<p class="p1"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>인터넷에서<span class="s1"> </span>연예인<span class="s1"> </span>사진을<span class="s1"> </span>보다가<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> </span>전<span class="s1"> </span>여자친구가<span class="s1"> </span>떠올라서<span class="s1"> </span>글을 적어봐요.</p> <p class="p1">피부가<span class="s1"> </span>하얗고<span class="s1"> </span>눈도<span class="s1"> </span>큰<span class="s1">, </span>되게<span class="s1"> </span>예쁜<span class="s1"> </span>사람이였는데.</p> <p class="p1">편한<span class="s1"> </span>말투로<span class="s1"> </span>써내려가도<span class="s1"> </span>이해해<span class="s1"> 주세요</span><span class="s1">. </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>하는<span class="s1"> </span>편이<span class="s1"> </span>기억이<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>나거든요<span class="s1">. </span>부탁할게요<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>만났던<span class="s1"> </span>때부터<span class="s1"> </span>적어가<span class="s1"> </span>볼까<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span style="font-size:9pt;">그러니까</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> 2014</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">년</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> 10</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">월이였어</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">벌써</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> 2</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">년이</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">넘었네</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span style="font-size:9pt;">군대를</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">전역한</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">지</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">몇</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">개월</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">안</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">된</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">때였고</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">몇</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">년째</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">솔로로</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">지내는</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">것도</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">적응해</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">그냥</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">뭐든지</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">무덤덤해</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">질</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">때였지</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">밤이면</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">근처</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">공원에</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">가서</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">산책하면서</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">노래를</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">들었고</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">그</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">밤에도</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">참</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">심심했어</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">멜론을</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">이용했는데</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">내가</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">즐겨듣던</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">음악들은</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">아는</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사람이</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">거의</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">없었어</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. 노래에</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">좋아요를</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">누른</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사람을</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">볼</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">수</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">있어서</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">생각없이</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">그걸</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">눌렀는데,</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> 그 </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">몇</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">명</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">안되는</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사람중에</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">어떤</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">프로필</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사진이</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">눈에</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">딱</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">띄더라고</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">크게</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">보기</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">했을</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">때</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사진화질은</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">깨졌지만</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">하얀</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">피부에</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">큰</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">눈이</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">인상적인</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">여자의</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사진이였어</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">그리고</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">자연스레</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">아이디를</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">눌러서</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">그</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">사람의</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">프로필로</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">들어갔지</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람의<span class="s1"> </span>플레이<span class="s1"> </span>리스트들을<span class="s1"> </span>보는데<span class="s1">, </span>와<span class="s1"> </span>이럴수가<span class="s1">- </span>곡들의<span class="s1"> </span>취향이<span class="s1"> </span>너무나<span class="s1"> </span>나랑<span class="s1"> </span>닮은<span class="s1"> </span>거야<span class="s1">. ‘</span>잔잔할<span class="s1"> </span>때<span class="s1"> </span>듣는<span class="s1"> </span>노래<span class="s1">’</span>라던가<span class="s1"> ‘</span>차에서<span class="s1"> </span>듣는<span class="s1"> </span>노래<span class="s1">’, ‘</span>팝송<span class="s1">’</span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>개인<span class="s1"> </span>리스트들이<span class="s1"> </span>여러<span class="s1"> </span>개<span class="s1"> </span>있었는데<span class="s1"> </span>나만<span class="s1"> </span>알<span class="s1"> </span>것<span class="s1"> </span>같다고<span class="s1"> </span>생각했던<span class="s1"> </span>노래들이<span class="s1"> </span>주르륵<span class="s1"> </span>나열되어<span class="s1"> </span>있는<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>보고<span class="s1"> </span>혼자<span class="s1"> </span>신기해<span class="s1"> </span>했었어<span class="s1">. </span>아무에게도<span class="s1"> </span>알려준<span class="s1"> </span>적<span class="s1"> </span>없는<span class="s1"> </span>노래들까지<span class="s1"> </span>있는걸<span class="s1"> </span>보고<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>살펴보고<span class="s1"> </span>나서는<span class="s1"> </span>바로<span class="s1"> </span>친구<span class="s1"> </span>추가<span class="s1">? </span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>버튼을<span class="s1"> </span>눌렀지<span class="s1">. </span>그러면<span class="s1"> </span>나중에도<span class="s1"> </span>바로<span class="s1"> </span>찾아와서<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>리스트의<span class="s1"> </span>노래들을<span class="s1"> </span>들을<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있거든<span class="s1">. </span>그리고<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>날<span class="s1">, </span>비어있던<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>프로필에도<span class="s1"> </span>사진을<span class="s1"> </span>올렸어<span class="s1">. </span>혹시나<span class="s1"> </span>하면서<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>나온<span class="s1"> </span>사진을<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>근데<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때는<span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>큰<span class="s1"> </span>의미를<span class="s1"> </span>두지<span class="s1"> </span>않고<span class="s1"> </span>금방<span class="s1"> </span>잊었지<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>며칠이<span class="s1"> </span>지나고<span class="s1">, </span>저녁을<span class="s1"> </span>먹고<span class="s1"> </span>또<span class="s1"> </span>공원에<span class="s1"> </span>가서<span class="s1"> </span>노래를<span class="s1"> </span>듣고<span class="s1"> </span>있었어<span class="s1">. </span>지금도<span class="s1"> </span>기억나<span class="s1">. </span>동네가<span class="s1"> </span>내려다보이는<span class="s1"> </span>언덕의<span class="s1"> </span>맨<span class="s1"> </span>위였고<span class="s1">, </span>밤<span class="s1"> </span>이슬에<span class="s1"> </span>조금은<span class="s1"> </span>젖은<span class="s1"> </span>잔디위에<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>앉아있었거든<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때<span class="s1"> </span>노래를<span class="s1"> </span>틀려고<span class="s1"> </span>핸드폰을<span class="s1"> </span>봤는데<span class="s1"> </span>멜론<span class="s1"> </span>아이콘<span class="s1"> </span>옆에<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> 1</span>표시가<span class="s1"> </span>떠<span class="s1"> </span>있더라<span class="s1">. </span>마치<span