<p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><b>향기</b></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 그의 가방을 좋아했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 가방 속에선 언제나 꽃향기가 났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">라일락</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아카시아 같은 봄꽃 향기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 향기를 맡을 때마다 학기 초로 돌아간 기분이 들곤 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">대학의 설렘이 아직 사라지지 않았던</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 조금은 실망하고 있던 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">4</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">월 중순이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">시험을 앞두고 공부를 잘하게 생긴 그에게 노트를 빌리러 갔었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 앞에 섰을 때도 희미하지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">분명히 맡을 수 있는 향기가 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하지만 그 순간에는 그의 향기라고 생각하지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">조미료 같은 탈취제는 그런 산뜻함을 줄 순 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">해방된 스무 살</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다른 동갑내기 남자애들에게선 담배냄새 아니면 어설픈 향수 냄새만 풍겼었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">향기도 창밖에서 넘어온 것이라 여겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노트를 빌리고 누구보다 대학생 같은 모습으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">닫힌 창으로도 강렬한 향기를 풍기는 꽃 아래에서 공부하자 마음먹었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 노트를 빌려달라고 하자 그는 나보고 꺼내 가라고 하고는 강의실 밖으로 나가 버렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나중에 알았지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">남중</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">·</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">남고를 나온 그는 나를 두고 앉아 있는 게 어색해 자리를 피했다고 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">황당하기는 했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노트를 빌린 것에 기분을 물고 큼지막한 지퍼를 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이제껏 맡아본 적 없었던 강렬한 꽃향기가 덮쳐왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 노트보다 꽃향기가 어디서 나는지 궁금해 가방을 뒤적거렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하지만 향수병도 꽃잎 한 장도 찾지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 가방 속에는 전공 책과 노트</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">얇은 책 한 권이 전부였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">강의 시간이 다돼서 돌아온 그가 노트를 직접 쥐여줄 때 나는 민망해 웃었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">네 몸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">네 가방 어디서 그른 향기가 나냐고 묻는 것은 더 민망한 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 고맙단 말 한마디 안 하고 노트만 갖고 돌아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">강의시간 내내 나는 그를 훔쳐보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 내가 보는지도 모르고 앞에만 시선을 두고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">보면 볼수록 어디서 그런 향기가 나는지 알지 못할 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">파란 격자무늬 남방과 통이 넓은 청바지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">은색 태의 안경</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">기름칠이라곤 한 번도 해본 적 없는 것 같은 머리</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">촌스러운 것도 개성이라면 개성이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어쨌든 괴발개발인 내 글씨와는 다르게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 정갈하고 이해하기 쉽게 노트를 정리했으므로 나는 자주 그의 노트를 빌렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때마다 그는 피했고 나는 노트를 찾는 척 그의 가방 속 향기를 들이켰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노트를 매시간 빌릴 수 있는 것도 아니고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">강의실을 옮기고 난 후 시간은 짧아서 나는 매번 아쉬움을 느껴야만 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아쉬움이 쌓일 때마다 내 적극성도 올라갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">여 후배들에게만 밥을 사주고 차를 태워 주겠다는 선배를 피하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노골적으로 영화 보자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">카페에 가자 들이대던 동급생들도 물리쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">대신 시간이 날 때마다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노트에 대한 답례를 핑계로 그를 이리저리 끌고 다녔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">촌스러운 그는 언제나 그 큼지막한 지퍼를 가진 가방을 들고 다녔고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">반은 자기가 부담했기에 만족스러웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어느 날은 화장실을 간 그 몰래 가방향기를 들이키다가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">자주 했었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">목적이기도 했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.) </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그에게 들킨 일도 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">노트를 찾아보고 있었노라 변명하긴 했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">민망함에 그날은 고개도 들지 못하고 집에 가서도 민망함을 삭이느라 혼이 났었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">후에 그는 내가 언제나 공부를 생각하는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런 사람이라 다시 생각한 모습이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">데이트를 하면서 그에게 다른 옷도 입히고 이런저런 조언</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">렌즈를 껴봐라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">머리를 어떻게 잘라 봐라 하는 것들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 민망해했지만 말은 잘 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">을 하면서 생각보다 그의 외모가 나쁘지 않음을 알았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때 마음으론 데리고 다니기 나쁘지 않단 점에서 합격이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그렇게 만나고 다녀도 우리 사이가 더 가까워졌다거나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그가 킹카가 되어 딴 여자가 생겼다거나 하는 건 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 그보다 그가 가방을 들고 나오는 지가 더 중요했고 그는 끌려다녔을 뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고등학교 때와는 다른 긴 방학이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">에어컨을 찾아 도서관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">실은 카페</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">에 들락거리던 나는 아르바이트를 할까 고민하다 그를 불러냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">인정하자 나는 이기적이었고 그는 바보 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">홀로 사는 자취생은 시간이 많을 줄 알았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 그를 보자마자 왜 연락을 받지 않았냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">화부터 냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 말과 표정으로 진심으로 미안하다 사과했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아르바이트를 하고 있었다고 실토했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 말이 반가워진 나는 그에게 오랜만에 얻어먹겠다고 좋아했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 돈이 그가 군대 가기 전에 마지막으로 어머님 생신 선물을 사기 위해 모은 돈이란 건 추후도 모르는 사실이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주저하는 그를 데리고 카페</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">영화관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">레스토랑 돈을 쓸 수 있는 어디든 끌고 갔고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">모두 그가 내게 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">지금도 지갑에서 만 원 이만 원 나갈 때마다 생각해둔 선물을 바꿨을 그를 생각하면 미안하기도 하고 화가 나기도 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">마지막 코스는 역시 술이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">소주에 맥주를 곁들이고 취할 대로 취한 나는 그의 가방을 빼앗았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">방학 동안 맡지 못했기에 간절해져 있던 탓이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가방을 들고 나오라는 나의 억지에 그의 가방 속은 노트와 필통만 있어 단출했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들어갈 