<div> </div> <div><font size="3"><strong>전화벨</strong></font></div> <div><font size="3"></font> </div> <div><font size="3"></font> </div> <div><font size="3"><strong><em>글: 월향</em></strong></font></div> <div> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#1</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>오늘 이시현 안 나오냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>몰라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>오늘 걔한테 돈 좀 뜯어내야 되는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>왜 안 오냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>학기 초에는 다른 애들과 잘 어울리는 애였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>공부도 잘하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>반장도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>나름 인기 있는 애였는데 어느 순간 웃음기가 사라졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>헤실헤실 웃는 모습이 보기 좋다고 생각했는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>그 애는 더 이상 그런 미소를 보여주지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>드르륵</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  소란스러운 분위기 속 담임선생님이 오셨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>오늘도 쓸모없는 하루가 시작되겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  뭐지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이상하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>왠일로 담임이 분위기를 잡지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>쌤</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>무슨 일 있으세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>쌤쌤</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">~ </span><span>오늘 수행평가 내야 하는데 주번 하루만 빼주시면 안 돼요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>제발요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">~”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>얘들아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님이 너희에게 말해야 할 게 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.. </span><span>시현이는 앞으로 학교에 나오지 않을 거다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이 장례식이 오늘 있을 거라고 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>가까운 친척끼리만 이뤄진다고 하니까 그렇게 알고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>우리 시현이를 위해서 잠시 묵념하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>자세한 건 묻지 마라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>묵념</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  이게 무슨 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>죽었다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>이시현이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>미친 크크킄 그 새끼 결국 자살했나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>와 씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. x</span><span>될 뻔 했네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>나 아직 생일 안 지났는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>존나 다행이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>소년법 나이스</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">~ </span><span>한승우 넌 생일 어제였는데 어쩌냐 키키킼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>와 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">x</span><span>발 크크킄 그래봤자 자살이잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>걘 분명 주위사람한테 피해가는 거 싫어서 아무 흔적도 안 남겼을 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>시현이가 마지막까지 날 생각해주는구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">~”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  수군거리는 소리가 세 자리 앞인 나한테 까지 들린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>젊은 담임은 사립학교에서 힘이 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>교내에 학교폭력이 있다는 게 알려지면 위험하겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이건 사립학교에 들어온 우리의 탓일까 시현아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>정말로 넌 스스로 목숨을 끊은 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>나에게 아무 말도 없이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#2</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>야 이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>응</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>너 뭐해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>수행평가 이미 냈잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>그냥 도와주려고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  실수했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>눈치가 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이미 자기 몫은 끝냈으면서 왜 또 하고 있었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>뻔한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>분명 다른 애들 것 까지 하고 있었던 거겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>넌 그런 아이였지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>더러운 놈들이 너를 괴롭히기 시작하니까 그 낌새를 눈치 챈 네 친구들이 널 껄끄러워 했고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>넌 그런 친구들에게 미안해서 혼자 다니기 시작했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>도대체 네가 미안할 게 뭐가 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너를 갉아먹는 그 애들의 행동들에 이유는 없잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그냥 네가 꼴 보기 싫을 뿐이겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>하지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>응</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>네 꺼 이미 다 한 거 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>하지 말라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너 박건후랑 친했잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>가서 놀아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그건 안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  그 애는 아무 말 없이 웃었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>다시 글을 써내려갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>난 너의 이런 미소를 보고 싶었던 게 아니야 이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#3</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>야 이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>밥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>밥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>급식실가서 같이 밥 먹자고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>난 진짜 괜찮아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>됐으니까 같이 가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  난 나름 너에게 진심을 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>동정이 아니라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>내 마음이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너를 향한 내 마음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>하지만 그 마음을 보여줄 순 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너는 나를 좋아하지 않으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>왜 박건후랑 같이 밥 안 먹어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>걔도 나처럼 네가 다시 다가와주길 바랄 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  우리는 조용히 급식실로 가 줄을 섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>우리 차례가 거의 다 되었을 즈음 그 애는 입을 뗐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>걔네가 나한테 태클을 걸기 시작했을 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>건후한테 물어봤던 적이 있었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>만약에 우리반에 누가 따돌림 받으면 어떨 것 같냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>걔는 우리 반에 따돌림은 없을 거라고 했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>우리반이 유독 서로 친한 편이니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>근데 걔가 그러더라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그래도 만약에 왕따가 생기면 자기는 그 애를 도와주진 못할 것 같다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>괴롭히거나 동조하진 않겠지만 도와주지도 못할 것 같대</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그 애의 모습이 자기의 모습이 될까봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그런 게 어디있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>방관도 똑같아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>방관도 폭력이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>다들 알고 있잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>알고 있지만 달라지는 건 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>가해자는 가해를 하고 방관자는 모른 척 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>피해자는 피해 받잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그리고 방관자라고 해서 나쁘다기 보다는 이해해주는 편이잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너도 힘들었겠다하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>다들 너 같진 않아 연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>넌 특별한 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그럼 너도 특별하네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너도 일부러 혼자 다닌 거잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그런가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span>그  애는 또 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>아니 이런 거 말고 시현아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>나를 위한 미소 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#4</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>모두 고개 들어라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이가 좋은 곳에 갈 수 있게 오늘 자기 전에 다들 기도해줬으면 좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>다들 핸드폰 내고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>수업 시작하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">[</span><span>연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>전화벨이 울리면 옥상으로 뛰어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.]</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">  ...</span><span>이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>이시현일리가 없는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그 애는 내 전화번호도 모르잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>하지만 날 연이라고 부르는 건 그 애 밖에 없는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span>마음속에 혹시 모를 기대가 심어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>사실은 죽은 게 네가 아닐지도 모른다는 기대감</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>뭔가 잘못된 게 아닐까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>넌 내 마음을 알고 있었잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  그 순간 공기가 뒤틀렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>이게 무슨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  반 안에 있던 모든 사람의 핸드폰이 울리기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>담임도 예외는 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">...