class="s1"> </span>카톡<span class="s1"> </span>와있을<span class="s1"> </span>때<span class="s1"> </span>톡<span class="s1"> </span>갯수<span class="s1"> </span>뜨는<span class="s1"> </span>것처럼<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>어라<span class="s1"> </span>멜론에서<span class="s1"> </span>뭔<span class="s1"> </span>알림이<span class="s1"> </span>올<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>있던가<span class="s1"> </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>들어가서<span class="s1"> </span>봤는데<span class="s1">, </span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">신기하게도<span class="s1"> ‘</span>메세지<span class="s1">’ </span>가<span class="s1"> </span>하나<span class="s1"> </span>와<span class="s1"> </span>있었어<span class="s1">, </span>메세지가<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> [</span>안녕하세요<span class="s1">? </span>친구추가가<span class="s1"> </span>되어있는데<span class="s1"> </span>혹시<span class="s1"> </span>잘못하신<span class="s1"> </span>건가<span class="s1"> </span>해서요<span class="s1">-] </span></p> <p class="p1">라는<span class="s1"> </span>글과<span class="s1"> </span>함께<span class="s1"> </span>노래를<span class="s1"> </span>한<span class="s1"> </span>곡<span class="s1"> </span>추천해<span class="s1"> </span>준<span class="s1"> </span>메세지였어<span class="s1">. </span>나도<span class="s1"> </span>몰랐던<span class="s1"> </span>기능인<span class="s1"> </span>음악<span class="s1"> </span>메세지라는<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>있던거야<span class="s1">. </span>신기하기도<span class="s1"> </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때부터<span class="s1"> </span>왠지<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> </span>설레기<span class="s1"> </span>시작했지<span class="s1">. </span>조용하던<span class="s1"> </span>일상에<span class="s1"> </span>뭔가<span class="s1"> </span>재밌는<span class="s1"> </span>일이<span class="s1"> </span>생기려<span class="s1"> </span>한다는<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>직감했었어<span class="s1">. </span>게다가<span class="s1"> </span>메세지에<span class="s1"> </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>좋아하는<span class="s1"> </span>노래까지<span class="s1"> </span>보내주다니말야<span class="s1">. </span>분명<span class="s1"> </span>좋은<span class="s1"> </span>사람일<span class="s1"> </span>것이다<span class="s1"> </span>하고<span class="s1"> </span>멋대로<span class="s1"> </span>결론도<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>버렸지<span class="s1">. </span>기다릴<span class="s1"> </span>것<span class="s1"> </span>없이<span class="s1"> </span>곧바로<span class="s1"> </span>답장을<span class="s1"> </span>보냈어<span class="s1">. </span>기억은<span class="s1"> </span>잘<span class="s1"> </span>안나지만<span class="s1"> </span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">[</span>아<span class="s1"> </span>안녕하세요<span class="s1">. </span>그건<span class="s1"> </span>아니고<span class="s1">, </span>우연히<span class="s1"> </span>찾아<span class="s1"> </span>들어갔는데<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>쪽이<span class="s1"> </span>제<span class="s1"> </span>노래취향하고<span class="s1"> </span>많이<span class="s1"> </span>비슷해서요<span class="s1">. </span>종종<span class="s1"> </span>리스트<span class="s1"> </span>찾아<span class="s1"> </span>들으려고<span class="s1"> </span>추가<span class="s1"> </span>했습니다<span class="s1">-] </span></p> <p class="p1">뭐<span class="s1"> </span>이렇게<span class="s1"> </span>적었던<span class="s1"> </span>것<span class="s1"> </span>같아<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>좋아하는<span class="s1"> </span>노래에<span class="s1"> </span>대한<span class="s1"> </span>공감대를<span class="s1"> </span>시작으로<span class="s1"> </span>메세지를<span class="s1"> </span>주고받기<span class="s1"> </span>시작했어<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>날<span class="s1"> </span>밤부터<span class="s1"> </span>새벽까지<span class="s1"> </span>음악<span class="s1"> </span>메세지는<span class="s1"> </span>계속<span class="s1"> </span>나와<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람의<span class="s1"> </span>핸드폰을<span class="s1"> </span>오갔고<span class="s1">, 150</span>자가<span class="s1"> </span>전부인<span class="s1"> </span>메세지에<span class="s1"> </span>많은<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>꾹꾹<span class="s1"> </span>눌러담아<span class="s1"> </span>보냈어<span class="s1">. </span>뭔지<span class="s1"> </span>모를<span class="s1"> </span>설렘이<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>밤<span class="s1"> </span>하늘에<span class="s1"> </span>가득했지<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>우리는<span class="s1"> </span>매일매일<span class="s1"> </span>메세지를<span class="s1"> </span>주고<span class="s1"> </span>받았어<span class="s1">. </span>이<span class="s1"> </span>노래는<span class="s1"> </span>어때요<span class="s1">? </span>저는<span class="s1"> </span>이<span class="s1"> </span>앨범이<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>좋더라고요<span class="s1"> </span>라며<span class="s1"> </span>서로<span class="s1"> </span>추천해주는<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>많은<span class="s1"> </span>노래들<span class="s1">. </span>항상<span class="s1"> </span>조용하기만<span