<br /> <div><div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><a><img src="http://i1.daumcdn.net/icon/editor/p_swf_s.gif" border="0" alt="첨부파일" class="vam" style="vertical-align: middle; border: none" /> .Gothic Storm - Whisper Of Hope.swf</a></p> <div class="embedPlayer"></div> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> <span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6">어느날 밤 난 소음을 듣고 창 밖을 내다보았어요,</span></p></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"> 남편이 나를 보며 <span style="color: #ff0000">“창문 닫고 다시 가서 자, 발전소에 불이 났어, 금방 돌아올게.”</span> 라고 말했죠.</span></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 직접 폭발을 보진 못했어요, 그저 불꽃만 봤죠. 모든게 광적이었어요,</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> 하늘 가득 뻗은 불꽃. 연기.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> 열기가 엄청 뜨거웠고, </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"><b>남편은 돌아오지 않았어요.</b></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://www.energybandgap.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/chernobyl.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">아침 7시가 되어서야 남편이 병원에 있다는 소식을 들었어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">서둘러 달려갔지만 이미 경찰이 입구에서 앰뷸런스를 제외한 아무것도 들어가지 못하게 했어요. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">경찰들은 “구급차에 방사능이 있으니 물러서요!” 라고들 했죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 의사 친구를 찾아 “안에 들여보내줘!” 라고 떼를 썼어요,</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">그 친구는 “안 돼. 그이는 심각해. 다들 지금 상태가 심각해.” 라고 했죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 그녀의 팔에 매달리다시피 하며 “보기만 하게 해줘!” 라고 했어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“알았어.” 친구가 말했습니다. “15-20분 정도뿐이야.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 남편을 봤어요. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">온통 부풀어올라 눈을 겨우 알아볼 수 있었죠,</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“네 남편은 우유가 필요해.” 친구가 귀띔해줬어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> “적어도 하루에 3리터는 마셔야 돼.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“하지만 남편은 우유를 안 좋아하는데?”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“이제 마시게 될 거야.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">그 병원의 많은 의사와 간호사, 특히 청소부들이 그 이후에 아프더니 죽었어요.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">물론 그 당시엔 몰랐죠.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://images.nationalgeographic.com/wpf/media-live/photos/000/350/cache/chernobyl-25th-anniversary-liquidators-firefighters-roof_35076_600x450.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">아침 10시에, 카메라맨 쉬스녹이 처음으로 죽었어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 남편에게 “바셴카. 난 뭘 해야 하지?” 라고 물었어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">그러자 남편은 “여기서 나가! 당장! 넌 우리 애를 가지고 있잖아."</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">나는 임신중이었지만. 어떻게 그를 버리고 갈 수 있겠어요?</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">남편과 다른 환자들은 우유를 마시자마자 끔찍하게 토해내곤 했죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">수시로 기절했고. 정맥주사를 늘 꽂고 있었어요. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">의사들은 그들이 가스에 중독되었다고 했고. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">왜인지 누구도 방사능에 대해선 말해주지 않았어요.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://i.telegraph.co.uk/multimedia/archive/01881/chernobyl-graffiti_1881641b.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 남편에게 달려가 키스했죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“내 사랑! 내 유일한 사랑!”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">남편이 갑자기 으르렁거리며.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"> “의사들이 뭐라고 했어? 날 안지 마, 키스도 하지 마!”</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://kittenofdoom.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/img_7706_edit_1024.jpg?w=497&h=331" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">대변이 하루에 25번에서 30번까지 나왔어요. 점액과 피가 섞인 대변이요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">팔다리 피부가 점점 부서지고 배게에서 머리를 돌리자 엄청난 양의 머리털이 배게에 묻어나왔죠,</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">누군가 말했던 게 기억나요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000; font-size: 11pt"><b>“이해하세요. 이제 저 사람은 당신 남편이 아니에요. 사랑하는 사람이 아닙니다! </b></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000; font-size: 11pt"><b>방사능에 찌든 농도 짙은 독극물이라구요. 자살하고 싶으신건 아니죠? 정신 차리세요.”</b></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs21/f/2007/264/b/5/chernobyl_by_meszuga.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">어느날 밤, 다들 조용할 때였어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">남편이 말했죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“우리 애가 너무 보고 싶어.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“애 이름은 뭘로 지을까?”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“그건 네가 혼자 생각해봐.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“왜 나 혼자야, 우리 둘이 지어야지.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“그렇다면. 아들이면 바샤, 딸이면 나타샤로 지어.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">난 마치 장님처럼, 임신 6개월인데도 심장고동 소리 하나 느끼지 못했다는걸 몰랐죠.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zr20v7MSSeg/TKLI3t1tOFI/AAAAAAAAAG4/b6mWI6BARgQ/s1600/chernobyl.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">마지막 며칠동안 그의 간. 