<div> </div> <div><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어느 날 고양이가 말을 걸었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">퇴근 후 신발도 벗지 않고 소파에 몸을 맡긴 내게 고양이는 할 말이 있다며 다가왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">화가 난 표정이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이는 화장실의 모래를 벌써 이주일이나 갈아주지 않아 냄새가 난다고 불평했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">네가 요새 너 힘든 건 아는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이건 정성의 문제야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">정성</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">무슨 말인지 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">갑자기 일어난 당황스러운 일에 입을 열고 그저 멍하니 고양이를 쳐다보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그 멍한 표정은 또 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">알아들은 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뒤도 돌아보지 않고 방에 들어가 문을 닫았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">신발을 벗는 것도 잊어버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">심장이 제멋대로 뛰고 등에서 식은땀이 흘렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">잘못 들었을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그렇게 혼자 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">곧 연말이고 바쁘다 보니 정신이 잠시 어떻게 된 거라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">스스로를 다독였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">문득 신발을 신고 방에 들어왔다는 사실을 깨달았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">수업에 늦은 대학생처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">조심스럽게 방문을 열었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이는 소파 한 구석에 앉아 털을 손질하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">벗은 신발을 들고 조용히 신발장으로 발걸음을 옮겼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">다행히 고양이는 아무 말도 하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">휴우</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이유는 잘 모르겠지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">안도의 한숨이 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">허리를 굽혀 신발장에 신발을 내려놓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">조용히 다시 방에 들어가기 위해 일어서는데 고양이와 눈이 마주쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">혀를 내밀어 앞발을 손질 하면서 한쪽 눈으로 나를 쳐다보고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">방금 전 고양이가 했던 말이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">최근 바쁘다는 이유로 사료도 잘 챙겨주지 않고 화장실도 청소해 주지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어쩐지 조금 미안한 마음이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">사료와 물을 채워 넣고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">화장실의 모래를 쓰레기봉투에 넣었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">모래에서 오랫동안 청소를 하지 않은 지독한 냄새가 올라왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">읍</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 코를 막았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">거봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">내가 더럽다고 그랬잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">너 같으면 그런 곳에서 볼일을 보고 싶겠냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">화들짝 놀라 쓰레기봉투를 떨어뜨리며 바닥에 넘어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">봉투에서 터져 나온 모래가 거실을 어지럽혔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">당황한 표정으로 주변을 둘러보았지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">거실에는 나와 고양이 밖에 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">너 오늘 어디 아프냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">행동이 조금 이상한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">거실의 차가운 공기에도 불구하고 몸에서 열이 나듯 땀이 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">한동안 고양이를 마주보며 아무 말도 못한 채 그렇게 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">거실에 쏟아진 모래에서 오래된 암모니아 냄새가 올라왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"> </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그날 이후 나는 고양이와 대화를 할 수 있게 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">처음에는 조금 어려웠지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">곧 집 밖에 있는 다른 고양이들의 말도 알아들을 수 있게 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">하지만 신기하게도 고양이 외의 다른 동물들의 말은 알아들을 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">집 주변을 지나가는 강아지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">새들에게 말을 걸어 보았지만 그들은 아무 대답도 해 주지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그저 지나가는 주변 사람들이 이상한 눈으로 처다 볼 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이들은 각각 지내는 곳에 따라 개성 있는 말투를 구사했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">절에 사는 고양이는 언제나 반야심경을 외우고 있었으며</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">수산시장에 사는 고양이는 오늘 어디 생선이 좋다는 이야기를 내게 항상 들려주었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">보살님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">오늘도 평온한 하루가 되시기를 바라고 있겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">불전함은 오른쪽에 있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">거기 아가씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">오늘은 저기 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">102</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">동에서 파는 고등어가 품질이 좋다냥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아침에 잡아온 신선한 물건인데 하나 사지 않겠냥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">혹시 많이 사서 남으면 나한테 한 마리 줘도 된다냥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나이트클럽과 술집 근처에 사는 고양이들은 항상 무리를 지어 다녔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">양아치와 