<br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">나 자대 들어갔을때 투명인간 최상병이 있었다</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">(이름이 최ㅇㅇ라 최상병이 아니라 드라마 투명인간 최장수 패러디... 그당시 이 드라마가 방영중이여서 이사람 이름대신 최장수라고 부름)</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">나 일병 말때 전역했으니까</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">상꺾 좀넘었던듯</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">이등병땐 그냥 말한적도 없었다</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">그런데 일병 달고나니까 슬슬 부대사정 알게되잖아</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br 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style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">보면됨...</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">가끔 형 형 거리면서 담배도 같이 펴주고 하니까</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">부대내에서 유일한 친구가 나니까</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">피엑스에서 담배도 사주고</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">라면도 사서 관물대에 넣어주고 그러더라</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">솔직히 쫌 감동함</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span 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style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">갖고싶은거 말하래더라</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">솔직히 장난인지 알고</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">아이스커피 먹고싶다고 했는데</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">복귀하면서 맥심 아이스커피 타먹는거</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">1000개입짜리 한박스 사와서</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">주고가더라...</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">나때문에 그 20키로 박스를 들고</span><br 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style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">받았더니 술쳐먹었는가</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">울면서 고맙다 그러길래</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">잘살라고 해주고 끊었음</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">그리고 기억속에서 그 사람은 점점 잊혀져갔지</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">그리고 1년후</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">나 병장달고 분대장일때</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">택배왔다고 찾아가라길래</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">뭐지? 보낼사람도 없는디?</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">하고 행정반 가봤더니</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">김명준..........</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">그사람 이름이였음</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">받는사람 내이름 일병...ㅋㅋㅋ</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">아이스커피 300개짜리였나...</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">씨발 뜯어보고 울뻔</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">여름되서 생각나서 보내봤다고</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">혹시 전역했는지 모르겠네</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">전역했으면 의무소대 아무나 받으세요</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">이런식으로 편지 써져있고...</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">자기 전역할때 내가 일병이여서 일부러 그렇게 보냈다고</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">와 존나 진짜 감동이더라</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">여튼 받고 바로 싸지방가서</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">싸이랑 페북에서 찾아봤는데 안하는지 못찾겠더라</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">중대장이랑 행보관한테 사정사정해서 생지부 뒤져서</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">주소알아내서 편지도 보내보고 전화도 해봤는데</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">다바꼈나 안되고  </span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">여튼 씨발 군대가서 존나 내인생에서</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">제일 잘 한 일이라고 생각되는 일이다</span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">내가 사람 한명 살린거 아니냐? </span><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;">--------------------</span> <div><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br></span></div> <div><span style="color:#505050;line-height:20px;"><br></span></div> <div><font color="#505050"><span style="line-height:20px;">아이스커피 얘기에 현실 눈물 ㅠㅠ</span></font></div>