<div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-weight:bold;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-weight:bold;"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-weight:bold;">40. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-weight:bold;">사라진 최지혜의 흔적들이 나타나다</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">미국 대사관에서 근무하던 최지혜가 온데간데없이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">사라지자</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">,</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지와 어머니는 이날부터 백방으로 딸의 행방을 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">수소문하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">다녔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 때문에 아버지가 회사 일에 전혀 신경을 쓰지 못하는 바람에 회사는 부도 직전이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">1988</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년 서울 올림픽이 열리던 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서울 시내</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">어느 고등학교에서 영어를 가르치는 여선생이 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이 여선생이 바로 최지혜의 아버지와 함께 국회의원 권민수 사무실을 방문했던 사람이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">수업이 끝나고 쉬는 시간에 여자 영어 선생과 최지혜 부모님이 운동장 벤치에 앉아있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서울대학교 영문학과 교수님을 찾아갔다가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">선생님이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">학교 다닐 때 지혜랑 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">가장 친했던 과 친구라고 해서 찾아 왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">바쁘신데 미안합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버님</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">말씀 낮추세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">내 딸이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">미국 대사관에</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">취직해서 다니다가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">86</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">12</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">월 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">21</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">일부터 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">집에 안 들어왔어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">벌써 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">2</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년이 넘었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지혜가 근무했던 사무실은 가보셨나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">가봤는데 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">미국 대사관은</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">일반인 출입통제구역이라고 지혜가 일했던 사무실을 못 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">들어가게 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">여선생이 잠시 고민하다가 감춰뒀던 사실을 밝힌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버님</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지혜가 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">학생운동 했던 거</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">학생운동이라면 데모</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지가 깜짝 놀라며 애써 부정한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">걔는 절대 그런 거 할 애가 아니에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">뭐가 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">부족해서 그런 걸 해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 부모들이 최지혜의 친구인 영어선생을 만났을 때 한국 대통령이 노태우였는데 어느덧 세월이 흘러 최지혜의 집 거실 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">TV</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">에서 김영삼 대통령 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">해외 순방</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">관련 뉴스를 보도하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지와 어머니가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아 멍하니 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">TV</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">만 쳐다보 보고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지혜가 살아있으면 결혼도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">애도 낳고 했을 텐데</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">당신은 알고 있었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지혜가 데모하는 거</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아니요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">전혀 몰랐어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">간혹 옷에서 최루탄 냄새가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">나긴 했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그거야 그 당시가 워낙 데모가 심했던 때라</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">김영삼이 대통령 되면서 민주 정부가 수립됐다는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이게 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">우리 가족이 왜 이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">고통을 받고 있는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지가 탁자 위에 있는 양주를 벌컥벌컥 마신다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">당신 먹지도 못하는 술을 그만 드세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">말리지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">술이라도 안 마시면 미칠 거 같아서 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지를 말리던 어머니가 기침을 심하게 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">당신</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">병원 가봐야 하는 거 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">괜찮아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">혹시 우리 지혜가 단순 실종이 아니고 데모 관련이라면 지혜 친구가 말해준 민가협인가 하는 단체를 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">찾아가 봐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">하지 않을까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">어머니의 제안에 아버지가 골똘히 생각한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그리고 며칠 후</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">민가협</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">(</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">민주화 실천 가족 운동협의회</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">) </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">사무실에서 최지혜와 어머니와 아버지가 협의회 간사와 상담하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서울대 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">83</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">학번 영문학과 최지혜라고 했죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">잠시만요 학생운동자료 찾아볼게요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">간사가 잠시 자리를 뜨자 최지혜 부모들이 사무실 한쪽 벽에 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">부착된</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">민주열사 사진을 보다가 의문사</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">실종자 사진에 숨이 터억 막힌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">특히 어머니는 심장에 마비가 오는지 손바닥으로 자기 가슴을 탁탁 친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">잠시 