<p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월에 대하여 </span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">- </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이성복</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">1</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">석수</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">石手</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">의 삶은 돌을 깨뜨리고 채소 장수의 삶은</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하루 종일 서 있다 몬티를 닮은 내 친구는</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">동시상영관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">同時上映館</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">에서 죽치더니 또 어디로 갔는지</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 갔고 세월은 갈 것이고 이천 년 되는 해</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아침 나는 손자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">孫子</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">를 볼 것이다 그래 가야지</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">천국</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">天國</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">으로 통하는 차</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">車</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들은 바삐 지나가고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가로수는 줄을 잘 맞춘다 저기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">웬 아이가</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">쥐꼬리를 잡고 빙빙 돌리며 씽긋 웃는다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">얼어붙은 날들이여</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">야근하고 돌아와 환한 날들을 잠자던 누이들이여</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">2</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">피로의 물줄기를 타넘다 보면 때로 이마에</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">뱀딸기꽃이 피어 오르고 그건 대부분</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">환영</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">幻影</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이었고 때로는 정말 형님이 아들을 낳기도</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">했다 아버지가 으흐허 웃었다 발가벗은</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나무에서 또 몇 개의 열매가 떨어졌다 때로는</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">얼음 깔린 하늘 위로 붉은 말이 연탄을</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">끌고 갔다 그건 대부분 환영</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">幻影</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이었고 정말</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">허리 꺾인 아이들이 철 지난 고추나무처럼</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">언덕에 박혀 있기도 했다 정말 거세</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">去勢</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">된</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">친구들이 유행가를 부르며 사라져 갔지만</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 흩날리지 않았다 세월은 신다 버린 구두</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">속에서 곤한 잠을 자다 들키기도 하고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">때로는 총알 맞은 새처럼 거꾸로 떨어졌다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아버지는 으흐허 웃고만 있었다 피로의 물줄기를</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">타넘다 보면 때로 나는 높은 새집 위에서</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">잠시 쉬기도 하였고 그건 대부분 환영</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">幻影</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">3</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 갔고 아무도 그 어둡고 깊은 노린내 나는</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">구멍으로부터 돌아오지 못했다 몇 번인가 되돌아온</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">편지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">便紙</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">) </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">해답은 언제나 질문의 잔해</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">殘骸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">였고 친구들은</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">태엽 풀린 비행기처럼 고꾸라지곤 했다 너무</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">피곤해 수음</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">手淫</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">을 할 수 없을 때 어른거리던</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하얀 풀뿌리 얼어붙은 웅덩이 세월은 갔고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">매일매일 작부들은 노래 불렀다 스물 세 살</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">,</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">스물 네 살 나이가 담뱃진에 노랗게 물들 때까지</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">또 나는 열 한 시만 되면 버스를 집어 탔고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 갔다 봉제 공장 누이들이 밥 먹는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">30</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">분 동안</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다리미는 세워졌고 어느 예식장에서나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">30</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">분마다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">신랑 신부는 바뀌어 갔다 세월은 갔다 변색한</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">백일 사진 화교</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">華僑</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들의 공동묘지 싸구려 밥집 빗물</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고인 길바닥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나뭇잎에도 세월은 갔다 한 아이가</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세발 자전거를 타고 번잡한 찻길을 가고 있었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어떤 사람은 불쌍했고 어떤 사람은 불쌍한</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">사람을 보고 울었다 아무것도 그 비리고 어지러운</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">숨 막히는 구멍으로부터 돌아오지 못했다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">4</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 세월이란 말만 들으면 가슴이 아프다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 곱게 곱게 자라왔고 몇 개의 돌부리 같은</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">사건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">事件</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들을 제외하면 아무 일도 없었다 중학교</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고등학교 그 어려운 수업시대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">修業時代</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">), </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">욕정과 영웅심과</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">부끄러움도 쉽게 풍화</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">風化</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">했다 잊어버릴 것도 없는데</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 안개처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">취기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">醉氣</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">처럼 올라온다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">웬    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">판    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이</span>     <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">렇    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">게    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">넓    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">지    </span> <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">얼마나빨간작은꽃들이지평선끝까지아물거리는가</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그해</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">자주 눈이 내리고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">빨리 흙탕물로 변해 갔다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 밤이었다 나는 너와 함께</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">기차를 타고 민둥산을 지나가고 있</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">었다 이따금 기차가 멎으면 하얀 물체</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">物體</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어른거렸고 또 기차는 떠났다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월은 갔다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어쩌면 이런 일이 있었는지도 모른다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">돌아서</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">출렁거리는</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어둠 속으로 빠져 들어갈 때</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">너는 발을 동동 구르며</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">부서지기 시작했다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아무 소리도</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">들리지 않았다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 너를 사랑했다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 네가 잠자는 두 평 방</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">房</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">인형</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">人形</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">) </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">몇 개가 같은 표정으로 앉아 있고</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">액자 속의 교회</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">敎會</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">에서는 종소리가 들리는</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 너의 방</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">房</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">네가 바라보는 풀밭이었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">풀밭 옆으로 숨죽여 흐르는 냇물이었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 나는 아무것도 아니었다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">문득 고개를 떨군 네</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">마음 같은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">,</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">한줌</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">공기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">空氣</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월이라는 말이 어딘가에서 나를 발견할 때마다</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하늘이 눈더미처럼 내려앉고 전깃줄 같은 것이</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">부들부들 떨고 있는 것을 본다 남들처럼</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나도 두어 번 연애</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">戀愛</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">에 실패했고 그저 실패했을</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">뿐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그때마다 유행가가 얼마만큼 절실한지</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">알았고 노는 사람이나 놀리는 사람이나 그리</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">행복하지 않다는 것을 알아야 했다 세월은</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">언제나 나보다 앞서 갔고 나는 또 몇 번씩</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 비좁고 습기찬 문간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">門間</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">을 지나가야 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> </p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"></p><hr style="border: black 0 none; border-top: black 1px solid; height: 1px"><p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">오늘부터는 그냥 시만 올리는 것보다는 약간의 썰을 덧붙일까 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">신통치는 않겠지만요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">오늘의 시는 이성복 시인의 세월의 대하여 입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">처음 읽었던 건 고등학생 때인데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월에 대해 무얼 안다고 그리 좋았는지 모르겠어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">일종의 예감 같은 거였을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">세월이라는 말이 나를 발견하게 될 순간에 대한</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">,</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 비좁고 습기찬 문간을 언젠가는 지나게 될 거라는 예감이요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 1.8;">오랜만에 다시 읽어본 시는 여전히 힘 있고 서늘하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 1.8; font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt;">, </span><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 1.8;">쓸쓸하지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 1.8; font-family: 돋움; letter-spacing: 0pt;">, </span><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 1.8;">남루하진 않네요  </span></p><p></p>