class="s1"> </span>했던<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>핸드폰이<span class="s1"> </span>처음으로<span class="s1"> </span>쓸모가<span class="s1"> </span>있어지는구나<span class="s1"> </span>싶었지<span class="s1">. </span>손이<span class="s1"> </span>저려와도<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>좋았어<span class="s1">. </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>좋아하는<span class="s1"> </span>노래들로<span class="s1"> </span>열렬히<span class="s1"> </span>토론하며<span class="s1"> </span>대화할<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있다는<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>너무<span class="s1"> </span>좋았으니까<span class="s1">. </span>음악으로<span class="s1"> </span>공감대를<span class="s1"> </span>쌓는<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>의외로<span class="s1"> </span>어려웠거든<span class="s1">. </span>그게<span class="s1"> </span>맞는<span class="s1"> </span>상대를<span class="s1"> </span>처음<span class="s1"> </span>봤으니<span class="s1"> </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>얼마나<span class="s1"> </span>좋았겠어<span class="s1">. </span>음<span class="s1"> </span>사실은<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">, </span>저<span class="s1"> </span>메세지<span class="s1"> </span>너머에<span class="s1"> </span>있는<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람이<span class="s1"> </span>누구인지<span class="s1">, </span>어떤<span class="s1"> </span>생각을<span class="s1"> </span>하고있는지<span class="s1"> </span>궁금했지만<span class="s1">, </span>차마<span class="s1"> </span>먼저<span class="s1"> </span>물어볼<span class="s1"> </span>수가<span class="s1"> </span>없었어<span class="s1">. </span>그저<span class="s1"> </span>오랜만에<span class="s1"> </span>느껴보는<span class="s1"> </span>이<span class="s1"> </span>즐거운<span class="s1"> </span>기분만으로도<span class="s1"> </span>충분히<span class="s1"> </span>벅차던<span class="s1"> </span>나였거든<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그러다가<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람이<span class="s1"> </span>나에게<span class="s1"> </span>물어왔어<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">[</span>ㅋㅋㅋ근데<span class="s1"> </span>프로필<span class="s1"> </span>사진<span class="s1"> </span>본인이에요<span class="s1">?]</span></p> <p class="p1">그녀가<span class="s1"> </span>먼저<span class="s1"> </span>물어봐<span class="s1"> </span>준<span class="s1"> </span>덕분에<span class="s1">, </span>나도<span class="s1"> </span>답장을<span class="s1"> </span>핑계삼아<span class="s1"> </span>물어볼<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있었지<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">[</span>그럼<span class="s1"> </span>그쪽도<span class="s1"> </span>본인<span class="s1"> </span>사진이에요<span class="s1">?] </span></p> <p class="p1">여자들이<span class="s1"> </span>종종<span class="s1"> </span>그러하듯<span class="s1"> </span>무슨<span class="s1"> </span>연예인<span class="s1"> </span>사진이라던가<span class="s1"> </span>그런<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>띄워놓은<span class="s1"> </span>건<span class="s1"> </span>아닐까<span class="s1"> </span>하는<span class="s1"> </span>생각이<span class="s1"> </span>한<span class="s1"> </span>편에<span class="s1"> </span>있었는데<span class="s1">, </span>자기<span class="s1"> </span>사진이라고<span class="s1"> </span>하더라<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>대답에<span class="s1"> </span>왠지<span class="s1"> </span>모를<span class="s1"> </span>안도감이<span class="s1"> </span>들었고<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때부터는<span class="s1"> </span>서로에<span class="s1"> </span>대한<span class="s1"> </span>궁금증으로<span class="s1"> </span>질문을<span class="s1"> </span>하나씩<span class="s1"> </span>채워갔어<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>어떤<span class="s1"> </span>음식을<span class="s1"> </span>좋아하는지<span class="s1">, </span>좋아하는<span class="s1"> </span>책은<span class="s1"> </span>무엇인지<span class="s1">, </span>어떤<span class="s1"> </span>계절이<span class="s1"> </span>맘에<span class="s1"> </span>드는지<span class="s1"> </span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>그런<span class="s1"> </span>소소한<span class="s1"> </span>것들로<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>그리고<span class="s1"> </span>나보다<span class="s1"> </span>누나였어<span class="s1">, </span>네<span class="s1"> </span>살<span class="s1"> </span>높은<span class="s1">. </span>그래도<span class="s1"> </span>나이차가<span class="s1"> </span>난다는<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>실감하진<span class="s1"> </span>않았었어<span class="s1">. </span>연락에<span class="s1"> </span>생각보다<span class="s1"> </span>적극적이였던<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람<span class="s1"> </span>덕분에<span class="s1"> </span>우린<span class="s1"> </span>계속<span class="s1"> </span>이어질<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있었어<span class="s1">. </span>나만<span class="s1"> </span>그랬다면<span class="s1"> </span>분명히<span class="s1"> </span>그저<span class="s1"> </span>그러다<span class="s1"> </span>떨어져<span class="s1"> </span>나갔을테지<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>자연스레<span class="s1"> </span>연락하다가<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람과<span