<p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">오늘은</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">모든</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">일을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">뒤로한채</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">일찍</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">집에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">왔다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">쉴새없이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">몰아치는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">세상에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">너무</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">지친</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">텃일까</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">오늘은</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">왜인지</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">맥주</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">한</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">캔만을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">마셨을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">뿐인데</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">평소와는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">다르게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">몸이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">노곤노곤하다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> 추욱 처진 몸뚱이에 </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나지막하게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">웅웅대며</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">돌아가는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">냉장고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">소리가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">들려온다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font size="4"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span></font><span style="font-size:14pt;">너는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">지금</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">순간에도</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">열일하고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있구나</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">너가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나보다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">훨씬</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">낫다는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">생각이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"><font face=".SFUIText"> 밀려온다.</font></span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">청춘</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">푸를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">청</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">봄</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">춘을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">써</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">만물이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">푸른</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">봄철이라</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">한다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"><font face=".SFUIText">.</font></span></p> <p style="margin:0px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font size="4">이 단어를 보고 있으면 정말 잘 만든거 같다.</font></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">그러나 남들이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">보기에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">지금</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">푸르디</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">못해</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">영롱하기까지</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">한</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">지금</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나의</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">시기가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">나에게는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">그렇게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">썩</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">달갑지는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">못하다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">고등학교때는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">대학만</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">가면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">모든게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">끝날줄</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">알았고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">군대에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">갔을때는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">제대만</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">하면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">모든게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">끝나는줄</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">알았다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">하지만</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">하나의</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">큰</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">고개를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">넘어</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">한</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">숨</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">돌리고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">다시</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">앞을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">보고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있노라면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">내</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">앞에는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">더</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">험난한</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">산들이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">마주하고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있었다.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">지금</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">내</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">앞에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">놓인</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">큰</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">산을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">넘고나면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">그</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">다음에는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">얼마나</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">험준한</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">산이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">나를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">기다리고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있을지를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">생각하고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있으면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">걱정을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">넘어서</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">두렵기까지</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">하다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">그래서</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">그런</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">것일까</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><span style="font-size:14pt;">어느순간</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">예전에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">비해</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">말</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">수가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">적어졌고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">웃는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">일이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">줄어</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">들었다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">가끔</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">길을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">가다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">건물의</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">쇼</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">윈도우에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">비친</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">보고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있자면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">쇼윈도</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">안에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있어야할</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">마네킹 하나가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">밖을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">헤집고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">다니는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">것처럼</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">느껴진다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">이런게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">어른이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">된다는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">것이면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">나는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">어른이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">되고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">싶지</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">않다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><span style="font-size:14pt;">내</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">어깨에</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">짊어지고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">모든</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">짊을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">내던져버리고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">싶은</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">마음이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">가득하다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">그러나</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">그럴</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">수가</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">없다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><span style="font-size:14pt;">지금</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">글을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">쓰고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">와중에도</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">얼른</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">씻고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">몇시간</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">뒤면</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">찾아올</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">아침이라는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">손님을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">맞이해야</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">한다는</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">생각이</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">들었기</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">때문이다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font size="4">오유를 잊지못해 가끔 찾아오는 애증의 관계처럼 이것도 그러한 것인가 보다.</font></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">차가운</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">물에 이 모든 감정을 떠내려 보내고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">얼른</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">잠이나</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">자야겠다</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">다만</span><span style="font-size:14pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">오늘은</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">자면서라도</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">그</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">동안</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">잊고</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">살아왔던</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">감정들을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">느낄</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">수</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">있게</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">좋은</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">꿈이라도</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">꾸기를</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">바라며</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">잡설을</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:14pt;">마친다.</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;">빵긋</span><span style="font-size:14pt;"> :D</span></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14pt;"></span><br></p>