조폭들에게 말을 배운 덕인지 사람도 입에 담기 힘들 정도로 험한 말들을 구사했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">씌이뻘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">너 내가 누군 줄 알고 그렇게 야려보냐 이 콩만한 년이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아따 어떤 조막만한 년이 어서 우리 형님을 야려봐샀소</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">확 앞발로 할켜부러불라마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">험한 꼴 보기 전에 어여 안 사라지냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아이고오 형님 거 쓸데없는 거 내비두고 얼른 들어 오이소</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">오늘 물 좋은 아들하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">요 앞에서 가져온 생선으로 쫙 차려 놨심다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">물이 좋다는 게 어떤 것인지 조금 호기심이 동하긴 했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">치켜드는 발톱이 무서워서 그 뒤로는 가까이 하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">평소 제일 많이 이야기를 하는 고양이는 당연히 우리 집에 살고 있는 나비였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비는 까만 턱시도를 입고 있는 것이 딱 나비 같다며 남자친구가 지어준 이름이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">작년 세상을 떠난 남자친구가 데리고 살았던 녀석은 은연중에 그의 말투</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">성격을 닮아있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">무심한 듯 아닌 듯 가끔씩 던지는 한 마디가 그랬고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이인 주제에 생선을 싫어하는 점이 그랬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">넌 왜 생선을 싫어하는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">글쎄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">네가 오이를 싫어하는 거랑 비슷하지 않을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">난 비린 건 싫어해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">정말</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이들도 그런 걸 따져</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">사람들은 너무 자기중심적으로 세상을 생각 하는 경향이 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이니까 당연히 생선을 좋아할 거라는 편견은 버리는 게 좋아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그리고 이 생선</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">요 앞 수산시장 녀석 말만 듣고 사온 것 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그 녀석 말은 듣지 않는 게 좋아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">완전 사기꾼</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어이쿠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">여기 웬 빨간 점이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">내가 손에 든 레이저 포인트를 움직이자 나비가 재빨리 쫓아갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">내가 이 레이저 포인트 놀이를 좋아하긴 하지만</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어이쿠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이런 놓쳤군</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">절대 쉽게 잡혀주지 않는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그래도 적어도 밥 먹는 중에 이런 장난은 하지 않는 것이</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">쳇</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">재빠르군</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비는 불만스러운 듯 이야기했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">몸은 솔직했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">엉덩이를 치켜세우고 자세를 낮춘 채 나보다도 더 집중해서 레이저 포인트를 쫓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">잡을 수 있는 물체였다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이미 몇 번이고 잡혔을 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">남자친구가 죽은 후 딱히 다른 사람을 잘 만나지 않는 나에게 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">저녁 시간 나비와 놀아주는 것은 어느새 일상이 되어 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"> </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">겨울이 오고 나비와 나는 자연스럽게 말수가 적어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">레이저 포인트를 가지고 놀지도 않았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">시시콜콜한 이야기를 하지도 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">화장실은 다시 더러워졌고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">사료는 말라 비틀어져 굳어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">작년 겨울</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">남자친구의 죽음은 갑작스럽게 찾아왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비가 아무렇지 않게 나에게 말을 걸었던 것처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">세상은 그렇게 소리 없이 나의 삶에 남자친구의 죽음이라는 현실을 밀어 넣었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">사인은 심장마비였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">대학교 커플로 시작한 우리는 남자친구가 군대를 다녀오고 직장을 잡을 때까지 꽤 오랜 시간을 같이 보냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">딱히 결혼을 약속한 것은 아니었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">가족 외에 가장 오랫동안 만난 사람이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">많은 사람들이 위로의 말을 건넸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나는 항상 괜찮다고 말했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">마음 한구석의 우울은 곰팡이처럼 스스로를 잠식하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">하루 종일 아무것도 먹지 않을 때도 있었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">죽은 사람처럼 가만히 누워 잠만 잘 때도 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이들과 이야기를 하게 된 후로부터 조금 나아졌던 나의 우울증은 겨울이 오면서부터 다시 심해졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">회사에서 돌아오면 항상 나비가 말을 걸었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나는 대답하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어딘가 조금 아픈 것 같았지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">도저히 거기까지 신경 쓸 겨를이 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그저 빨리 자고 싶다는 