<p class="MsoNormal"> 안녕하세요<span lang="en-us">, </span>매번 정의당과 관련해서만 글을 써오던 사람입니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>이번에도 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>아<span lang="en-us">, </span>저놈 저거 메갈당 이야기만 쓰던 놈 아닌가<span lang="en-us">?’ </span>싶으실 수 있지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>오늘만큼은 정의당과 무관한 이야기를 쓰고 싶습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>사실<span lang="en-us">, </span>며칠 전만 해도 정의당과 관련된 글을 쓰려 했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>정의당 지도부 일원이 포함된 지역위에서 당과 싸우는 모임<span lang="en-us">, </span>반메갈을 외치는 이들을 제소한 사실을 알리고 싶었지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>최소한 한가위까지 정의당과 같은 더러운 이야기를 들려드리는 건 예의가 아니라 생각해서 참았습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그런데<span lang="en-us">, </span>오늘 친한 선배님들과 술자리를 갖고 보니까<span lang="en-us">.. </span>감기몸살 동안 고생하고 보니 이제 두 병도 버겁게 느껴지는데<span lang="en-us">, </span>여하튼 술자리를 하고 버스에서 오유를 보니<span lang="en-us">.. ‘</span>손목 잃은 군인 근황<span lang="en-us">’</span>이라는<span lang="en-us">761157</span>번 글이 있더군요<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>사실 좀 창피한 이야기지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>술기운에 씻으면서 펑펑 울었습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>그 군인분의 마음을<span lang="en-us">, 10%</span>나마 공감이 가서 그랬습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>저 또한 진보정당에 가입하기 이전에<span lang="en-us">, </span>군 의무대와 병원에서 너무나 큰 고통을 받았기 때문입니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그래서 처음으로<span lang="en-us">, </span>군과 관련된 제 경험담을 쓰고 싶어졌습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>이미 많은 사람들에게 해왔던 이야기지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>인터넷에 구체적인 이야기를 쓰는 건 처음이라<span lang="en-us">.. </span>사실 떨리기도 합니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>하지만 이러한 이야기를 숨기기보단<span lang="en-us">, </span>오히려 많은 분들<span lang="en-us">, </span>특히 미필분들이 보시고 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>왜 사람들이 군병원을 꺼려하는지 알겠다<span lang="en-us">’ </span>싶은 마음이 들길 바라며 쓰고 싶어진 겁니다<span lang="en-us">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>아랫글은 정말 쓰잘데기 하나 없는 개인적인 글입니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>괜히 술먹고 젊은 놈이 주정을 부린다 생각하시고 넘어가셔도 괜찮습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>다만 미필 분들은 한번만 읽어 주세요<span lang="en-us">. </span>개인적인 경험이지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>최소한의 도움은 되리라 생각합니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>전<span lang="en-us"> 2012</span>년도<span lang="en-us"> 5</span>월 군번입니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>보통의 제 또래보다 살짝 느린 군번입니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>저희 학과엔 재수생 형들이 동갑내기보다 많아 더 느리게 느껴지기도 했구요<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>창피한 이야기지만 어차피 논산훈련소에서 훈련할 때<span lang="en-us">, </span>아마 제가 가장 몸무게가 많이 나가는 훈련병으로 기억하고 있습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>당시 훈련 중대장이 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>너 이새<span lang="en-us">-</span>끼<span lang="en-us">, 2</span>자리수로 살 빼면 내가 표창 준다<span lang="en-us">!’ </span>라고 약속할 정도였으니까요<span lang="en-us">. </span>그래서 다른 훈련생들이 고봉밥을 먹을 때<span lang="en-us">, </span>전 한두 숫갈만 먹으며 온 힘을 다해 훈련했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>남들도 안 타는 앰뷸런스 두어번 타 보고<span lang="en-us">, </span>조교들에게도 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>쟨 진짜 열심히 한다<span lang="en-us">’</span>란 인정을 받아가며 이 악물고 훈련에 임했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>결국 수료식 근방에 아내분의 출산 예정일이 잡힌 중대장 훈련병 동기<span lang="en-us">(</span>같은 소대<span lang="en-us">) </span>형님에게 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>당연히 형님이 받으셔야지<span lang="en-us">!’ </span>하고 아무 소리 하지 않고 할 일만 충실히 했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>약속한 두자릿 수는 당연히 일찍 달성했지만요<span lang="en-us">. </span>그 형님이 같은 지역 사람이기도 했구요<span lang="en-us">. </span>최소한 자기 딸 얼굴은 봐야지<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그리고 자대에 가서도 마찬가지였습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>논산에 가신 분들은 아시겠지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>그놈의<span lang="en-us"> ‘GoP! GoP!’ </span>라고 종교활동 도중에 외치던 것을 기억하시는 분들이 계실 거에요<span lang="en-us">. </span>저도 그랬어요<span lang="en-us">. </span>근데<span lang="en-us">, </span>제가 갈 줄은 몰랐지<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>처음 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>소대장님<span lang="en-us">, </span>화천이 어딥니까<span lang="en-us">?’</span>라 물었을 때<span lang="en-us">, </span>훈련소 소대장의 그 썩소를 아직도 잊지 못합니다<span lang="en-us">. ‘</span>야<span lang="en-us">, </span>니 등치에 화천이야<span lang="en-us">?</span>ㅋㅋㅋㅋ<span lang="en-us">’. </span>그리고<span lang="en-us">, </span>남들이 익숙한 수원역<span lang="en-us">, </span>그리고 서울역에서 내리고 나서 전투식량을 먹으라 할 때<span lang="en-us">, ‘</span>우린 어디까지 가야하냐<span lang="en-us">?’ </span>라 불안감에 휩싸여 이야기를 나누던 것이 기억이 납니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>그리고<span lang="en-us">, </span>도착한 곳은 민통선을 한참 넘어 말 그대로<span lang="en-us"> GoP</span>라 불리던 곳이었습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>한동안 나름대로<span lang="en-us">, </span>최소한 부모님께 부끄럽지 않을 만큼 열심히 군생활을 하려 노력했다 생각합니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>전 포반이었기 때문에<span lang="en-us">, </span>다른 분들과는 다르게 휴식 시간이 충분히 주어졌지만 오로지 살을 빼기 위해 노력했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>위에서 흘러내린 땀 때문에 바지가 젖을 정도로 운동을 한 건 아마 그 때가 처음이자 마지막일 듯 합니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>모두가 응원해주셨기 때문에<span lang="en-us">, </span>더더욱 운동에 매진했기도 했구요<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>하지만 결국 운명의 날은 오고 말더군요<span lang="en-us">. </span>자세한 사정은 군과 관련된 일이라 조심스러워 언급할 수 없지만<span lang="en-us">, ‘</span>넌 왜 새벽길을 못따라오냐<span lang="en-us">?’</span>가 제 주요한 문제였습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>남들은 눈을 감으면 까맣게 보이고<span lang="en-us">, </span>밤에도 그냥 까맣게 보이거나 미세하게 윤곽은 보인다 합니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>하지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>전 좀 달랐던 것 같습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>제가 눈을 감으면 은빛<span lang="en-us">, </span>푸른빛<span lang="en-us">, </span>보라색 빛<span lang="en-us">, </span>녹색 빛<span lang="en-us">, </span>가끔은 붉은 빛까지 폭죽 터지듯 보이고<span lang="en-us">, </span>낮에는 까만 아지랑이나 파장 같은 것들이 보여왔습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>가끔은 소용돌이 치듯이<span lang="en-us">, </span>또 가끔은 물 속에 들어와 있듯이<span lang="en-us">. </span>그래서 전 밤눈이 상당히 어두운 축에 속했고<span lang="en-us">, </span>그 길을 완벽히 알지 못하면 밤이나 새벽엔 뛰어 올라갈 수 없는 처지였습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>스무 해가 넘도록 그렇게 살아왔으니까 모르는 일이었지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>아무도 이해를 하지 못하더군요<span lang="en-us">. </span>이 이야기를 들은 군의관님께선 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>음<span lang="en-us">.. </span>일단 심각한 문제가 있는 듯 하니까 한번 입실을 좀 하자<span lang="en-us">’</span>라 말씀해주셨습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>아마 이등병<span lang="en-us"> 3~4</span>호봉일 때의 이야기입니다<span lang="en-us">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그 뒤로 약<span lang="en-us"> 1</span>년 뒤<span lang="en-us">, </span>군대에서 쫓겨나기 전까지 전 줄곧 의무대에서만 살게 되었습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>오로지 단 한 명<span lang="en-us">, </span>김<span lang="en-us">XX </span>군의관님을 제외하면 그 누구도 저를 믿어주지 않았습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>각 부대 의무대마다 다르겠지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>저희 의무대의 장기입실자들은 서로 익살적인 표현을 사용했습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>팔이 부러진 아저씨는 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>팔 아저씨<span lang="en-us">’</span>라 불렀고<span lang="en-us">, </span>다리가 부러진 아저씬 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>다리 아저씨<span lang="en-us">’</span>였습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>저의 경우는 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>눈 아저씨<span lang="en-us">’</span>가 되어야 했겠지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>당시 제 별명은 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>뇌 아저씨<span lang="en-us">’</span>였습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>다른 환자들 이야기론 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>우리가 공중파 볼 때 저 아저씬 케이블 보는거잖아<span lang="en-us">?’</span>란 거였습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>한동안은 그저 농담일 뿐이기에 웃어 넘기며<span lang="en-us">, </span>몇 달간의 의무대 생활을 즐기며 외진 날짜만을 기다리고 있었습니다<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>하지만 춘천병원에 한번<span lang="en-us">, </span>두 번 갈 때마다 점점 웃음은 사라졌습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>아무 곳도 이상이 없단 겁니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>시선이 달라졌습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>휴가 갈 때마다 대대 본부에 들려야 하는 선임들은 절 찾아서 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>야<span lang="en-us">, </span>니 없으니까 많이 힘들다<span lang="en-us">.. </span>빨리 복귀 할꺼지<span lang="en-us">’</span>라 물으며 나가고<span lang="en-us">, </span>의무병들은 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>저 아저씨가 어디가 아픈데<span lang="en-us">?’ </span>라며 뒷담을 하더군요<span lang="en-us">.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>어느새 밥을 먹으러 갈 때마다<span lang="en-us">, </span>흰 쌀밥 위에 머리카락이 기어가는 것과 같이 검게 물결쳐서 보이는 것이 싫어 식사를 거부하고<span lang="en-us">, </span>전염병 환자들을 수용하는 격리실로 자진해서 들어갔지만 달라지는 일은 없었습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>오히려 격리실에 있었던 전자레인지를 이용하기 위해 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>미안해요<span lang="en-us">, </span>렌지좀 돌릴게요<span lang="en-us">’</span>라며 냉동을 덥히던 의무병만이 절 찾을 뿐이었습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>환자에게 아군이 없다는 건<span lang="en-us">, </span>그런 겁니다<span lang="en-us">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그나마 오직 군의관님만이 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>내가 피부과라 눈은 잘 모르지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>넌 정말<span lang="en-us"> (</span>신체의<span lang="en-us">) </span>문제가 있어 보인다<span lang="en-us">. </span>네가 거짓말 할 애는 아니야<span lang="en-us">. </span>난 믿는다<span lang="en-us">’</span>라 격려해주셔서<span lang="en-us">, </span>결국 휴가를 땡겨 쓰고<span lang="en-us">(</span>청원 휴가 제도로 기억합니다<span lang="en-us">) </span>군병원이 아닌 외부로 나가봤습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>성남 소재의 수도통합병원도 갔지만<span lang="en-us">, </span>거기선 <span lang="en-us">‘</span>네가 진짜 아파서 이것저것 물어보는 건지 모르겠다<span lang="en-us">’</span>는 의심만 들을 뿐이었으니까요<span lang="en-us">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us"> </span>그리고<span lang="en-us">, </span>결국 병명을 알았습니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>나름대로의 희귀병이라 합니다<span lang="en-us">. </span>나름대로 안과와 관련된 대한민국에서 세 손가락에 든다는 병원 의사도<span lang="en-us">, </span>하다못해 위키피디아에서도 <span lang="en-us">‘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">Though there is no treatment for ~~’, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">치료법은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없다는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말만을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하셨습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의사</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">선생님은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이론상으론</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">실명까지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">갈</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있다곤</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">확신은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말씀하셨습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">진찰</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결과</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> CD</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">들고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어머니와</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">함께</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수도통합병원을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">다시</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">찾았을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안과</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군의관은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">와</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">함께</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고개를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">숙일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그렇다고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">처우가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">달라지진</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">않았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. CD</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있던</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없던</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어떻게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">믿냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">? </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">돈</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">주고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">왔을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">부터</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">시작해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">갖은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의혹</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">(</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">얼굴도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">모르는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">소대</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">선임을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">마음의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">편지로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">찔렀다던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">)</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">주범이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">되었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">게다가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">대한민국</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군법</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">상</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의병</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제대에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있어</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">조항에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">희귀병</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이란</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이유로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의병</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제대조차</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">현역복무부적합</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심사</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">불명예</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제대만이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가능하단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">듣고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">좌절감만이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">들었기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때문입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아미</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 2012</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">년도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">겨울에서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 13</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">년도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">초로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기억하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">화천은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">시기에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">눈이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">자주</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">내렸습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심사일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">마다</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">차량통제가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">걸리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수면유도제에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의존해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">날짜를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어떻게든</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">달</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">단위로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">땡겨보려</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안간힘을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">썼습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 1</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">월</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결국</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">본부에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">도착해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심사를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">받기만을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기다렸습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">중대장은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">보통</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 