후 간사가 돌아온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 학생이 학생운동을 한 근거가 없네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">구속이나 구류를 살았던 기록도 없고요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이 말에 아버지는 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">다행이라면서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">얼굴이 초조해 진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">한국에서 월드컵이 개최되는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">2002</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 부모 집이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이사를 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">부유했던 집이 아버지 사업체의 부도로 은행에 넘어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 방에서 짐을 포장하고 있는 인부들이 입고 있는 티셔츠에 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">‘Be the Reds’</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">글씨가 적혀 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">짐을 나르는 인부가 최지혜 아버지에게 묻는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">여기 책들은 어떻게 할까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">한 권도 빼지 말고 전부 챙겨주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">따님이 공부를</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">잘하나 봐요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서울대학 책이네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">인부가 최지혜 방 책꽂이에 빽빽이 꽂혀있는 책을 보고 말한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 방에서 짐을 싸는 인부들을 쳐다보는 아버지와 어머니</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그러다가 인부가 대형 책꽂이를 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">잡아 당기는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">뒤쪽에 공간이 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">거기서 두툼한 서류봉투가 발견된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">누가 봐도 숨겨놓은 모양새다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">책꽂이 뒤에 이런 게 있네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">인부가 서류 봉투를 아버지에게 건네준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지가 서류 봉투를 열어본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 안에는 미국 대사관 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">점거 농성 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">약도와 이정훈이 스케치한 최지혜를 포함한 사회문화연구회 회원들의 얼굴 이 그려진 그림이 들어있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서류봉투를 들고 있는 아버지의 손이 덜덜 떨린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. 1986</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년에 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">미국 대사관</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">점거 농성 직전 이정훈이 최지혜에게 맡겨놓은 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 아버지와 어머니가 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이사간 곳은 단칸방이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 방의 대부분을 차지하고 있는 것은 최지혜의 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">대학 시절 전공 서적이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">켜놓은 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">TV</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">에서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">2002</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년 서울 월드컵 개막식을 중계하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. TV </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">카메라가 관중석에 앉아 있는 김대중 대통령을 비추고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 걸 보고 최지혜 아버지가 비웃듯 조롱한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">세상 좋구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">빨갱이 김대중이가 대통령 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">될 줄은 꿈에도 몰랐는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">,</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">월드컵까지 하다니</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;">…… </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그런데 세상은 좋아졌는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">왜 내 딸은 돌아오지 않는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지가 울분을 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">토하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">,</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">어머니는 말할 기력도 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">병색이 완연하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지는 이사할 때 발견한</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">서류봉투 안에 있던 최지혜가 포함된 사람들의 그림을 유심히 쳐다본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">우리 지혜랑 같이 있는 이 친구들이 누구지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">얘들이 누군지만 알면 지혜를 찾을 거 같은데</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그거 갖고 민가협에 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">다시 한번</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">가보죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지가 그 그림을 소중하게 다시 서류봉투 안에 넣는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">시청 앞 광장을 가득 메운 사람들이 월드컵 축구 중계를 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">TV</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">로 보면서 단체 응원을 하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">대한민국 짝짝짝</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!!!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">응원하는 사람들 옆을 무관심하게 지나가는 최지혜의 부모들이 힘들게 어디론가 걸어간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">민주화 운동 실천 가족 협의회 사무실에 또 다시 나타난 최지혜 부모를</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">간사가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">알아보고 반갑게 맞아준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">또 오셨네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">바쁘신데 우리가 귀찮게 해서 미안합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아닙니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">저 혹시</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이 그림 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">가운데 있는</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">애가 제 딸인데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">옆에 있는 사람들이 누군지 알 수 있을까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지가 서류 봉투 안의 그림을 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">간사에게</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">보여준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">간사가 그 그림을 자세히 보다가 눈이 동그래진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">따님이 서울대학교 다녔죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">맞습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">따님 옆에 있는 사람이 김영철 열사 같은데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">누구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">김영철 열사요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지는 자기 딸 옆에 있는 사람이 누군지 알게되서 기뻐하다가 열사라는 단어에 팔 다리가 떨려 온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“1986</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년에 