신장 등의 장기 조각이 입으로 나오고 있었어요. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">그는 그의 장기 때문에 질식했던 거에요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> 난 손을 붕대로 감싸고 그걸 다시 입 안으로 밀어넣어줬어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">마지막에는 - </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“바셴카, 산책 좀 다녀올게. ”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">남편은 눈을 깜빡거리는 걸로 날 보내주었죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">호텔 방에 잠깐 앉아 있는데, 청소부가 문을 두드리며</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“빨리 뛰어가봐요! 남편이 당신을 미친듯이 부르고 있어요!”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">난 병원으로 달려갔죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“남편은 어때요?”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">“15분 전에 죽었어요.”</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">난 내내 같이 있었는데. 고작 3시간 떨어져 있었는데.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://axxon.com.ar/rev/129/c-129Divulgacion103.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">공시소에서 남편이 묻힐 때 무슨 옷을 입겠는지 보고싶냐고 묻길래 봤죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">그의 소방수 정복을 보았어요, </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">그런데 몸이 부풀어올라 결국 신발은 신기지 못하고 맨발로 묻히게 되었어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6">정복도 가위로 잘라내야 했어요.</span><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">비상대책위가 와서는 말하기를</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">“여러분의 남편, 또는 자식의 시신을 드릴 수 없습니다. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">그들은 방사능에 오염되어 있어 모스크바의 공동묘지에 특별한 방식으로 묻히게 될 겁니다.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"><b> 밀봉된 아연 관에다가. 시멘트 층 아래에 묻히게 될 것입니다.”</b></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><img src="http://zenithmag.files.wordpress.com/2012/04/chernobyl_ukraine_7002.jpg" alt="" /><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">아이를 낳았어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">딸이었어요<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6">.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"> “나타셴카” </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6">내가 말했죠. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6">“네 아빠가 너를 나타셴카라고 부르기로 했어.”</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">겉보기엔 건강해 보였죠. </p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000">그런데. 아이는 간경변증이 있었어요.</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="color: #ff0000"><br /></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.6; color: #ff0000">간이 28 뢴트겐의 방사능을 흡수했던 거에요.</span><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">심장에도 문제가 있었죠.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal">아이를 낳은지 4시간만에 의사들이 애가 죽었다고 했어요.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"> 그리고 또다시.</p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><span style="color: #ff0000; font-size: 12pt">“아이 시신을 드릴 수 없습니다.”</span></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><br /></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><b><br /></b></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"><span style="font-size: 14pt"><b><span style="color: #ff0000">“드릴 수 없다는게 무슨 소리야! 내가 당신들에게 줄 수 없어야 하는 거라고!”</span></b></span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p> <p class="바탕글" style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal"></p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://appsforhealthykids.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/help-me-to-deal-with-my-sadness.jpg" alt="" /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /><br /> <h4 style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; font-family: garamond-premier-pro, georgia, serif; font-weight: 400; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.200000762939453px; color: #000000"><span style="font-size: 10pt">이상은 루드밀랴 이그나톈코의 수기 중 일부.</span></h4> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><span style="font-size: 10pt"><br /></span></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><span style="font-size: 10pt"><br /></span></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><span style="font-size: 10pt"><br /></span></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><b>1986년 체르노빌 원자력 발전소 사고 당시에 </b></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><b><br /></b></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><b>현장에 맨 처음 도착한 소방수 중 한명인 바실리 이그나톈코의 미망인이다.</b></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><br /></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><br /></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><br /></div> <div style="line-height: 1.6"><br /></div><br /><img src="http://www.thestar.com/content/dam/thestar/news/gta/2011/03/18/porter_the_sad_tale_of_chernobyl_victim_vasily_ignatenko/par6086743jpg.jpeg.size.xxlarge.letterbox.jpeg" alt="" /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333">바실리 이그나톈코를 비롯한 여러명의 소방수가 비슷한 방식으로 사망했다.</div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div> <div style="font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19.200000762939453px; color: #333333"><br /></div></div>
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