30</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">분</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">걸리는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">질문에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">대답</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">해라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말하며</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">미리</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">다독여주었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심사장에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">들어서지도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심사장</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의사봉</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">몇</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">번이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">탕탕</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">울리더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">간부님들이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">우르르</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나오셨습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">자네가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">친군가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">? </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고생했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">악수하시고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나가시더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그거로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">끝이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">병명도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">확고하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이유가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">너무</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">확실하니까</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">물어볼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이유도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">거였습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 30</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">초를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">위해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">저희</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">온</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가족은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">약</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">세</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">달간을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">눈물바다로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">지내야</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">했고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">속에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살아야만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">했지만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">누구도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">책임져주지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수많은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">꾀병</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">흔히</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뺑끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">부르는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의혹</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">속에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">벗어나지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그간의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통들은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">누가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">보상을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">줄까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">?</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> GoP</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그냥</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">부대로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">복귀를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그래서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">섹터를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">타자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">중간에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수류탄을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">입에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">물고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">핀을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뽑아버리자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">생각한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">것이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한두</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">번이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아니었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">오로지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어머니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당시</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">저희</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">집에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살았던</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">다섯</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">배기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사촌동생만을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">생각하며</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">악물고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">버텼습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">오로지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">저를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">유일하게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">믿어주시는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군의관님의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">격려에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의존해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결국</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">동기들보다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 1</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">년</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">먼저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전역증을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">받을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이후로도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">민간인</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">으로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살지는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">여튼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군병원에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">대하여</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수많은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">회의감을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">느낄</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">밖에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당시엔</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">책</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">권도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">읽기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">힘들었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이젠</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">컴퓨터도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나름대로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">버틸</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">만큼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">버티고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">(</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">두통은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">항상</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">따라오지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">). </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">남들의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의심은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">친구처럼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">익숙하게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">따라올</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그냥</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나름의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">길을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">찾으면</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">될</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">문제라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">생각하고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">살아갈</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 