<p><br style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px; font-family: gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 249); "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">균일한 시계소리</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">태엽 돌아가는 소리</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그것만이 지금 내가 있는 이곳이 현실이라는것을 알려주고있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">뻐꾹 </span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">저녁 7시</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시곗속에 숨어있던 새 한마리가 노래를 부른다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">뻐꾹 뻐꾹</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나무로 만들어진 새는 균일한 목소리로 균일한 노래를 부른다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">딸칵</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">방문이 열린다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">누군가 들어온다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"여- 또 권총 만지고있었나."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">진짜 이름은 없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">우리에게 이름은 들어올때 들어주는 형식코드</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그것뿐이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"UM-2가 당했다더군."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23이 이야기를 꺼냈다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">UM-2,</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">같은 일을 하던 사람</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">동료도 무엇도 아니다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그저 마피아 윗대가리들의 테일러 주의에 휘둘리는 가치없는 인간들중 하나일뿐.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 동료.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">동료가 당했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">죽었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 얼굴을 볼순없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 슬프지않다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">감정이 느껴지지않는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">죽은 이유조차 알고싶지않다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">별로 상관없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 MA-23은 이야기를 이어나갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"적 얼굴은 보지도 못하고 죽었다더군, 저격이었나봐."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">저격.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">자주 있는 일이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이제는 별로 신기한 일도 아니다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">10년전 우리나라는 동유럽과 전쟁을 일으켰다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">과거 드높던 소비에트 연방의 영광이 사라진지 벌써 수십년.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">보수파 정권놈들은 그것을 알지못한채</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">객기를 부렸고 그 댓가로 죄없는 소시민만이 죽어나갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">돈이 많은 자는 죽지않았다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그들 옆에는 돈도, 법도 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">우리 옆에는 그 무엇도 없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">우리에게 느껴지는것은 단지 땅속에서 올라오는 피의 냄새일뿐</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">만약, 지옥이 있다면 나는 그곳이 지옥이었다고 확신할수있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">국가는 전쟁에서 패배했고 엄청난 보상금을 물어야만했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그리고 정권은 무너졌다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">힘없이 쓰러진 정권뒤에 남은건 무정부에 휘둘리는 소시민뿐</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또 다시 고통을 받는건 소시민이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">돈이 많은 자들</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그 거인 옆에는 법이 없어졌지만, 그들에겐 아직 돈이있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그들은 죽지 않았다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">땅속에서 올라오는 피의 냄새는 소시민의 더러운 피냄새뿐이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나에게도 가족이 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">집이있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기억이 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">추억이 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">친구가 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">행복이 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">사랑이 있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 그것은 전쟁이 시작한지 얼마안돼 떨어진 조그마한 붉은 쇠몽둥이에 사라져버렸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">제비가 떨어트린 조그마한 붉은 쇠몽둥이는 나의 가족을 앗아가버렸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기억을 가져가버렸다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">친구도 추억도 사랑도 행복도 모두 다 가져가버렸다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">남은것은 없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">군인으로 일한 경험이 있었다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">전쟁에서 패배하기전 가족이 모두 죽고 난뒤 혼자 쓸쓸하게 육군 아카데미에 들어갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">전쟁이 끝나기 단 4달전 우리는 조기 졸업을 하고 전쟁터로 떠밀렸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">죽었다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">죽였다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">사라졌다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">없애버렸다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그것이 전부였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아카데미에서 배운것들은 모두 다 소용없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">국가는 우리에게 4달동안 지옥을 보여준뒤</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">사라져버렸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그 뒤 내가 할수있었던건</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">사람을 죽이는 것</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그래서 수도에서도 가장 강력한 마피아인 호스프스키 패밀리에 들어갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">보디가드라는 명분으로 여러 거인을 지켜내며 방패로써 이용되었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그다지 불만없는 인생이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">필요한건 없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">할것이 필요했을뿐, 나쁜일이던가 좋은 일이던가 이제 와서 그런건 필요없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나에게 남은것은 아무것도 없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"어이 듣고 있어?"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23가 약간 격양된 목소리로 말을 했다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">잠시 생각에 빠진순간 MA-23는 여러가지 말을 했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"아, 미안"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"정말, 알수 없는 놈이구만."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23가 말을 이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"나도 내일 호위 업무에 들어간다. UM-2의 빈자리를 메꾸는것 같더군"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소모품 하나가 고장났다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그러면 다른 소모품으로 대처한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그것이 그들의 방법 </span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">거인의 방법</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">합리적인 방법이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23는 권총을 꺼내들어 탄창을 뺐다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"옛다, 선물이다."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">MA-23는 권총에서 빼낸 탄창을 나에게 던져줬다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"이건?"