class="s1"> </span>좀<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>많이<span class="s1"> </span>연락하고<span class="s1"> </span>싶은<span class="s1"> </span>마음에<span class="s1"> </span>어느<span class="s1"> </span>날<span class="s1">, </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>전화번호를<span class="s1"> </span>알려줬어<span class="s1">. </span>번호를<span class="s1"> </span>주는<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>잠깐<span class="s1">(</span>십<span class="s1"> </span>초<span class="s1"> </span>정도<span class="s1">?) </span>망설여지기도<span class="s1"> </span>했지만<span class="s1"> </span>난<span class="s1"> </span>계속<span class="s1"> </span>나아가고<span class="s1"> </span>싶었지<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>몇<span class="s1"> </span>주가<span class="s1"> </span>지난<span class="s1"> </span>어느<span class="s1"> </span>날<span class="s1"> </span>저녁<span class="s1">. </span>우리는<span class="s1"> </span>당산역에서<span class="s1"> </span>만나기로<span class="s1"> </span>약속을<span class="s1"> </span>했어<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람이<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>쪽에서<span class="s1"> </span>일을<span class="s1"> </span>마친다고<span class="s1"> </span>했었거든<span class="s1">. </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>시간을<span class="s1"> </span>정하고<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>곳으로<span class="s1"> </span>나가는<span class="s1"> </span>길<span class="s1">, </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때가<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>생에서<span class="s1"> </span>가장<span class="s1"> </span>긴장되고<span class="s1"> </span>설레던<span class="s1"> </span>순간이였어<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>어떤<span class="s1"> </span>순간보다<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>당산역을<span class="s1"> </span>가는<span class="s1"> </span>지하철에<span class="s1"> </span>올라<span class="s1"> </span>자리에<span class="s1"> </span>앉았는데<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때부터<span class="s1"> </span>머리가<span class="s1"> </span>자꾸<span class="s1"> </span>멍해지는<span class="s1"> </span>거<span class="s1"> </span>있지<span class="s1">. </span>만나면<span class="s1"> </span>무슨<span class="s1"> </span>말을<span class="s1"> </span>꺼내야<span class="s1"> </span>하지<span class="s1">? </span>어떻게<span class="s1"> </span>행동해야할까<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>전까지는<span class="s1"> </span>전혀<span class="s1"> </span>없었던<span class="s1"> </span>두려움도<span class="s1"> </span>슬쩍<span class="s1"> </span>고개를<span class="s1"> </span>내밀고<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">. </span>아무리<span class="s1"> </span>연락을<span class="s1"> </span>주고<span class="s1"> </span>받았어도<span class="s1"> </span>우린<span class="s1">, </span>만난적이<span class="s1"> </span>없는<span class="s1"> </span>상대잖아<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>그럼에도<span class="s1"> </span>아직<span class="s1"> </span>강렬하게<span class="s1"> </span>기억하는<span class="s1"> </span>건<span class="s1">, </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>때<span class="s1"> </span>들었던<span class="s1"> </span>음악이야<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p1">만나러<span class="s1"> </span>가는<span class="s1"> </span>길에<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람이<span class="s1"> </span>음악메세지로<span class="s1"> </span>음악을<span class="s1"> </span>하나<span class="s1"> </span>보내줬어<span class="s1">. [</span>이따가<span class="s1"> </span>만나요<span class="s1">] </span>라는<span class="s1"> </span>말과<span class="s1"> </span>함께<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>음악을<span class="s1"> </span>들으면<span class="s1"> </span>아직도<span class="s1"> </span>지하철<span class="s1"> </span>안에<span class="s1"> </span>가만히<span class="s1"> </span>앉아있던<span class="s1"> </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>떠올라<span class="s1">. </span>영화<span class="s1"> </span>비긴<span class="s1"> </span>어게인에서<span class="s1"> </span>마크가<span class="s1"> </span>헤드셋으로<span class="s1"> </span>음악을<span class="s1"> </span>틀자<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>순간<span class="s1"> </span>거리가<span class="s1"> </span>달라지는<span class="s1"> </span>것<span class="s1"> </span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>느낌이였어<span class="s1">. </span>응<span class="s1"> </span>왠지<span class="s1"> </span>모든<span class="s1"> </span>게<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> </span>달콤해지듯이<span class="s1">. </span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1"> </span>첫<span class="s1"> </span>만남에<span class="s1"> </span>나보다<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>부끄러워하며<span class="s1"> </span>약속장소<span class="s1"> </span>뒤로<span class="s1"> </span>숨어버리던<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람과<span class="s1">, </span>밥이<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>코로<span class="s1"> </span>들어가는지<span class="s1"> </span>입으로<span class="s1"> </span>들어가는지<span class="s1"> </span>알<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>없었던<span