고문치사 당한 김영철 열사가 맞는 거 같습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">저기 사진 보세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">상담 간사가 가리킨 벽에 걸려있는 김영철 열사 사진과 똑같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 어머니는 반가운 마음에 김영철 사진을 자세히 보러 가다가 쓰러진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">119</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">구급대 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">차량에 실려 최지혜 어머니가 병원 응급실에 도착한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">응급 치료 후 어머니는 병원에 입원한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 아버지가 옆에서 병간호 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">6</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">인용 입원실 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">TV</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">에는 전직 대통령 전두환이 골프 라운딩을 하면서 동반자들과 희희덕 거리는 장면이 나온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지가 어머니에게 절망적으로 묻는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">우리 딸과 친했던 영문학과 후배라는 김영철이 고문당해서 죽었으니 이제 어디 가서 알아봐야 하지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">여보</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">어머니가 아버지 물음에는 대답하지 않고 차분하게 입술을 오무렸다가 말을 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그러고 보니 김영철 학생 죽었을 때가 생각나네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">나라가 온통 데모하느라 들끓었는데 우리는 그때 일본에 가족 여행 갔잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">어머니의 기억에 아버지가 그때를 힘겹게 떠올린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지혜가 그때 호텔 방에서 울고 있기에 내가 왜 그러니 하고 물으니깐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아는 사람이 억울하게 죽었다고 하는거에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">왜 우리가 그때 지혜 얘기를 들어 주지 않고 야단을 쳤을까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지 눈시울이 붉어진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그리고 떨리는 목소리가 입에서 흘러 나온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그러네</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그때 내가 화만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">냈던 거 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">같아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">우리 지혜가 얼마나 속으로 아팠을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">광주에서 사람도 죽이고 나쁜 짓을 많이 한 전두환은 지금도 떵떵거리고 살면서 골프 치면서 가진 돈이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">29</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">만 원</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">밖에 없다고 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">착한 젊은이들이 민주주의 하자고 저항하다가 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">감옥 가서</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">죽고 그럴 때 나는 뭘 하고 있었던 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지가 주먹까지 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">움켜쥔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지의 두 눈이 붉어진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">2015</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년의 서울대학교 교정</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">학생회관 건물에는 취업특강</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">재즈 페스티벌 등 현수막이 걸려있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 건물을 둘러보는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">70</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">대 중반의 노인이 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 아버지다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">입학할 때 지혜랑 여기서 사진도 찍었는데</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">지푸라기라도 잡는 심정으로 실종된 딸의 흔적을 찾아 헤매는 최지혜 아버지가 걷다가 교정 한구석에 있는 묘비를 발견하고 그 묘비를 쳐다본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 묘비에는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">‘</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이정훈 열사</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">’, ‘</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">김영철 열사</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">’</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">라는 이름이 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">적혀 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버지가 그 묘비 앞에서 모자를 벗고 고개를 숙인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">눈을 감으며 두 젊은이의 명복을 진심으로 빌어준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그리고 일주일 후 최지혜 어머니가 사망했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">병원 영안실에서 최지혜 아버지가 조문객을 혼자 맞고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜의 영문학과 동기인 여고 선생이 조의를 표한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">아버님</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">제가 알아봤는데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">국회의원 중에 권민수라고 있어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 사람이 지혜랑 같은 조직에서 학생운동을 했다고 하네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그 사람은 지금 힘이 있으니깐 지혜가 왜 사라졌는지 알아낼 수 있을 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">거예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이 말에 아버지의 귀가 번쩍 뜨인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">박근혜가 국정농단의 주범으로 구속되어 서울 구치소에 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">갇힌 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">최지혜 아버지가 여자 선생과 함께 권민수 의원을 찾아간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">그리고 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">여자 선생이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">권민수에게 물어본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">의원님</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">! </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">제가 궁금하게 있는데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. 1986</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">년에 남영동 대공분실 앞에서 김영철 열사 추모 집회를 하기로 했다가 왜 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">갑자기 미국 대사관 점거 농성을 한 거죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">여자 선생의 질문에 권민수가 바로 답을 해준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">이게 다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">정훈이가 만들어낸 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">상상을 초월한 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">‘</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">택</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">’ </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">전술이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">정훈이면 서울대 이정훈인가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">권민수가 </span><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);">맞다고 고개를 끄덕인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:rgb(255,255,255);letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);"><span style="background:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p></p></div> <div><span style="font-family:'한컴바탕';"> </span><p></p></div>