</span><span>나는 방금 핸드폰 껐는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>이거</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이거 누구야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>근데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">...</span><span>왜 전화번호가 이시현 번호야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  자리를 박차고 일어났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그게 무슨 말이야 박건후</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>넌 이시현한테 전화 왔어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..</span><span>나는 시현이 저장해놔서 이시현으로 뜨는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. 010-xxxx-xxxx?”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  기대감이 싹튼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이는 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>저렇게 전화가 왔다잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>분명 뒷문으로 들어오면서 지각해서 죄송하다고 말할 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>나도 그 번혼데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>나도 이시현이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..</span><span>왜 죄다 이시현인 건데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  핸드폰을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. 010-xxxx-xxxx. </span><span>맞다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이시현이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>내가 가장 먼저 받으면 시현이가 역시 연이가 제일 먼저 받았다고 좋아 해줄지도 몰라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>뚝</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  교실이 적막에 쌓인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>동시에 전화가 끊겼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이제 막 받으려고 했는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>야 한이연</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>야 한이연</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">! </span><span>너 방금 전화 받으려고 했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>띠리리리리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">- </span><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>나도 네 목소리가 듣고 싶어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>잠깐만 이연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님이 받을게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>무슨 오류가 있어서 동시에 전화가 오는 것 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>시현이 부모님 같으니까 선생님이 받고 얘기해볼게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#5</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>여보세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  선생님을 제외한 모든 전화가 끊겼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>여보세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>시현이 아버님이세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span>뚝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  선생님의 전화와 함께 불이 꺼졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>우리 교실만이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>학교 전체가 어두웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>아아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>누구야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">! </span><span>진정해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님이 일단 교무실에 다녀</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">...”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  박건후다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님이 빛을 비추자 이미 피로 뒤덮혀 있는 박건후가 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">[</span><span>보지마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>청소도구함으로 들어가서 눈을 감아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.]</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>우당탕탕</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  모두가 도망을 친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>틈을 타 시현이가 시키는 대로 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>하지만 눈은 감지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>청소도구함의 문 틈새를 통해 어느새 어둠에 익숙해진 눈으로 보고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>문 좀 열어주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>밖에 누구 없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>얘들아 문 좀 열어줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">! </span><span>밖에 아무도 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  문은 열리지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>좀 전까지만 해도 지각한 다른 반 애들이 오갔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>들리지 않는 걸까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>아아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>아악 살려줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  애들은 하나 둘 픽픽 쓰러졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>아무것도 보이지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그저 피를 토해내며 쓰러지기만 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>도미노 같은 시체들</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시체들이 남긴 건 외마디 비명과 더러운 피 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>제발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..</span><span>제발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">..”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>한승우다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이를 향한 괴롭힘은 한승우로부터 시작됐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>잘못했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이시현</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>제발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>제발 살려줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>제발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  한승우는 무릎 꿇고 빌었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>더러운 시체들 속에서 바닥에 무릎과 머리를 맞대고 빌어댔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>우스운 꼴이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span>탁</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span>불이 켜졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>자세히 보니 시체들은 갈기갈기 찢겨 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>멀리서는 경찰차의 소리가 들리는 것 같았고 교실의 문이 열렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님들은 한승우를 둘러쌌고 교실 밖에는 다른 반 애들이 우글대며 우리 반 애들의 이름을 불렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>나와 시현이의 이름은 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">[</span><span>결국 봤구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.]</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">[</span><span>무서운 거 보게 해서 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.]</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span>지잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">-</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">[</span><span>좋아했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.]</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  눈물이 난다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이시현이 보고싶다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>너만 나를 보고 왜 나에겐 보여주지 않는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>으흑</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">#6</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  그 일 이후로 한 달이 흘렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>선생님은 내 울음소리를 듣고 나를 찾으셨고 내가 그곳에 숨어있었기에 살았다고 생각하셨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>아마 공포에 떠는 거라 생각하셨겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>경찰은 나를 유일한 목격자로 삼았지만 동시에 울린 전화</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>문이 열리지 않는 교실</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>소리 지르던 애들</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>모두 믿을 만 한 건 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>한승우는 나를 제외한 모두를 살인한 죄로 구속되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이를 향한 학교폭력은 죄목에 들어가지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>하지만 한승우는 그곳에서도 계속해서 살려달라는 말을 했고 정확히 일주일 뒤 자살했다고 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그런데 그 방식이 다른 애들이 죽은 방식과 동일하다고 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그리고 시현이는 죽은 게 맞았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그 애가 보낸 전화기록과 문자는 모두 사라져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>김이연님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>들어가실게요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  난 정신과를 다니고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>상담을 통해 내가 이 트라우마를 극복하게 도와준다고 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>이연이 어서오렴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>반갑구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span><span>  지난 번 상담과 비슷했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그냥 여기까지 어떻게 왔는지 밥은 뭘 먹었는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>쓸모없는 이야기를 주고받는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>시현이가 보고싶다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이연아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>이연이는 가장 소중한 게 뭐니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>글쎄요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>그럼 이연이가 뭘 할 때 가장 즐거워</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span>저는 살아있는 걸 갈기갈기 찢어 버리는 걸 좋아해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“...”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span>그리고 그걸 아무도 눈치 채지 못하게 하는 것도 좋아해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></div> <div>   <div></div></div> <div><span> 좋아해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span>시현아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></div> <div> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span> </div>