<p class="p1"><br></p> <p class="p2"><span>혹시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>다른이야기가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>궁금하실분이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>있을까해</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>보따리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>한번</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>더</span><span class="s1"> </span><span>풀어보려합니다(사실 보따리 엄청많은데 필력이 딸리네여ㅜ)</span></p> <p class="p1">아주<span class="s1"> </span>어릴적<span class="s1"> </span>내용은<span class="s1"> </span>기억력이안좋아<span class="s1"> </span>흐릿합니다<span class="s1">. </span>얼추내용만기억나는<span class="s1">?</span>ㅠ<span class="s1"> </span>나이들어감의<span class="s1"> </span>슬픔이네요</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">음<span class="s1">… </span>시리즈물로<span class="s1"> </span>글을<span class="s1"> </span>기대하고계시는<span class="s1"> </span>분들이<span class="s1"> </span>몇분<span class="s1"> </span>계시더라구요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">제글에<span class="s1"> </span>관심가져주시고<span class="s1"> </span>재밌는<span class="s1"> </span>글<span class="s1"> </span>읽었다며<span class="s1"> </span>말씀해주신<span class="s1"> </span>모든분들<span class="s1"> </span>감사드려요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">근데<span class="s1"> </span>댓글에<span class="s1"> </span>한<span class="s1"> </span>분이<span class="s1"> </span>연락처를<span class="s1"> </span>알려달라고<span class="s1"> </span>하셨더라구요<span class="s1">..</span></p> <p class="p1">어떤<span class="s1"> </span>사연이<span class="s1"> </span>있으신<span class="s1"> </span>분인지는<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>모르겠으나<span class="s1"> </span>불가능합니다<span class="s1">. </span>오유에서도<span class="s1"> </span>다른사이트에서도<span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>시작된<span class="s1"> </span>연락이<span class="s1"> </span>큰<span class="s1"> </span>화가되는것도<span class="s1"> </span>봐왔고<span class="s1">…</span></p> <p class="p1">이전<span class="s1"> </span>글에서<span class="s1"> </span>말씀드렸다시피<span class="s1"> </span><font color="#00b0f0">제<span class="s1"> </span>글은<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>눈요기로만<span class="s1"> </span>봐주세요</font><span class="s1">. </span>혹시<span class="s1"> </span>다음에도<span class="s1"> </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>부탁을<span class="s1"> </span>하는<span class="s1"> </span>분이<span class="s1"> </span>생기시며누ㅜ<span class="s1"> </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>부담스러워서<span class="s1"> </span>아마<span class="s1"> </span>썰을<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>풀지<span class="s1"> </span>못하게될것같아요ㅜ<span class="s1"> </span>후<span class="s1"> </span>마음이<span class="s1"> </span>무겁네영<span class="s1"> </span>ㅠㅅㅜ</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">글<span class="s1"> </span>읽기<span class="s1"> </span>전<span class="s1">! </span><font color="#953734">무속인<span class="s1"> </span>관련글<span class="s1">, </span>초자연적인<span class="s1"> </span>이야기<span class="s1">(?)</span>가<span class="s1"> </span>불편하신<span class="s1"> </span>분은<span class="s1"> </span>뒤로가기버튼<span class="s1"> </span>부탁드려요<span class="s1">.  </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>논란이<span class="s1"> </span>생기는것이<span class="s1"> </span>불편합니다ㅜ</font></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">*</span>이전<span class="s1"> </span>글<span class="s1"> </span>내용<span class="s1"> </span>중<span class="s1">*</span></p> <p class="p1">작성자<span class="s1"> </span>가족은<span class="s1"> </span>불교신자이며<span class="s1"> </span>무속인과도<span class="s1"> </span>관련이많고<span class="s1"> </span>주변에<span class="s1"> </span>무속인<span class="s1"> </span>자체도<span class="s1"> </span>여럿<span class="s1"> </span>있다<span class="s1">(</span>영험하지않는<span class="s1"> </span>잡<span class="s1"><?></span>무속인은<span class="s1"> </span>없어여<span class="s1"> </span>염려마세용<span class="s1">! </span>그런분들은<span class="s1"> </span>오히려<span class="s1"> </span>저보면<span class="s1"> </span>도망감<span class="s1"><</span>이<span class="s1"> </span>이야기는<span class="s1"> </span>또<span class="s1"> </span>나중에<span class="s1"> </span>해드릴게요<span class="s1">! </span>찡긋<span class="s1">>) </span></p> <p class="p1">작성자는<span class="s1"> </span>귀신을<span class="s1"> </span>보지는<span class="s1"> </span>않지만<span class="s1"> </span>어떤<span class="s1"> </span>기운정도는<span class="s1"> </span>가끔<span class="s1"> </span>특별한<span class="s1"> </span>경우에<span class="s1"> </span>느낀다</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>스토리는<span class="s1"> </span>제<span class="s1"> </span>글<span class="s1"> </span>목록에<span class="s1"> </span>들어가서<span class="s1"> </span>보심이<span class="s1"> </span>빠르답니당<span class="s1">. </span>여기에<span class="s1"> </span>없어요<span class="s1">. </span>이건<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>이번<span class="s1"> </span>글에<span class="s1"> </span>필요한<span class="s1"> </span>요소라<span class="s1"> </span>다시한번정리했어요<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>작성자가<span class="s1"> </span>잠에취해<span class="s1"> </span>개발로<span class="s1"> </span>쓰는것이니<span class="s1"> </span>띄어쓰기<span class="s1">, </span>오타<span class="s1"> </span>양해부탁합니다<span class="s1"> :)</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p3">3.