class="s1"> </span>우리의<span class="s1"> </span>저녁<span class="s1"> </span>식사와<span class="s1">, </span>서로<span class="s1"> </span>눈을<span class="s1"> </span>마주보며<span class="s1"> </span>여태<span class="s1"> </span>늘<span class="s1"> </span>해왔던<span class="s1"> </span>것처럼<span class="s1"> </span>얘기를<span class="s1"> </span>나누던<span class="s1"> </span>밤<span class="s1">. </span>하늘에<span class="s1"> </span>떠<span class="s1"> </span>있는<span class="s1"> </span>구름이<span class="s1"> </span>밝아서<span class="s1"> </span>좋았던<span class="s1"> </span>밤<span class="s1">. </span>헤어지는<span class="s1"> </span>걸<span class="s1"> </span>아쉬워하다<span class="s1"> </span>그렇게<span class="s1"> 2</span>호선<span class="s1"> </span>전철<span class="s1"> </span>앞에서<span class="s1"> </span>인사를<span class="s1"> </span>나누고<span class="s1"> </span>서로<span class="s1"> </span>집으로<span class="s1"> </span>돌아갔어<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">‘</span>사실은<span class="s1"> </span>멜론에서<span class="s1"> </span>사진보고<span class="s1"> </span>맘에<span class="s1"> </span>들어서<span class="s1"> </span>메세지를<span class="s1"> </span>보낸<span class="s1"> </span>거였어요<span class="s1">’</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">‘그냥 딱 </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>이상형이라<span class="s1"> </span>지하철에서<span class="s1"> </span>마주치면<span class="s1"> </span>번호<span class="s1"> </span>따고<span class="s1"> </span>싶을<span class="s1"> </span>정도인데<span class="s1"> </span>아마<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>쑥쓰러워서<span class="s1"> </span>고개만<span class="s1"> </span>숙이고<span class="s1"> </span>갔을거예요<span class="s1">’</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">‘</span>누나가<span class="s1"> </span>다<span class="s1"> </span>해<span class="s1"> </span>줄테니까<span class="s1"> </span>걱정말고<span class="s1"> </span>그냥<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>옆에만<span class="s1"> </span>있어요<span class="s1">’</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">‘</span>첫<span class="s1"> </span>날<span class="s1"> </span>우리<span class="s1"> </span>헤어지기<span class="s1"> </span>전에<span class="s1">, </span>나<span class="s1"> J</span>씨한테<span class="s1"> </span>뽀뽀하고싶은<span class="s1"> </span>거<span class="s1"> </span>참느라<span class="s1"> </span>혼났어요<span class="s1">.’</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">주변에서<span class="s1"> </span>생각하는<span class="s1"> </span>것과는<span class="s1"> </span>달리<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>연애<span class="s1"> </span>경험이<span class="s1"> </span>거의<span class="s1"> </span>없다고<span class="s1"> </span>말할<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있는데<span class="s1">, </span>이런<span class="s1"> </span>말들을<span class="s1"> </span>들으니까<span class="s1"> </span>정신을<span class="s1"> </span>차릴<span class="s1"> </span>수가<span class="s1"> </span>없더라<span class="s1">. </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>누군가의<span class="s1"> </span>이상형이<span class="s1"> </span>된다라니<span class="s1">. </span>푹<span class="s1"> </span>빠져버릴<span class="s1"> </span>것<span class="s1"> </span>같은<span class="s1"> </span>거<span class="s1"> </span>있지<span class="s1">. </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람은<span class="s1"> </span>자신의<span class="s1"> </span>외모만<span class="s1"> </span>보고<span class="s1"> </span>연락하는<span class="s1"> </span>사람들이<span class="s1"> </span>많아서<span class="s1"> </span>그런지<span class="s1"> </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>고맙다고<span class="s1"> </span>말<span class="s1"> </span>해줬어<span class="s1">. </span>나도<span class="s1"> </span>처음엔<span class="s1"> </span>그<span class="s1"> </span>사람의<span class="s1"> </span>사진에<span class="s1"> </span>호기심이<span class="s1"> </span>간<span class="s1"> </span>거였으니<span class="s1">, </span>아니라고는<span class="s1"> </span>말을<span class="s1"> </span>못했지만<span class="s1"> </span>말야<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>자연스레<span class="s1"> </span>우리는<span class="s1"> </span>사귀게<span class="s1"> </span>됐고<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">물론<span class="s1"> </span>지금은</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">솔로야<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><br></p> <p class="p2">휴..................</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>사람에게<span class="s1"> </span>난<span class="s1"> </span>부족하기만<span class="s1"> </span>해서<span class="s1"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">여전히<span class="s1"> </span>미안함만<span class="s1"> </span>떠올라<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">늦은<span class="s1"> </span>밤에<span class="s1"> </span>갑자기<span class="s1"> </span>생각이<span class="s1"> </span>나<span class="s1"> </span>한바탕<span class="s1"> </span>적어봤어.</p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">읽어줘서<span class="s1"> </span>고마워<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1"> </p> <p class="p2"><br></p>
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