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나는 물어봤다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"선물이야 선물, 어차피 쓰지도 못하는 총알 가지고있어봤자 아깝기만 하거든."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">남자는 다시 등을 돌려 들어왔던 곳으로 돌아갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">탕.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">문이 닫히는 소리가 들린다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">째깍</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또 다시 방은 시계 소리로 꽉 차올랐다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시간이 지났다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아무것도 하지않은 채로 시간이 지나갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시계의 시침이 8시를 가르키고 또다시 나무로 만들어진 새는 균일한 소리를 내었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">자리에서 일어났다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">8시는 퇴근하는 시간이다. </span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">무슨 일이 없는 이상은 8시 이후에는 퇴근하는것은 자유이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">달력을 보았다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">12월 29일 한해가 지나가기 시작한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">토요일이다, 일요일은 쉰다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">내자리를 누군가 맺꾼다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그래서 쉰다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">방의 한 구석에서 쉬고있던 기타 케이스을 들어올렸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">묵직한 느낌이 들었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그 묵직함을 짊어지고 방을 나섰다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">8시 30분</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">정확한 시간 정확한 장소</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시립 공원으로 들어선다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">8시밖에 안됬지만 추운 날씨덕에 사람이 적다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이 정적이 좋다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시내의 떠들썩함은 좋아하지않는다, 시끄러운것이 싫다 단지 그것뿐이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">근처 벤치에 기타 케이스를 내려 놓는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">케이스의 지퍼를 내려 기타를 꺼낸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어디서인가 구한 통기타를 꺼낸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어디 메이커인지 좋은것인지 좋지않은것인지 알지 못한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 상관없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그런건 관계없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기타를 들어올린다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아까와 같은 묵직함이 느껴진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기타줄을 퉁기기 시작한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">탁한 음이 기타에서 세어 나온다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기타줄을 한번더 퉁기었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">팅- 하고 탁한 음이 한번도 세어나온다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기분이 좋아진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이 기타소리가 좋다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">탁하면서도 맑은듯한 애매한 소리.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나는 이 소리가 마음에 든다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기타를 퉁기기 시작한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">재대로 손이 풀리자 어디선가 들었던 곡들을 술술 퉁겨냈다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">한번도 악보를 본적이 없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">악보는 비싸다. </span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그래서 사지않는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">TV에서 들어본 음악, 라디오에 지겹게 나오던 음악 그것들을 퉁길뿐이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">노래 제목도 어떤 음악인지도 모른다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">점점 기분이 좋아진다, 몸이 가벼워진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나도 모르게 입가에 미소가 피어오른다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">살아있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">단지 그 느낌 하나</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그것이 나를 살게 만들었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">계속해서 기타를 퉁긴다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">땀이 흐른다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">목줄기를 타고 땅으로 떨어진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">몇 십분 동안 현실과 잠시 격리된듯한 느낌이 들었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그리고 기타질을 멈추자, 다시 현실로 돌아오는듯한 느낌이 들었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">불쾌한 기분.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">정신을 차리자 반대쪽 벤치에 한 소녀가 앉아있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">매번 오는 소녀</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">언제나 금요일 밤 이시간대에 와서 나의 음악을 듣고 가는 소녀다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">처음에는 무관심하게 지나쳤지만</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어느새인가 한 두가지 적당한 대화를 나누기 시작했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀의 이름은 마이아</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">누가 봐도 눈에 뛰는 갑부집 딸이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">전형적인 모습 한손에는 바이올린 케이스를 들고 팬시한 모습의 목도리를 목에 두르고있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">언제인가 자기가 바이올린 레슨을 받고있다는 말을 한적이 있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그뒤로부터 그 소녀와는 이따금씩 대화를 하곤했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"안녕하세요, 아저씨"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"안녕하세요."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀의 인사를 그대로 맞받아쳤다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">구관조처럼 대화를 했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀는 자기가 들고있던 바이올린 케이스를 나에게 들어올려 보였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"드디어 한두곡정도 연주할수있게됬어요, 선생님한테도 칭찬받았고요."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀는 자기가 한일에 대한 자긍심을 가지고있었고 자랑스럽게 나에게 말을 했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"하면 된다니까요, 조금 더 열심히 하시면 더 멋진 연주를 하실수있을거에요."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">식상한 대화 가식적인 말</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀는 그것만으로 기뻐했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">쓰러운듯이 웃고있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"응."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀는 짧게 대답했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">기타를 정리하고 케이스에 넣었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소녀가 뒤로 따라붙었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"전 이제 집으로 갈껍니다, 마이아양은?"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"저도요."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">대답을 들을 필요는없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이 나이 또래의 아이가 이 시간에 갈곳은 집뿐이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">뒤를 돌아보았다, 공원의 출구쪽으로 터벅터벅 걸어갔고 소녀가 뒤에서 종종걸음으로 걸어왔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다음날 아침 9시.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또다시 햇빛 한줄기만이 희미하게 비쳐오는 방안에 혼자 앉아있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">외로움은 느껴지지않는다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아무런 감정이 느껴지지않는 방에 앉아 권총을 매만지고있을뿐이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">탈칵</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">누군가가 들어온다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또각 또각</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또각 또각</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또각 또각</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또각 또각</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">여러명의 발걸음 소리</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"SAF-01, 일어서라."