</p> <p class="p1">아버지는<span class="s1"> </span>꼭<span class="s1"> </span>종교적<span class="s1"> </span>방문이<span class="s1"> </span>아니더라도<span class="s1"> </span>물좋고<span class="s1"> </span>공기좋은<span class="s1"> </span>절을<span class="s1"> </span>찾아<span class="s1"> </span>짧은<span class="s1"> </span>여행을<span class="s1"> </span>즐기십니다<span class="s1">.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">거의<span class="s1"> </span>당일치기시고<span class="s1"> </span>경치구경<span class="s1"> </span>삼아<span class="s1"> </span>가끔<span class="s1"> </span>시간나면<span class="s1"> </span>다니세요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">초등학교를<span class="s1"> </span>다니던<span class="s1"> </span>시절<span class="s1">, </span>방학이라<span class="s1"> </span>친척집<span class="s1">(</span>타지역<span class="s1">)</span>에<span class="s1"> </span>갔던<span class="s1"> </span>저를<span class="s1"> </span>아부지가<span class="s1"> </span>데비러<span class="s1"> </span>오셨습니당<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>아버지랑<span class="s1"> </span>차를타고<span class="s1"> </span>시골길<span class="s1">(?)</span>을<span class="s1"> </span>지나다가<span class="s1"> </span>암자<span class="s1">[</span>庵子<span class="s1">]</span>가<span class="s1"> </span>있다는<span class="s1"> </span>작은<span class="s1"> </span>푯말<span class="s1">(?)</span>을<span class="s1"> </span>보게됩니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그전에는<span class="s1"> </span>못봤던<span class="s1"> </span>거였어요<span class="s1">(</span>적어도<span class="s1"> </span>제<span class="s1"> </span>기억속에<span class="s1"> </span>가본적<span class="s1"> </span>없는<span class="s1"> </span>암자였죠<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>암자는<span class="s1"> </span>깊은산속<span class="s1"> </span>옹달샘애<span class="s1"> </span>토끼잇을것같은<span class="s1"> </span>그런<span class="s1"> 1</span>차선도로를타고<span class="s1"> </span>산쪽으로올라가야했어요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">저는<span class="s1"> </span>아빠랑<span class="s1"> </span>밖에서<span class="s1"> </span>좀<span class="s1"> </span>노닥거릴<span class="s1"> </span>요량으로<span class="s1">(</span>사실<span class="s1"> </span>저녁때로<span class="s1"> </span>시간끌어<span class="s1"> </span>집가면서<span class="s1"> </span>돈까스<span class="s1"> </span>사달라할요량으로<span class="s1">) </span>암자에<span class="s1"> </span>가자고<span class="s1"> </span>했습니다<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1">그런데<span class="s1"> </span>웬걸<span class="s1">, </span>당연히<span class="s1"> </span>그러자고<span class="s1"> </span>할<span class="s1"> </span>줄<span class="s1"> </span>알았던<span class="s1"> </span>아부지가<span class="s1"> "</span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>집에가자<span class="s1">" </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>단호하게<span class="s1"> </span>말씀하시는겁니다<span class="s1">!</span></p> <p class="p1">보통<span class="s1"> </span>아부지가<span class="s1"> </span>이렇게말씀하시면<span class="s1"> </span>이유가있겠지<span class="s1"> </span>싶어<span class="s1">(</span>라고쓰고<span class="s1"> </span>사실<span class="s1"> </span>떼쓰면<span class="s1"> </span>혼날까봐<span class="s1">) </span>저도<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>수긍합니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그런데<span class="s1"> </span>대체<span class="s1"> </span>그날은<span class="s1"> </span>왜그랬는지<span class="s1"> </span>모르겠지만<span class="s1"> </span>아부지<span class="s1"> </span>말이<span class="s1"> </span>끝나기가<span class="s1"> </span>무섭게<span class="s1"> </span>제가<span class="s1"> </span>발광을하면서<span class="s1"> </span>아빠운전을<span class="s1"> </span>방해했어요</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>약간<span class="s1"> </span>뭐에<span class="s1"> </span>홀렷나<span class="s1"> </span>싶음<span class="s1">. </span>돈까스때문이었나<span class="s1"> </span>의문<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">결국<span class="s1"> </span>아부지는<span class="s1"> </span>차를<span class="s1"> </span>세우셧고<span class="s1"> </span>핸들을<span class="s1"> </span>돌려<span class="s1"> </span>암자쪽을<span class="s1"> </span>향했습니다<span class="s1">.  </span></p> <p class="p1">이때까지만해도<span class="s1"> </span>아부지는<span class="s1"> </span>왠지모르게<span class="s1"> </span>가기싫다는<span class="s1"> </span>마음이<span class="s1"> </span>자꾸만<span class="s1"> </span>드셨다고해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">무튼<span class="s1"> </span>암자에<span class="s1"> </span>도착하니<span class="s1"> </span>경치도<span class="s1"> </span>멋지고<span class="s1"> </span>조용하고<span class="s1"> </span>새삼<span class="s1"> </span>속세를벗어나니<span class="s1"> </span>이렇게도<span class="s1"> </span>고요하구나<span class="s1">(</span>는뻥<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>돈까스생각함<span class="s1">) </span>하며<span class="s1"> </span>스님을<span class="s1"> </span>찾아<span class="s1"> </span>인사드리고<span class="s1"> </span>암자구경을<span class="s1"> </span>하려<span class="s1"> </span>했습니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">찾아도<span class="s1"> </span>안계시기에<span class="s1"> </span>어디가셧지<span class="s1">? </span>하며<span class="s1"> </span>내부를<span class="s1"> </span>들여다보다가<span class="s1"> </span>뒤를도는<span class="s1"> </span>순간<span class="s1"> </span>너무놀라서<span class="s1"> </span>악소리도<span class="s1"> </span>못냈어요ㅠ<span class="s1"> </span>스님이<span class="s1"> </span>바로뒤애서<span class="s1"> </span>빤히<span class="s1"> </span>아부지를<span class="s1"> </span>쳐다보고계신거에요ㅠ</p> <p class="p1">인사는해야겠고<span class="s1"> </span>근데<span class="s1"> </span>너무놀라<span class="s1"> </span>목소리가<span class="s1"> </span>숨어버려<span class="s1"> </span>당황하는<span class="s1"> </span>사이<span class="s1">, </span>스님이<span class="s1"> </span>저를보고</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">"</span>아가는<span class="s1"> </span>대추나무밑에<span class="s1"> </span>진순이랑<span class="s1">(</span>개이름<span class="s1"> </span>기억안남<span class="s1">)</span>가서<span class="s1"> </span>놀아라<span class="s1">. </span>새끼를<span class="s1"> </span>낳아<span class="s1"> </span>강아지도<span class="s1"> </span>있단다<span class="s1">" </span>하셔서<span class="s1"> </span>바로<span class="s1"> </span>그리로튀어갔습니다<span class="s1">. (</span>똥개졸귀ㅜ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">*</span>여기서부터는<span class="s1"> </span>아부지랑<span class="s1"> </span>스님대화<span class="s1">(</span>대화가<span class="s1"> </span>정확히<span class="s1"> </span>기억안나서<span class="s1"> </span>내용을<span class="s1"> </span>대화로풀어쓰겟슴다<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">아빠<span class="s1"> : </span>스님<span class="s1"> </span>왜<span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>노려보십니까<span class="s1">, </span>혹<span class="s1"> </span>불청객이라<span class="s1"> </span>생각되어<span class="s1"> </span>그러시면<span class="s1"> </span>돌아가보겠습니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">스님<span class="s1"> /...... </span>불자님<span class="s1"> </span>최근에<span class="s1"> </span>상갓집<span class="s1"> </span>다녀오셨습니까<span class="s1">?</span></p> <p class="p3">: <span class="s2">예</span>.... <span class="s2">어떻게</span> <span class="s2">아셨나요</span>?</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">/</span>불자님<span class="s1"> </span>등에<span class="s1"> </span>젊은여자가<span class="s1"> </span>둘이나<span class="s1"> </span>업혀<span class="s1"> </span>들어왔는데<span class="s1"> </span>아이를<span class="s1"> </span>죽일듯이<span class="s1"> </span>노려봅디다<span class="s1">. </span>상갓집에<span class="s1"> </span>가시면<span class="s1"> </span>돌아오실때<span class="s1"> </span>비방을<span class="s1"> </span>하셨어야지요<span class="s1">! </span>아이에게<span class="s1"> </span>화가<span class="s1"> </span>닿으면<span class="s1">... </span>그럴리<span class="s1"> </span>없다고<span class="s1"> </span>생각하시겠지만<span class="s1"> </span>사람일은<span class="s1"> </span>혹시<span class="s1"> </span>모르니<span class="s1"> </span>다음부턴<span class="s1"> </span>꼭<span class="s1"> </span>비방하시고<span class="s1"> </span>몸<span class="s1"> </span>조심하십시오</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">:</span>예<span class="s1"> </span>죄송합니다<span class="s1"> </span>스님</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">내용인<span class="s1"> </span>즉슨<span class="s1"> </span>아부지가<span class="s1"> </span>상갓집<span class="s1">(</span>장례식장<span class="s1">) </span>갔다가<span class="s1"> </span>오셨는데<span class="s1"> </span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>장례식장에서<span class="s1"> </span>다른<span class="s1"> </span>젊은여자분<span class="s1"> </span>두분의<span class="s1"> </span>장례식도있었다고해요<span class="s1">. </span>그분들이<span class="s1"> </span>저승가기아쉬워<span class="s1"> </span>울<span class="s1"> </span>아부지등에<span class="s1"> </span>잠시<span class="s1"> </span>업혔는데<span class="s1"> </span>저<span class="s1"> </span>때문에<span class="s1"> </span>아부지등말고<span class="s1"> </span>다른사람으로<span class="s1"> </span>갈아타야해서<span class="s1"> </span>저를<span class="s1"> </span>노려본것이라고<span class="s1">...