<div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br class="Apple-interchange-newline"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">세젤예 진이 에게 ♡</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">  다시 바람이 사늘해졌어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">지난 해 이 즈음 저는 옷깃을 여미며 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">"바람이 바뀌었으니, 이제 곧 오겠지." 라는 기대를 했던 것 같은데.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이제 익숙해져서 그런가..</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">장롱을 열며, 그런 생각을 했어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">"보여 줄 코트도 없는데, 봄에 왔으면 좋겠다. "</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">코트.. 살게요. 나 돈 벌어요. 코트 살 테니까, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">첫눈과 함께 와줘요 ㅎ</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">내꺼티브라는 말 아세요?</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">좋아하는 연예인을 본인 꺼라고 말하는 행동이나 사람을 가리키나 봐요 ㅎ</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저는 해본 적이 없어요 .<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">빛나거나 아름답거나</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">편하거나 사랑스럽거나</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">날 행복하게 해주거나 내가 절실하게 원하는 것들은</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">제 것이었던 적이 없었으니까요 .</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">삶은 저에게 그런 걸 준 적이 없어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">진짜예요. </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">동전을 1년동안 모아서 산 볼트론이 3일만에 버려졌을 때 살짝 느꼈어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">꿈으로 갈 수 있는 다시없을 기회가 왔는데, 집에 사고가 몰려왔을 땐 확신했어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">내 삶은 늘 이렇겠구나...</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">잠시 곁에 둘 수 있어서, 내 것이구나. 라는 생각이 들 때면, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">언제나 가져가버렸어요. </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">난 보잘것 없는데 그 빈자리는 커서, 난 언제나 빈자리에 빠져 허우적 댔어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그래서, 장난으로라도 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신이 내 사람이었으면 좋겠다고 상상도 해 본 적 없어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">또 가져갈까봐.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그랬는데....</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이러네요........</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신은 내것도 아니었는데....</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이 상실감과 공백은 뭘까요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> 오래 전 TV에서 그런 강아지를 봤어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">강아지가 신문지에서 나가지 않는대요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">신문지가 깔리지 않은 바닥은 밟지 않아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그래서, 다니는 길마다 신문지를 깔아줘야 해요.<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">누군가가 강아지가 아프니까 , </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">신문지에 싸서 버렸나봐요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그런 강아지를 지금 견주가 발견했대요..</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">전문가 생각으로는 신문지가 자신을 살렸다고 생각하는 것 같대요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저에게 당신이 그래요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">  <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저는 당신을 봐야 돼요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신이 없었다면 전 낙엽처럼 구르다 부서졌을거예요.</div><br></div></div></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저에게 남은 꿈이 없었어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">아무런 희망도 기대도 없이 살았어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">우울감 때문에 술에 의존하는 사람이 있잖아요?</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저는 우울감때문에 술을 끊어야 했어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">술에 취한 저로부터 저를 지켜낼 자신이 없었어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">자살충동이라는 표현도 있더라고요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저의 경우는 좀 달랐어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">흡연자들의 끽연욕구를 충동이라고 하지 않잖아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">습관이라고 하지,</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">"지금 사라질까?" 라는 생각이 들 때마다 담배를 피웠다면, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저는 하루에 담배를 두갑은 피웠을거예요 .</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신을 알게 될 즈음엔 그런 욕구는 많이 희미해졌을 때지만, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그래도 현실에 대한 희망이나 기대는 없었어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">대상도 없이 분노하거나, 우울감에 쳐져있거나 ..</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">뭐 그런 불안하고 눅눅한 존재였어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신을 사랑하는 이들이 레전드 영상으로 뽑는 그 영상. </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신이 보라후드를 입고 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그날 따라 이상한 말과 행동을 보였던 그 영상을 보고 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">오랜만에 웃게 됐었어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 당신 참 이상해요 ㅋㅋㅋ<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">내 스스로도 놀랄 만큼 아무런 그늘이나 씁쓸한 뒷끝이 없는 웃음이었어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그렇게 진심으로 아무 생각없이 웃었던 게 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">몇년만이었는지 계산도 되지 않았어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"><br> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이런 말 어떻게 들릴지 모르겠지만, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저는 당신이 유려하지 않아서 좋아요.<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">잘 알아서 잘 하는 아이돌이 아니어서 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그래서 당신의 행동들은 계산된 게 아닌 진심같아서 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">단체로 개인방송을 할 때면, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">열심히 말하고 팬서비스를 하는 멤버들 뒤에서 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">신기하다는 표정으로 화면을 보며 채팅을 따라가는 당신의 눈이 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">제일 뒤에 서서 말없이 끄덕이는 당신의 고개짓이 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">멤버들과 채팅을 보면서 조용히 번지는 당신의 미소가 좋아요.<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">그리고 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신의 섹시함이 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">가장 좋은 건 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">제가 웃을 수 있어서 좋아요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신은 저를 다시 웃게 해줬어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">제가 잃어버렸던 꿈을 다시 가져다 줬어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">고마워요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이 말이 하고 싶었는데..</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">400일 넘게 미뤄졌네요. </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저 정말 </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">열심히 기다렸어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">기다렸다. 고 하면, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">조신하게 얌전히 있었다고 느끼실 수 있겠지만, <br>전 열심히 부지런하게 기다렸어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신이 돌아왔을 때, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">혹시라도 당신과 마주할 기회가 생겼을 때</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">부끄럽지 않으려고 .</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신을 볼 수 없다는 사실에 화가 나지만, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">무너지진 않으려고 열심히 노력했어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">당신도 우리 보고 싶어서, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">열심히 걸어오고 있는 중이겠죠?<br></div></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">어제 당신이 공식카페에 들어왔어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">대견해요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이뻐 죽겠어요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">"오마이걸_진이"</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">저도 감히 쓰고 있는 닉네임이지만, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">가슴 벅찬 말이예요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">"오마이걸_진이"<br></div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">우리 오래 볼거니까, </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">잠시 ... 라기엔 길었네요 ㅋ</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">이 정도 못 본 건 아무것도 아니예요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">언젠가 당신이 했던 말 처럼</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">10년 뒤에도 "오마이걸_진이" 해줘요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;">변치 않는 기적을 보여줄게요.</div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div style="color:#000000;text-transform:none;text-indent:0px;letter-spacing:normal;font-family:'굴림';font-size:12px;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;word-spacing:0px;white-space:normal;"> </div> <div 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