2014</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">년</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하반기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">학교</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">후배의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제안으로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정의당에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">입당했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">처음엔</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">메갈당</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">않기로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">… </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">여튼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잠시만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당시</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">심상정</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 19</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">대</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">국회의원은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">인권법을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">발의하겠다</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그래서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당시</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">청년</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기관의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">장에게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이렇게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">난</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">할말</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">많다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그러니까</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">연결만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">달라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">직접</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">겪었던</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">것</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전부</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기해주겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.’</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그럴</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기회는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">번도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">주어지지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">않았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">약</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 1</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">여년</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">조금</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안되게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">청년</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">-</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">학생</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기구에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">일했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한번도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인과</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">관련된</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">발언을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">할</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">기회는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">주어지지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">오로지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">연대현장에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">개인의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">지금처럼</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">할</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정의당은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">자체를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">포기한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">것으로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">보입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그들이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">태어난</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">성별이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">남성</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이라는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이유만으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">일종의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잠재적</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가해자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">규정되었기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때문입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">김종대</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의원을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">데려와</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">국방을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어떻게</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하겠다고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결국</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잠재적</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">성폭력</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가해자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">테니까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">손목</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잃은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">근황</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이란</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">글을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">읽으니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정말</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가슴이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">너무나</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아픕니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인분</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가족분들은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">어떤</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">겪고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있을지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">… 10% </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정도는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">공감이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">갑니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아군이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전우</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">옆자리</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아저씨는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전입</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">온지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> 1</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">주일도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">안됐단</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이유만으로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">허리</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아래쪽에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">감각이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사라져가도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한마디</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">꺼내고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한국말도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">서툰</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">호주</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">출신</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한국인</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">후임은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">아픈</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">부위</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하나</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이야기를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">못해</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">오해를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그런</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">곳이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의무대고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군병원입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그런</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">곳에서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">국방부와</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">싸워야</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">처지라니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">… </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">누가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">공감을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">누가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">알아주겠습니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">? </span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그런</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">낙오자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’, ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">패잔병</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">들은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나라가</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">일찍이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">버려왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">진보정당이라</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">지껄이는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">부류들도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이들을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">보호할</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의지는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없어</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">보입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이러한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">속에서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">오로지</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">늘어만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">건</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">당사자들의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">알코올</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한계와</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">지방간</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수치뿐일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">겁니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">글을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">쓰면서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">구역질을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">서너</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">번은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">했을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">거에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결국</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사회의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">약자이자</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">낙오병</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’, ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">패잔병</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">중</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">명의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">술주정일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐일지도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">모르겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사회는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">분명히</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">바뀌어야만</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">저보다</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">더욱</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통받는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인들이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">사회에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">나라의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군병원과</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의무대에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">많기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때문입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그러나</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">진보정당들은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">여성이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">더</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통받는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">란</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">명제</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때문에</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이런</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">담론조차</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">전부</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">흙더미로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">매장시켜버리고</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">메갈리아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">-</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">워마드</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">를</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">감싸기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">위해서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그래서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">밑의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> <span lang="en-us">‘</span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">손목</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">잃은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">군인</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">’</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">의</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">글을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">읽고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">너무</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">슬픈</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">마음이</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">듭니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">고통을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">가늠할</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">조차</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">슬프기</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">때문에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">…</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">대안도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">결론도</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">없는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">푸념일</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">쓰잘데기없는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">글이지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">읽어주셔서</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">감사드립니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. 정의당과 관련 없다고 했지만, 결국 낚시니까.. 이에 따른 비판도 감수하겠습니다.</span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"></span></p><p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">드릴</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">수</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">있는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말은</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">하나</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">미필이시라면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">생각을</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">다시</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">한번</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">해보시란</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">말</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">그것</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">뿐입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">이렇게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">, </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">처음으로</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">정의당과</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">관련없는</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">글을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.. </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">마치고자</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;"> </span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:#252525;">합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#252525;">.</span></p><p></p>
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