<iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/DE3H_HftS_k" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div><br></div> <div> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">-</span><span class="s2">그녀에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">길</span><span class="s1">-</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">지하철역</span><span class="s1"> 2</span><span class="s2">번출구를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빠져나오자마자</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하늘에서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얇은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빗줄기가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">떨어졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">얇은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빗줄기는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">입고있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">옷에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">부딪히자마자</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스며들었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">선물해</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">준</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">남방에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빗물이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스며드는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">최대한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">피해보려고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">속도를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">높였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">다행히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">소나기</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">였는지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼마</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지나지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않아</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">구름에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가려져</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있던</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">푸른하늘이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나타나면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">네가지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">색으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이루어진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">무지개가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">눈에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">들어왔다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">무지개를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">정말</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">오랜만에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">된</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뚫어져라</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">무지개를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바라보고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것과</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">달리</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">거리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">걷는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사람들은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바쁘게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">제</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">갈길을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">네가지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">색이었던</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">무지개의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">색이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">옅어지면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">푸른하늘에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">완전히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스며들었을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사실을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">기억해</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">냈다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빗물이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">고여있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">물웅덩이를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">일부러</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밟으면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">움직였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">물웅덩이들은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밟을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마다</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잔잔한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">파도를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">일으켰다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">"</span><span class="s2">저</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있나요</span><span class="s1">?"</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">세연이에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그냥</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가기가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뭐해서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃집에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">들러</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사기로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">"</span><span class="s2">당연히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있죠</span><span class="s1">"</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">꽃집주인인</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">중년여성은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">찾고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">듣자마자</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃으면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">왠지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">모르게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마음이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">머쓱해져서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">머리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">긁적이며</span><span class="s1"> "</span><span class="s2">선물을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">할</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">건데</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">어떻게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사야하나요</span><span class="s1">?" </span><span class="s2">하고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">주인에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">물었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">생각해보니</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃선물을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">한번도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">해본</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">적이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">없었다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">기억났다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">꽃집주인은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">미소를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지으면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">여자친구에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">선물할거냐고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">물었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">왜인지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">모르게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">또다시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">머쓱해진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">기분이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">들어서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">머리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">긁적이며</span><span class="s1"> "</span><span class="s2">네</span><span class="s1">..." </span><span class="s2">라고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">꽃집주인은</span><span class="s1"> "</span><span class="s2">예쁜</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만들어</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">드릴게요</span><span class="s1">" </span><span class="s2">라고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말하고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만들</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">준비를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하기</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">시작했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그녀의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃다발</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만드는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">소리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">들으면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가게에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가득한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">여러종류의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃들을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보았고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">향기를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">맡았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">여러종류의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">향기가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">안을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가득</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">채웠을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃다발이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">다</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만들어졌는지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">주인이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">찾았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그녀는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">수십개의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">피어있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">건네면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">"</span><span class="s2">분명</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">여자친구가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">좋아할</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">거에요</span><span class="s1">"</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">건네받자마자</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">향기를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">몸</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">깊숙한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">곳까지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">빨아들여보았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">아무런</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">향기도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">느껴지지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">손에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">든</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">채</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">버스를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">탔다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">신기하게도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">버스에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">승객이라고는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뿐이었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">맨</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뒷좌석에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">앉아</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">손에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">든</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합과</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">창</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밖의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">풍경을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">번갈아</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잠시후</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만날</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">떠올려</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그녀는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">해맑게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">눈물을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">훔치고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">몇명의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사람을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지나치고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">멈췄다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">이름모를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나무</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">앞에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이름이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">적힌</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비석이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세워져</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비석</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">앞에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">백합꽃다발을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">조심스럽게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">놓았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">잠시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">눈을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">감고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">고개숙였다가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">다시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">눈을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">떴을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이름이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">적힌</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비석이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보였고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아래에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">태어난</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">년도와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세상에서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사라진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">년도가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">적혀</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">세연이의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">시간은</span><span class="s1"> 3</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">전에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">멈춰</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">깨달았을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">왼쪽가슴에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">작은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">물방울이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">떨어졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">또다시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">소나기가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내리나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">싶어</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하늘을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바라보았지만</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하늘은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">푸르고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">또</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">푸른색으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">물들어</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">물방울이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">눈에서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만들어진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이라는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">깨달았을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">소리없이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">울고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">세연이에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내년에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">다시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">오겠다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">남기고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">움직였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">무거운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">힘겹게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">움직이면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">터벅터벅</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">걸었다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s2">-fin-</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p><br></div>