</span>근데<span class="s1"> </span>뭘<span class="s1"> </span>또<span class="s1"> </span>지들이<span class="s1"> </span>할수있는게<span class="s1"> </span>없어서<span class="s1"> </span>노려보기만<span class="s1"> </span>한거래요<span class="s1">. </span>그리고<span class="s1"> </span>나서<span class="s1"> </span>스님이<span class="s1"> </span>비방해주셨다고해요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅎ</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">아부지생각엔<span class="s1"> </span>그날<span class="s1"> </span>암자에가기싫었던건<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>귀신들이<span class="s1"> </span>암자에가면<span class="s1"> </span>자기들이<span class="s1"> </span>떨어져<span class="s1"> </span>나갈것을<span class="s1"> </span>아니까<span class="s1"> </span>못가게<span class="s1"> </span>한것일테고<span class="s1">, </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>딸이니<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>본능적으로<span class="s1"> </span>아빠를위해그런행동을<span class="s1"> </span>한게<span class="s1"> </span>아닐까<span class="s1">? </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>말씀하셨어요<span class="s1">.(</span>돈까스<span class="s1"> </span>때문인것같읍읍<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">위에서<span class="s1"> </span>말했듯<span class="s1"> </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>특별한경우<span class="s1">(?)</span>에<span class="s1"> </span>기운을<span class="s1"> </span>조금<span class="s1"> </span>느끼는편인데<span class="s1"> </span>아무래도<span class="s1"> </span>그때<span class="s1"> </span>나쁜기운이<span class="s1"> </span>있어<span class="s1"> </span>아빠를<span class="s1"> </span>절에<span class="s1"> </span>데려가야겟다고<span class="s1"> </span>생각했나봐요<span class="s1">. </span>사실<span class="s1"> </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>고기반찬을<span class="s1"> </span>너무좋아해서<span class="s1"> </span>절밥먹으면<span class="s1"> </span>돈까스<span class="s1"> </span>못먹을까봐<span class="s1"> </span>걱정했을<span class="s1"> </span>아이인데도<span class="s1"> </span>곧<span class="s1"> </span>있음<span class="s1"> </span>저녁때인데<span class="s1">, </span>절에가자고<span class="s1"> </span>저런행동을<span class="s1"> </span>한게<span class="s1"> </span>의문이긴<span class="s1"> </span>하네용<span class="s1">0-0</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p3">4.</p> <p class="p1">이건<span class="s1"> </span>제가<span class="s1"> </span>가끔<span class="s1"> </span>특별한<span class="s1">(?) </span>경우에<span class="s1"> </span>느낀다는<span class="s1"> </span>기운에대한<span class="s1"> </span>썰<span class="s1"> </span>중<span class="s1"> </span>하나입니다<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>미리말씀드려요<span class="s1">. </span>저도<span class="s1"> </span>어케되는건지<span class="s1"> </span>모르니<span class="s1"> </span>과학적<span class="s1"> </span>근거<span class="s1"> </span>뭐<span class="s1"> </span>이런거<span class="s1"> </span>갖고오라말씀하시면<span class="s1"> 펑펑</span>오열후<span class="s1"> </span>자삭<span class="s1"> </span>입니다ㅠ반박할 과학적 근거 음슴 ㅜ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">처음<span class="s1"> </span>이것을<span class="s1"> </span>느낀건<span class="s1"> </span>중학교<span class="s1"> 2</span>학년<span class="s1"> </span>쯤인가<span class="s1">…? </span>입니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">당시<span class="s1"> </span>매일같이<span class="s1"> </span>붙어다니던<span class="s1"> </span>친한<span class="s1"> </span>친구무리중<span class="s1"> </span>한놈에게<span class="s1"> </span>여자친구가<span class="s1"> </span>생겼습니다<span class="s1">!(</span>작성자<span class="s1">=</span>여인<span class="s1">, </span>작성자<span class="s1"> </span>친구<span class="s1">=</span>사내<span class="s1">)</span><span style="font-family:'Helvetica Neue';">.</span></p> <p class="p1">여자친구가<span class="s1"> </span>생긴<span class="s1"> </span>친구놈은<span class="s1"> </span>좀<span class="s1"> </span>서운하리<span class="s1"> </span>만큼<span class="s1"> </span>저한테는<span class="s1"> </span>연락도<span class="s1"> </span>안하고<span class="s1"> </span>피하는<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이었습니다<span class="s1">.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">여친이<span class="s1"> </span>질투가<span class="s1"> </span>좀 많다며<span class="s1">, </span>세상에<span class="s1"> </span>니가<span class="s1"> </span>그래도<span class="s1"> </span>생물학적으로<span class="s1"> </span>여자라<span class="s1"> </span>경쟁상대라고<span class="s1"> </span>생각는것같다며<span class="s1"> </span>웃어<i><strike>쳐맞을소리</strike></i>넘겼죠<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그런데<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이<span class="s1"> </span>이상했습니다<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1">친구의<span class="s1"> </span>정수리<span class="s1"> </span>윗<span class="s1"> </span>부분으로<span class="s1"> </span>주전자가<span class="s1"> </span>끓을<span class="s1"> </span>때<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>김같은게<span class="s1"> </span>날아가는듯한<span class="s1"> </span>기운이<span class="s1"> </span>느껴졌습니다<span class="s1">.