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"무슨 일인지."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">검은 양복을 입은 사내들 사이로</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">키가 작은 남자 하나가 입을 열었다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"MA-23이 저격을 당했다."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">고개를 끄덕였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"동료가 당했는데 슬프지도않나?"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">사내가 놀란듯이 말을했다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 고개를 끄덕였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"미친놈들이군."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">나는 입을 열었다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"네놈들의 테일러 주의가 우리를 이렇게 만든거잖아, 신경 꺼"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"뭐? 이세끼가."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">키가 작은 사내가 달려들려고 하자</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">뒤에있던 사내 한명이 팔을 끌어당겨 잡았다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">행동을 저지 당한 사내는 잠시 뒤를 돌아보고 선글라스를 고쳐 썼다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"MA-23이 죽었기때문에 네놈이 대신해서 고위급 간부의 호위를 맞게 됬다."</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 한번 고개를 끄덕였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">"배치는 내일부터다. 오늘은 가서 쉬어라"</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아침 10시 30분</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">거리로 나섰다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">알수없는 하루.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">동료가 죽었고 다음엔 내가 죽을 차례가 되었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">무섭지않다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">왜지?</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">죽는다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이제 살수없다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">내일이면 죽게된다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시는 세상의 빛을 볼수없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">상관없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">처음부터 볼수없었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">세상의 빛따위, 법이 옆에있는 놈들의 이야기였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">거리는 활기로 넘쳤다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">웅성거리는 소리가 귀를 울린다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">공원으로 향한다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이도시에서 아는 장소라곤 단 몇곳뿐</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">공원은 그중에서 가장 마음에 드는 공간이었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">서벅 서벅 서벅</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">눈 밟는 소리가 귓속을 울린다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">서벅 서벅 서벅</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">언제나 기타 케이스을 올려두는 벤치.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">눈 더미를 치운다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">자리에 앉는다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">엉덩이가 차갑다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">신기한 느낌이든다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">몇년동안 이 공원에 왔지만 이 자리에 앉아보는건 처음이다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">자리에 앉아 하늘을 쳐다본다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아침 10시</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이른 시간</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">상식적으로는 밝아야 할 하늘.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">눈이 내려 어둡다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">먹구름이 또다시 태양을 가로막는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">도시에는 잿빛어둠만이 뿌려진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">눈을 감는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 어둠이 들이찬다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">눈을 뜬다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">들어찬 어둠은 사라지지않는다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">잿빛 하늘은 아직도 도시를 감싸고있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">자리에서 일어난다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">엉덩이에 감각이 없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">서벅 서벅 서벅</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">또 다시 눈 밟는 소리</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 하늘을 쳐다본다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">먹구름이 조금 사라졌다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">태양이 보였다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 햇빛은 건너편 도시에 비춰질뿐</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">내가 있는 이곳은 아직도 잿빛 하늘.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">암흑</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">땅을 내려본다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">걷는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">앞으로 나아간다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">목적없이 나아간다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">공원의 중심부로 걸어가자 많은 사람들이 오가고있었다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">처음보는 풍경</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">신기한 느낌.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">활기찬 풍경</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아이들끼리 시끄럽게 떠들고 웃고 뛰어다닌다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그러던중 한 소년과 눈이 마주쳤다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">뒷 주머니에서 총을 꺼낸다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">겨눈다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">쏜다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그러면 죽는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">저 아이는 죽게된다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하지만 소년은 두려워하지않는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">아무것도 모르기때문에</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">두려워 할 이유는 없다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">총을 집어넣는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">소년이 씨익 웃는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">같이 웃어 보인다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 길을 나선다. 하지만 공원을 나가진 않는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">공원안을 계속 계속 돌아다닌다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">풍경이 변한다. 지나는 사람이 변한다</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">새롭고 새로운 세상.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어둠이 짙어진다. 사람들이 적어진다. 가로등의 불이 켜진다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">시계를 보았다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">저녁 8시 20분</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">얼마나 걷고있었던 것인가. 눈치 채지 못할 시간동안의 시간이 지나갔다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 벤치쪽으로 걸어간다. 아까 전 앉기 위해서 치워놨던 눈이 다시 수북히 쌓여있다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이번엔 치우지않는다.</span><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그냥 앉아본다</span><br style="font-size: 12
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