생각뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">이 시간이 빨리 지나갔으면 좋겠다는 생각만이 머릿속을 맴돌았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">잠이 오지 않으면 항상 수면제를 먹었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">악몽에 시달리며 아침을 맞이했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">문을 열고 집에 들어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어둠 속에서 퀴퀴한 암모니아 냄새가 코를 찔렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">신발을 벗어 내려놓고 방으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아무도 나를 부르지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">무언가 이상하다는 생각과 함께 심장이 제멋대로 뛰기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">등줄기에 서늘한 식은땀이 흘렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">방에서 나와 거실의 불을 켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비가 항상 앉아 있던 소파 위에 쓰러져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">달려가 나비의 몸에 손을 댔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">불덩이처럼 몸이 뜨거웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뭐냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">왔냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그제야 내가 왔다는 것을 눈치 챈 듯 나비는 조그맣게 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아무렇지 않은 것처럼 행동했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">말하는 것조차 힘들어 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뭐</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어떻게 된 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어디 아픈 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">다급하게 물었지만 나비는 대답하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그저 쌕쌕거리며 힘겹게 숨을 쉴 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">며칠간 몸이 안 좋아 보였는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그냥 놔둔 것이 머릿속을 스치고 지나갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비를 들고 집 밖으로 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">온갖 상상이 날개를 펼치며 뛰어놀았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">문을 잠그지도 않은 채 거리로 나와 동물병원을 향해 뛰어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">쓸데없이 다시 남자친구 생각이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">머릿속에서 남자친구와 나비의 모습이 겹쳐졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">죽으면 안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">죽으면 안 돼</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그렇게 울먹이며 미친 사람처럼 신발도 제대로 신지 않고 도로 위를 뛰었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">뭐냐</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">너 문 단속은 제대로 한 거냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">칠칠맞게 열고 나온 건 아니겠지</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">아직 말을 할 힘은 남은 듯 나비가 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">절대 죽게 놔두지 않을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">쳇</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">쪽팔리게스리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">내 몸은 내가 제일 잘 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">절대로</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">절대 죽게 놔두지 않을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">삼류 영화의 주인공 같은 대사를 나누면서 도로를 질주했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">차가운 바닥에 닿을 때마다 발에서 피가 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">발은 피투성이가 되고 얼굴에서는 눈물</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">콧물 다 흘린 채 동물병원 안으로 뛰어 들어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">퇴근을 준비하던 수의사 선생님과 간호사는 처참한 내 몰골에 테러리스트를 만난 것 같은 표정을 지었지만 곧 나비를 받아 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">증상은 설명도 하지 않은 채 우리 나비 죽으면 나도 못 산다고 그렇게 질질 짜면서 추태를 부렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">잠시 후 수의사 선생님이 부르는 소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">멈췄던 눈물</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">콧물을 다시 흘리며 방으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">눈앞에는 언제 아팠냐는 듯 선생님과 장난을 치는 나비의 모습이 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">책상 위에는 나비가 토해낸 생선 찌꺼기와 뼛조각이 어지럽게 널브러져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비는 나를 보더니 쪽팔린 듯 구석으로 숨기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">수의사 선생님이 애매한 미소를 지으며 내게 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">고양이한테 생선은 안 주는 게 좋아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">병원에서 빌린 슬리퍼를 신고 가슴에 나비를 안은 채 터덜터덜 집으로 걸어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">걸을 때마다 진심으로 발이 아팠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">지금 자신의 상황이 우습기도 했고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">어이가 없기도 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">큰 병이라도 걸린 줄 알았는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">단순히 목에 뼈가 걸린 것이었다니 쓴웃음이 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">한편으로는 여태 제대로 챙겨주지 않은 미안함이 몰려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">너 생선 싫어한다고 하지 않았냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">나비는 아무 말도 하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">쌔근쌔근 소리를 내며 품에서 잠들어 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">한 대 쥐어박고 싶은 충동이 들었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">방금 전까지 환자였기 때문에 참기로 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">집에 가면 청소나 해야겠다</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">그 중얼거림에 대답하듯 나비가 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div><span 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