(</span>설명하면서도<span class="s1"> </span>이상하네요<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">밑<span class="s1"> </span>빠진<span class="s1"> </span>독에<span class="s1"> </span>물<span class="s1"> </span>붓는<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이랄까<span class="s1">? </span>뭔가<span class="s1"> </span>새는듯한<span class="s1">….</span></p> <p class="p1">이런<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이<span class="s1"> </span>그친구를<span class="s1"> </span>볼때마다<span class="s1"> </span>있었고<span class="s1"> </span>같이있는<span class="s1"> </span>제가<span class="s1"> </span>기분이<span class="s1"> </span>별로였습니다<span class="s1">.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">친구가<span class="s1"> </span>점점<span class="s1"> </span>다크서클도<span class="s1"> </span>늘어나고<span class="s1"> </span>피곤해하는<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이랄까요<span class="s1">?<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">그러던<span class="s1"> </span>어느날<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>친구의<span class="s1"> </span>여친이<span class="s1"> </span>길을<span class="s1"> </span>지나는것을<span class="s1"> </span>카페에서<span class="s1"> </span>우연히<span class="s1"> </span>보게됐습니다<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1">그때<span class="s1"> </span>알았죠<span class="s1">…</span></p> <p class="p1">제<span class="s1"> </span>친구의<span class="s1"> </span>정수리에서<span class="s1"> </span>김이<span class="s1"> </span>새는<span class="s1"> </span>이유는<span class="s1"> </span></p> <p class="p1">바로<span class="s1">, </span>혼자사랑하고<span class="s1"> </span>있었기<span class="s1"> </span>때문입니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">친구의<span class="s1"> </span>여친은<span class="s1"> </span>나른<span class="s1"> </span>남자애랑<span class="s1"> </span>팔짱끼고<span class="s1"> </span>걸어가고있었어요<span class="s1">.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>바람피우는<span class="s1"> </span>사람과는<span class="s1"> </span>서로<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>김같은걸<span class="s1"> </span>주고받아서<span class="s1"> </span>새지않았습니다.</p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"><font face=".Apple SD Gothic NeoI">반면</font> </span>제친구는<span class="s1"> </span>받을사랑은없고<span class="s1"> </span>감정은<span class="s1"> </span>쏟아붓고<span class="s1"> </span>있으니<span class="s1"> </span>김이<span class="s1"> </span>새어나가고<span class="s1"> </span>있었던거에요<span class="s1">.(</span>표현과<span class="s1"> </span>내용이<span class="s1"> </span>산으로간다<span class="s1">…</span>ㅜㅜ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">저는<span class="s1"> </span>종종<span class="s1"> </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>일을<span class="s1"> </span>보게되는데<span class="s1">(</span>특히<span class="s1"> </span>바람난<span class="s1"> </span>커플<span class="s1">) </span>이<span class="s1"> </span>사건이<span class="s1"> </span>시초가<span class="s1"> </span>되었져<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그렇다고<span class="s1"> </span>모든<span class="s1"> </span>커플을<span class="s1"> </span>보는것은<span class="s1"> </span>아닙니다<span class="s1">! </span></p> <p class="p1">정상적인<span class="s1"> </span>커플에게는<span class="s1"> </span>거의<span class="s1"> </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>기운조차<span class="s1"> </span>못느끼구요<span class="s1">, </span>가끔<span class="s1"> </span>불특정<span class="s1"> </span>소수를<span class="s1"> </span>대상으로<span class="s1"> </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>김빠지는것을<span class="s1"> </span>목격한답니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>바람피운다고<span class="s1">, </span>또는<span class="s1"> </span>보고싶다고<span class="s1"> </span>맘대로<span class="s1"> </span>볼수있는것<span class="s1"> </span>아님<span class="s1"> </span>ㅜ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">대학교를<span class="s1"> </span>졸업하는<span class="s1"> </span>지금도<span class="s1"> </span>가끔<span class="s1"> </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>김빠짐현상을<span class="s1"> </span>보곤<span class="s1"> </span>합니다<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1">사실<span class="s1"> </span>대학때도<span class="s1"> </span>정말친한친구<span class="s1"> </span>머리에서<span class="s1"> </span>김빠지는거보고<span class="s1"> </span></p> <p class="p1">'남친이<span class="s1"> </span>맘이식었나보다ㅜㅜ'<span class="s1"> </span>싶었지만<span class="s1"> </span>그래도<span class="s1"> </span>가슴아파할것생각하니<span class="s1"> </span>말을못했는데<span class="s1">… </span></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>둘은<span class="s1"> </span>남자의<span class="s1"> </span>바람으로<span class="s1"> </span>제친구가<span class="s1"> </span>맘고생엄청하고<span class="s1"> </span>이별을<span class="s1"> </span>맞이하였다는<span class="s1">….. </span>슬픈이야기<span class="s1">…..</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p3">5.