<span></span> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">호주머니를 뒤져보았지만</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나오는 것은 달랑 백원짜리 동전 하나 뿐이었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">정말 오랜만에 한 잔 하고 싶다고 생각했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 싫은 쏘주가 그리워졌다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">안 좋은 일이 있었냐고 물어본다면</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">절대 그런 일은 아니다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">교수님께서 연구동으로 부르셔서</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내가 이번에 만점을 받았다고 말해주셨을 뿐이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 뒤의 잠깐의 면담이 있었을 뿐이고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"미래 계획이 어떻게 되니?"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 질문은 지금도 내 모가지를 쥐어 잡는다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">뭐가 되고 싶은걸까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">뭐가 될 수 있을까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 무엇을 하고 있는걸까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어렸을 때, 그 때는 하고 싶은 것이 넘쳐났다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">꿈이 흘러넘치는 아이였다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">눈은 반짝였었고, 그곳엔 희망이 서려있었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">무엇이든 될 수 있을 거라고 굳게 믿었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">자신감이 있었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">적어도 지금처럼</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">모든 것을 잃어버린 눈을 하진 않았던 것 같다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무것도 없는 그런 모습은 아니었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">물웅덩이를 참방 짓밟는다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">물웅덩이를 밟고 싶었는지</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 안에 비친 누군가를 밟고 싶었는지는</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">알고 싶지 않다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">언제부터였는지 모르겠다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">언제부터였을까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">누군가가 꿈을 물어보면</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">마음 한켠이 답답한 것은.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">교수님께는 교수가 되고 싶다고 말했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">외국에서 석박사를 따고 국내에서 교수가 되고 싶다고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">교수님은 나에게 "여유로운가보네?"라고 말했고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 웃기만 했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">여유롭지 않으니까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">교수님은 좋은 학원을 알려주셨고, 지금 같이 간다면 내년엔 조교일을 부탁할 것이라고 말하셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">만점특혜라나.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">기분은 좋았다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">기분은.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">왜 내 눈동자는 비어있는지.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그것은 내가 가장 잘안다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">꿈은 저기에도, 여기에도, 그렇게 있는데</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">현실이라는 늪이 나를 잡아먹는다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이젠 밝은 별보다 어두운 밤이 더욱 잘 보이는 것이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">숨을 조이는 현실에 살아남으려고만 하는 것이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">학원을 다닐 형편은 안된다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하지만 언어가 안되면 외국으로 진학할 수는 없다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">애당초 내 지식은 얕고도 얕을 뿐이고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">교수가 되기에 성적도 턱없이 부족하다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">조교자리 권유는 정말로 고맙지만</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">군대를 가지 않으면 안된다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">3학년에 가게 된다면 공부에도 단절이 있을 것이고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">대학원 진학에도 차질이 생길 것이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그냥 그런거다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">눈을 감고 꿈을 바라보다</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">현실에 삼켜져 사라질 것을 잘 알고 있다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그저 아무 것도 이루지 못하고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">주변에 민폐끼치면서 사라질 것임을 잘 알고 있다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">백원을 보았다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">더러운 백원.</span></p><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">팅 하고 물웅덩이에 던졌다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 잠깐 소원을 빌었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">정말 사소한 소원 하나를 빌었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">딱 백원짜리 소원을 빌었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">앞으로도 이렇게 살겠지.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">알고 있다.</span> <div><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br></span></div> <div><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">백원짜리 인생일 뿐이겠지.<br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래서일까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">저 하늘의 작은 별이</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">무엇보다도 아름답게 보이는 것은.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">슬픈 푸른색으로 보이는 것은.</span></div>