근처로 우리 가족을 콜 하신적이 있었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그 때 그 아저씨 무슨 생각이셨는지</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">나에게 자리돔의 머리를 가위로 커팅하라 명하셨고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">평소엔 죽은 생선도 못 만지던 내가</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">사람들 모인 곳에서 남자가 이런 것도 못하냐는 소리 듣기 싫었던 탓에 </span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">자리돔의 몸통을 잡고 가위로 살아 숨 쉬는 그녀석의 머리를 가위로 짤라댔던 기억이 있음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">가위가 녀석에 몸속을 파고 들때 느껴지는, 생살을 가위로 생강 짜르던 그 느낌이 참 소름끼쳤지만</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">난 참아냈고,</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">회는 맛있었고</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">그후로</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">나는 바퀴벌레 공포증을 극복할 수 있었음.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">이젠 보이면 그냥 휴지로 잡아서 내다 버림.</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">순수성을 잃어버린 듯 하여 안타깝기도 하지만</span></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Tahoma, 돋움, Dotum, 'Segoe UI', Meiryo, 'Trebuchet MS', 나눔고딕, NanumGothic, ng, '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', 돋움, Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"><span style="font-family: Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">다들 이렇게 어른이 된다고 생각함.</span></p></p>
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