</p> <p class="p1">제목이<span class="s1"> </span>무속인<span class="s1"> </span>썰인데<span class="s1"> </span>하나정도는<span class="s1"> </span>있어야져<span class="s1">? </span>찡긋<span class="s1"> </span>ㅅ<span class="s1"><</span></p> <p class="p1">지난번<span class="s1"> </span>글에서<span class="s1"> </span>언급했던<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤과의<span class="s1"> </span>일화입니당<span class="s1">. </span>졸리니까<span class="s1"> </span>짧막한<span class="s1"> </span>일화를<span class="s1"> </span>올리도록<span class="s1"> </span>할게여</p> <p class="p1">어느날<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤네<span class="s1"> </span>집에<span class="s1"> </span>요양목적으로<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마가<span class="s1"> </span>잠시<span class="s1"> </span>와있었어요<span class="s1">(</span>한달정도<span class="s1">? </span>이름<span class="s1"> </span>기억안나뮤ㅠㅠ당시<span class="s1"> </span>제나이<span class="s1"> 12</span>세꼬마나이<span class="s1"> 8</span>살정도<span class="s1">?)</span></p> <p class="p1">남자아이었는데<span class="s1"> </span>그래도<span class="s1"> </span>부모님이랑<span class="s1"> </span>떨어져서<span class="s1"> </span>지내려니<span class="s1"> </span>슬펐나봐요.<span class="s1"> </span>일주일을<span class="s1"> </span>내리울었대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">김쌤네에서는<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마가<span class="s1"> </span>아무것도<span class="s1"> </span>안한다고<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤이<span class="s1"> </span>데리고<span class="s1"> </span>바람쐬주러<span class="s1"> </span>자주<span class="s1"> </span>데리고나와서<span class="s1"> </span>저랑<span class="s1"> </span>제동생이랑<span class="s1"> </span>같이놀았어요<span class="s1">.(</span>나중엔<span class="s1"> </span>우리집에<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>데려다<span class="s1"> </span>놓으셨어요<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">처음에는<span class="s1"> </span>엄마를<span class="s1"> </span>자꾸<span class="s1"> </span>찾더라고요<span class="s1">. </span>우리엄마한테<span class="s1"> </span>엄마라고<span class="s1"> </span>부르질않나<span class="s1">, </span>우리엄마한테<span class="s1"> </span>배고프다고<span class="s1"> </span>찡찡대지를않나<span class="s1">, </span>우리엄마랑<span class="s1"> </span>자겠다고<span class="s1"> </span>우리아빠를<span class="s1"> </span>밀쳐내지를<span class="s1"> </span>않나<span class="s1">(</span>아빠한테는<span class="s1"> </span>꼬박꼬박<span class="s1"> </span>아저씨라했어욬ㅋ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1">처음엔<span class="s1"> </span>엄마가<span class="s1"> </span>많이<span class="s1"> </span>보고싶은가보다<span class="s1"> </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>데리고놀았는데<span class="s1"> </span>같이<span class="s1"> </span>지내다보니<span class="s1"> </span>점점<span class="s1"> </span>그런<span class="s1"> </span>행동들이<span class="s1"> </span>사라졌어요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">밥도잘먹고<span class="s1"> </span>떼도<span class="s1"> </span>잘안쓰고<span class="s1"> </span>땅꼬마자식이<span class="s1"> </span>점점<span class="s1"> </span>씩씩해지더라구요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅎㅎ</p> <p class="p1">꼬마는<span class="s1"> </span>방학이<span class="s1"> </span>끝나가서<span class="s1"> </span>다시<span class="s1"> </span>원래집으로<span class="s1"> </span>돌아갔어요<span class="s1">.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">꼬마가<span class="s1"> </span>사라져서<span class="s1"> </span>뭔가<span class="s1"> </span>허전한<span class="s1"> </span>나날들을<span class="s1"> </span>보내고있었는데<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤이아주<span class="s1"> </span>커다란<span class="s1"> </span>인형을<span class="s1"> </span>저에게<span class="s1"> </span>선물로<span class="s1"> </span>갖다주셨어요</p> <p class="p1">꼬마랑<span class="s1"> </span>남동생이랑<span class="s1"> </span>차별안하고<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>노는<span class="s1"> </span>모습이<span class="s1"> </span>예뻐서<span class="s1"> </span>주는<span class="s1"> </span>선물이라고<span class="s1"> </span>하셨어요<span class="s1">(</span>사실<span class="s1"> </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>둘다<span class="s1"> </span>똑같이<span class="s1"> </span>친남동생처럼<span class="s1"> </span>괴롭혔어요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅎㅎ<span class="s1">;)</span></p> <p class="p1">나<span class="s1">~</span>중에<span class="s1"> </span>부모님과<span class="s1"> </span>얘기를<span class="s1"> </span>하다가<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마에대한<span class="s1"> </span>얘기가 나왔어요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">사실<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마는<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나를<span class="s1"> </span>차사고로<span class="s1"> </span>잃고<span class="s1"> </span>아빠와<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마만<span class="s1"> </span>살아남았다고<span class="s1"> </span>해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">애기<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나의<span