듯 가방 속에 얼굴을 파묻는 나를 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 나를 말려야 할지 저러다 토하는 건 아닌지 걱정했다고 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때 난 향기에 더없이 행복해져 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고개를 들어 한 잔 마시고 다시 파묻기를 반복하다 황당한 표정의 그를 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">왜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가방 속에 뭐 볼 게 있어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">없는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 멋쩍게 웃었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가방 속에서 올라오는 향기와 그의 웃음이 맞물려 마치 그에게서 향기가 퍼져 나오는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 가만히 그를 보며 생각했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그에게도 가방보단 옅지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">향기가 났다는 것을 금방 떠올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 가방을 들고 그의 옆자리로 가 앉았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">옆으로 피하는 그를 붙잡고 그의 겨드랑이에 얼굴을 파묻었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 원했던 향기는 아니지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">낮 동안 흘린 땀 냄새가 아찔하게 코를 찔러왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">차츰 땀 냄새가 익숙해지자 향기가 촉촉하게 배어들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 내 행동에 얼어붙어 반항도 못하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 떨어지지 않고 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">넌 어떻게 이런 향기가 나는 거야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?” </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">향기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">냄새가 아니고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">꽃향기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가방에도 너한테도 그런 향기가 나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 심장은 내가 안은 순간부터 요동치고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 몸이 뜨거워지며 향기도 진해졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">향기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고등학교 때 도서실에서 알게 된 책이 있어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">몇 장 읽다가 바로 서점에 가서 살 수밖에 없었던 책이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때부터였을 거야 가방 속에서 향기가 난 건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.” </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">책에 향수라도 뿌린 거야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이번엔 내가 황당하여 고개를 들고 그를 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 안도의 한숨을 내쉬더니 친절하지만 조금은 장난기 있는 미소를 짓고 나를 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그에게서 그런 웃음을 본 건 처음이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아무런 향기도 없는 책이었어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그냥 종이 냄새</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">서점 냄새나는 책</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">언제나 가방 속에 넣어두고 다녔어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그뿐이야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들고 다니지 않으면 아쉬워서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">생각날 때마다 읽고 싶어서 그랬어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런데 언제부터인가 속에서 향기가 나더라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">너도 알잖아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 향수 같은 건 몰라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아직도 그 책을 들고 다녀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아까 보니까 책 없던데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 대답이 조금 실망스러워 말했는데 그의 즐거운 웃음은 더 진해졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난처해서 혹은 당황해서 웃는 모습만 보다가 그런 웃음을 보니 색달랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나도 따라 웃고 싶은 그런 웃음이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">한 권만 넣고 다녔던 건 아니야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">생각해 보면 적은 숫자인데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 많다면 많은 책을 넣고 다녔어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">한번 본 책이라도 갑자기 또 보고 싶은 때가 있어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">넌 그런 책 없었어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그가 물었을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 책보다 그가 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런 책은 없었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 그랬다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때야 난 인정했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">촌스럽지만 향기를 품은 그를 좋아했다고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그에게 묻고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 그러지 않느냐고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어느새 소리를 내버렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">술이 억제기를 부숴놓은 지 오래였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 고민하는 것으로 들었겠지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이왕 내버린 거 용기를 냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">또 보고 싶은 적 없었어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그는 쑥스러웠는지 웃었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">쑥스럽기는 내가 더 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 그의 가슴팍에 얼굴을 묻고 그의 향기를 마셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 어깨 위로 그의 팔이 감기는 것을 느끼며 난 잠이 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이렇게 있으면 나에게도 그의 향기가 묻을지 궁금했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다음 날 아침 난 그의 자취방에서 깨어나긴 했지만 아무 일도 없었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그가 끓여준 북엇국을 먹고 집으로 왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그날 이후 난 그가 고백하기를 내심 기대했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 기억 못 하는 줄 아는지 아니면 그럴 마음이 없는지 끌려다니기만 하고 기어코 고백은 하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그가 군대 가기 전날 밤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">화가 뻗친 내가 그를 불러내 좋아한다 고백했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">훈련소 앞에서 배웅을 해주고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">같이 복학하기 위해 나도 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">2</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">년을 휴학했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">기다리는 동안 그가 보았던 책들을 읽었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아르바이트로 등록금을 일부나마 벌었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">돈을 쓰기만 할 줄 알던 나를 바꾼 그를</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">우리 부모님은 좋아해 주셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">면회를 가며 뵙게 된 어머님도 그가 나 아니면 여자 손 한 번 못 잡고 죽었을 거라며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">날 아껴 주셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">우리는 함께 졸업했지만 같은 회사에 취직하지는 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 돈을 보태 더 나은 원룸으로 이사했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그가 새로 시작한 집에는 금세 그의 향기가 배어들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나도 향기가 묻었을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그의 겨드랑이에 얼굴을 묻고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">피곤을 느끼며 그런 질문을 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">네 향기가 나를 물들였을걸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="text-indent: 5pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 무슨 말인가 더 말하려 했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">말하지 못하고 잠들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 더없이 편안했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p>
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