class="s1"> </span>장례를<span class="s1"> </span>치를때<span class="s1"> </span>부터<span class="s1"> </span>계속<span class="s1"> </span>아이가<span class="s1"> </span>허공을보며<span class="s1"> </span>이야기하기<span class="s1"> </span>시작했대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">평소에<span class="s1"> </span>엄마한테하던<span class="s1"> </span>떼쓰기와<span class="s1"> </span>누나약올리는<span class="s1"> </span>행동을<span class="s1"> </span>허공에<span class="s1"> </span>했다고<span class="s1"> </span>해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">아빠와의<span class="s1"> </span>대화는<span class="s1"> </span>줄어들고<span class="s1"> </span>허공에대고<span class="s1"> </span>꺄르르<span class="s1"> </span>아이가<span class="s1"> </span>웃기시작하자<span class="s1">, </span>아이아빠는<span class="s1"> </span>심각성을느껴<span class="s1"> </span>물어물어 전국 팔도에 있다는<span class="s1"> </span>영험한<span class="s1"> </span>무속인은 다<span class="s1"> </span>찾아다녔다고<span class="s1"> </span>합니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">정신과<span class="s1"> </span>상담은<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>당시만해도<span class="s1"> </span>사회로부터<span class="s1"> </span>정신병자<span class="s1"> </span>취급당할것이<span class="s1"> </span>걱정되었대요.</p> <p class="p1">만에하나<span class="s1"> </span>학교에<span class="s1"> </span>소문이라도<span class="s1"> </span>나면<span class="s1"> </span>왕따당할것을<span class="s1"> </span>생각해 조용히 해결하려하신 방법이<span class="s1"> </span>무속인이었대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">전국<span class="s1"> </span>팔도를<span class="s1"> </span>다<span class="s1"> </span>돌아다녔는데<span class="s1"> ‘</span>굿해야한다<span class="s1">’, ‘</span>귀신<span class="s1"> </span>씌였다<span class="s1">’, ‘</span>죽은<span class="s1"> </span>애엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나가<span class="s1"> </span>얼라도<span class="s1"> </span>데려가려한다<span class="s1">’ </span>등의<span class="s1"> </span>말을<span class="s1"> </span>했다고해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">아이<span class="s1"> </span>아빠는<span class="s1"> </span>이제<span class="s1"> </span>막<span class="s1"> </span>초등학교들어간<span class="s1"> </span>아이를<span class="s1"> </span>앉혀놓고<span class="s1"> </span>굿하는건<span class="s1"> </span>아이에게<span class="s1"> </span>갓<span class="s1"> </span>엄마누나<span class="s1"> </span>잃은<span class="s1"> </span>아이에게<span class="s1"> </span>못할짓이라<span class="s1"> </span>생각했대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(여기서 생각이든건데 아이아빠는 아무래도 처음에 부적정도를 쓰려고 한게 아닐까해요)</span></p> <p class="p1">돌고돌아<span class="s1"> </span>아이아빠는<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤의<span class="s1"> </span>연락처를<span class="s1"> </span>알아내어<span class="s1"> </span>찾아왔습니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">김쌤이<span class="s1"> “</span>굿<span class="s1"> </span>할<span class="s1"> </span>필요<span class="s1"> </span>없습니다<span class="s1">. </span>아이<span class="s1"> </span>여기<span class="s1"> </span>두고가시지요<span class="s1">. </span>아버님은<span class="s1"> </span>계실필요<span class="s1"> </span>없습니다<span class="s1">. </span>기도<span class="s1"> </span>올려드리겠습니다<span class="s1">. </span>기도올릴<span class="s1"> </span>쌀세포대(정확한 포대 수 기억안남 ㅠ)만<span class="s1"> </span>사두고<span class="s1"> </span>가십시오<span class="s1">” </span>하셨대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">김쌤말에<span class="s1"> </span>따르면<span class="s1"> </span>사실<span class="s1"> </span>아이는<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나의<span class="s1"> </span>혼령을<span class="s1"> </span>본게<span class="s1"> </span>맞다고<span class="s1"> </span>해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">아이엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나의<span class="s1"> 49</span>제가<span class="s1"> </span>안지났었는데<span class="s1"> </span>그때까지만<span class="s1"> </span>딱<span class="s1"> </span>보고<span class="s1"> </span>가려고<span class="s1"> </span>했다고<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나<span class="s1"> </span>혼령이<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤한테<span class="s1"> </span>사정사정<span class="s1"> </span>이야기했대요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그래서<span class="s1"> </span>첫<span class="s1"> </span>일주일은<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마<span class="s1"> </span>데리고<span class="s1"> </span>같이<span class="s1"> </span>법당가서<span class="s1"> </span>기도올리고<span class="s1">, </span>꼬마가<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나<span class="s1"> </span>혼령이랑<span class="s1"> </span>같이<span class="s1"> </span>얘기하고<span class="s1"> </span>나중에는<span class="s1"> </span>안보인다<span class="s1"> </span>할때까지<span class="s1"> </span>정말<span class="s1"> </span>열심히<span class="s1"> </span>기도를<span class="s1"> </span>드렸답니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>후에<span class="s1"> </span>엄마가<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> </span>안보이고<span class="s1"> </span>아빠도<span class="s1"> </span>없으니<span class="s1"> </span>불안해<span class="s1"> </span>할<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마를<span class="s1"> </span>저희집에<span class="s1"> </span>데려다<span class="s1"> </span>놓으신거였어요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">아이에게서<span class="s1"> </span>혼령이<span class="s1"> </span>보이는것을<span class="s1"> </span>막았으니<span class="s1"> </span>다음은<span class="s1"> 49</span>제<span class="s1"> </span>준비<span class="s1"> </span>잘해서<span class="s1"> </span>혹여나<span class="s1"> </span>죽은<span class="s1"> </span>엄마와<span class="s1"> </span>누나가<span class="s1"> </span>억울함을<span class="s1"> </span>느끼지않도록<span class="s1"> </span>기도해주고<span class="s1"> 49</span>제에<span class="s1"> </span>천도제까지<span class="s1"> </span>지냈다고합니다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그리고<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤네도<span class="s1"> </span>아이들도<span class="s1"> </span>있고<span class="s1"> </span>아내분도<span class="s1"> </span>계시긴<span class="s1"> </span>한데<span class="s1">, </span>그집은<span class="s1"> </span>형제만있고<span class="s1"> </span>딸이없어요ㅜ<span class="s1"> (</span>꼬맹이는<span class="s1"> </span>누나가<span class="s1"> </span>있던<span class="s1"> </span>녀석이라 울집에 온듯해여<span class="s1">).<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p1">그리고<span class="s1"> </span>우리집에<span class="s1"> </span>좋은<span class="s1"> </span>기운으로<span class="s1"> </span>넘치는<span class="s1"> </span>두<span class="s1"> </span>녀석<span class="s1">(</span>저랑<span class="s1"> </span>제동생<span class="s1">)</span>이<span class="s1"> </span>있어서<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마<span class="s1"> </span>기력회복이<span class="s1"> </span>아주<span class="s1"> </span>좋았던<span class="s1"> </span>거래요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">원래<span class="s1"> </span>어른들보다는<span class="s1"> </span>꼬맹이때<span class="s1"> </span>훨씬<span class="s1"> </span>서로의<span class="s1"> </span>기운을<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>주고받을<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있다고<span class="s1"> </span>해요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">근데<span class="s1"> </span>저희남매는<span class="s1"> </span>웬만한<span class="s1"> </span>나쁜기운은<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>전달받지도 않고<span class="s1"> </span>오히려<span class="s1"> </span>남에게<span class="s1"> </span>기운을<span class="s1"> </span>주는사람이라서<span class="s1"> </span>꼬마에게<span class="s1"> </span>더욱<span class="s1"> </span>도움이<span class="s1"> </span>되었다고해요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅎㅎ</p> <p class="p1">물론<span class="s1"> </span>이얘기는<span class="s1"> </span>나중에<span class="s1"> </span>커서<span class="s1"> 부모님한테 </span>들은<span class="s1"> </span>얘기고<span class="s1"> </span>김쌤은<span class="s1"> </span>그저<span class="s1"> </span>저에게는<span class="s1"> </span>친동생처럼<span class="s1"> </span>꼬맹이<span class="s1"> </span>감싸주어<span class="s1"> </span>예쁘다<span class="s1">~ </span>라고만<span class="s1"> </span>하셨어요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅎㅎ</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">글쓰는<span class="s1"> </span>분들<span class="s1"> </span>정말<span class="s1"> </span>존경합니다<span class="s1">.</span>ㅜㅜ</p> <p class="p1">그리고<span class="s1"> </span>여러분ㅜ<span class="s1"> </span>힝<span class="s1"> </span>ㅜ<span class="s1"> </span>필력이<span class="s1"> </span>딸려죄송합니당<span class="s1"> </span>ㅜㅜ<span class="s1"> </span>잠을못자서<span class="s1"> </span>더더욱<span class="s1"> </span>개발새발썻네용<span class="s1"> </span>ㅠㅠ</p> <p class="p1">첫<span class="s1"> </span>글이<span class="s1"> </span>반응이<span class="s1"> </span>좋으셔서<span class="s1"> </span>호기롭게<span class="s1"> 2</span>탄도<span class="s1"> </span>써볼까<span class="s1">?! </span>하고쓴건데<span class="s1"> </span>역시<span class="s1"> </span>절대만만한일이아니네요ㅜ</p> <p class="p1">넘<span class="s1"> </span>피곤해서<span class="s1"> </span>쓸<span class="s1"> </span>내용도<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>떠오르질<span class="s1"> </span>않네요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅜ일기<span class="s1"> </span>뒤져봐야할각</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">(</span>문제시<span class="s1"> </span>엉엉오열<span class="s1"> </span>후<span class="s1"> </span>자삭이요<span class="s1"> </span>ㅠㅅㅠ<span class="s1">)</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"><br></span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"><br></span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"><br></span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"><br></span></p>