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    <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저기 북 별관 맨 끝 병실 보이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? 555</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">호</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">반대편 건물 얘기하시는 거에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래 거기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">거기가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">555</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">호야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 인마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">베드도 부족하고 병실 모자라다고 난리인 우리 병원이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜 유독 저 병실만 몇 년째 비워두고 창고로 사용하는 지 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">친척의 소개로 병원에서 일하게 된 건 불과 한 달 전의 일이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비록 아르바이트로 시작한 청원경찰이지만 말수도 적고 사교성도 부족한 나에겐 제법 적성에 맞는 일자리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나이든 고참 급은 가정을 핑계로 죄다 주간 근무에만 투입되고 우리 같이 젊은 사람들은 주로 야간에 출근했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래서 교대 시간 외엔 환자들과 마주칠 일도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">귀찮은 잔소리를 들을 일도 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">야간 근무자는 모두 비슷한 또래의 형들이었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 그 중에서도 민수 형과의 근무를 선호했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">처음엔 나처럼 말수도 적고 붙임성도 없어 보여 일하는 내내 조용히 있을 수 있겠다 싶었지만 큰 오산이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">친해진 후 알게 된 형은 상당한 수다쟁이였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래도 딱히 불만은 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">농담도 잘 하고 근무경력도 꽤 길어 병원의 이런저런 뒷이야기를 많이 해주어 형과 함께 있으면 유독 시간이 잘 갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜 마흔이 넘도록 장가를 못 갔는지 이해가 안 갈 만큼 괜찮은 형이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 형이 여느 때와는 다른 무서운 표정을 하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">때 마침 창밖에선 비가 내렸고 시커먼 먹구름에 가려 달빛조차 보이지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평소 겁이 많던 난 형이 무서운 이야기를 꺼내는게 아닌가 싶어 조바심이 났지만 형은 아무렇지도 않다는 듯 계속 이야기 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">6</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">년 전이었나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 우리 병원에 들어 온 게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">조금 덜렁대긴 했지만 진짜 끝내주는 여자였지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내가 이 병원에서 일한지가 벌써 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">8</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">년인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이제껏 그렇게 예쁜 간호사는 본 적이 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">햇빛 한 번 안 본 사람처럼 하얀 피부에 검고 윤기 나는 머리칼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쏟아질 듯 커다란 눈에 웃을 때마다 살포시 패이는 보조개</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">거기다 인사는 또 어찌나 잘 하는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마주치면 언제나 밝게 인사했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 누구든 언제든 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진심이 느껴지는 인사였지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모르긴 몰라도 그 모습에 설렌 병원 직원이 한 둘이 아니었을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형 역시 그 모습에 반한 병원 직원 중 하나였죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">소리 내어 말 하진 않았지만 충분히 짐작이 됐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">표정 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">넋 나간 사람처럼 멍한 눈으로 한껏 입을 벌린 채 중얼거리는 모습이 흡사 사랑에 빠진 사람 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니나 다를까 주절주절 묻지도 않은 이야기를 늘어놓기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 번은 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 덜렁이가 모퉁이를 돌다가 미처 나를 못 본 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">와당탕</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">들고 있던 물건은 바닥에 나뒹굴고 나도 그 덜렁이도 보기 좋게 고꾸라졌지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">처음엔 화가 나서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">앞 좀 보고 다녀라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 마디 할 생각이었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그만 걔가 이렇게 말하면서 울어버리더라 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제가 평소에 너무 덜렁대서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말 죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">코앞에서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">숨결이 닿을 만큼 가까운 거리에서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">땀구멍 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">솜털 하나하나까지 다 보였어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 건 정말 처음이었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">얼마나 긴장이 되던지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">숨도 제대로 못 쉬고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">괜찮다는 말 한 마디 못 하고 도망쳤어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아직도 기억이 나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">넘어져 내 위에 포개졌을 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쏟아지던 햇발과 빛을 받아 반짝이던 그 애의 빛나는 머리칼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">투명하고 맑은 눈동자 그리고 복숭아처럼 발개진 두 볼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그건 정말 천사 같았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">이야기에 몰입한 나머지 형은 아주 잠시 전율했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">붉어진 얼굴로 세게 콧바람을 뿜어내다 이내 자신을 보고 있는 내 존재를 깨닫고 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">미</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">미안</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하려던 얘긴 이게 아닌데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무튼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그렇게 예쁜데 노리는 남자가 없었겠냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">레지던트 중에 한 새끼였어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내가 봐도 잘난 놈이었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐 의대생치고 안 잘난 놈이 어디 있겠냐마는 그 놈은 그 중에서도 단연 특별한 놈이었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아버지는 어디 병원 원장이고 엄마는 따로 소아과를 한다나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">있는 집 자식이니 레지던트 주제에 새빨간 스포츠카를 몰았겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">키도 훤칠하고 얼굴도 잘생기고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그야말로 난 놈 중에 난 놈이랄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래버리니까 사람들도 그러더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">둘이 잘 됐으면 좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다른 사람을 만나면 질투가 날 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">만약 저 둘이 사귄다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그건 인정</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그건 나도 마찬가지였어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두 사람 정말 잘 어울렸거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비록 나하곤 인연이 없지만 잘 됐으면 좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">능력 있고 잘난 사람 만나서 행복했으면 좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그녀가 웃을 수만 있다면 나도 승복하겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그랬지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">멍청 패배자 새끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하긴</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 인간이 그렇게 쓰레기 같은 놈인 줄은 꿈에도 몰랐으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">오오</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">배신</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우리에겐 특별한 여자였지만 놈에겐 아니었던 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">돈 많고 잘 생기고 심지어 의사까지 됐는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다가오는 여자가 어디 한 둘이었겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 중엔 그녀보다 예쁘고 화려한 사람도 많았겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 인간에게 그 여자는 그거였어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">노리개</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 순순한 여자를 단순히 욕정의 대상으로 본거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말 지독하더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">휴게실</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">주차장</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">옥상 난간</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">심지어는 수술 방이랑 화장실에서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">청경 실에서 하는 일이 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! CCTV</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 들여다보는 거 아니냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쳇 빌어먹을 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러다 일이 터졌지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두 사람은 비밀리에 사귀고 있었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아마도 놈이 그렇게 하자고 했겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">헌데 그 개자식이 되먹지 못한 쓰레기라는 걸 알 리 없는 이 병원 원장이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제 딸을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 놈에게 소개시켜줬군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">호랑이한테 날개를 달아준 격이었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">살다 살다 그런 개판은 처음 봤다니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원장을 등에 업으니 펠로우는 물론 심지어는 담당 과장까지도 쩔쩔매더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">일개 레지던트한테 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">난 걔가 무슨 왕이라도 된 줄 알았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진료는 뒷전이고 허구 헌 날 자릴 비웠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아마도 잘나신 병원장 딸내미 끼고 그 짓 하러 다니느라 바빴을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 놈은 발정난 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">X</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">새끼였으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">생각해보면 덜렁이가 아니라 걍 등신이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원장 딸래미요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하루가 다르게 말라가더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">물을 주지 않는 화분 속의 꽃처럼 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">버림받은 줄도 모르고 매일 같이 그 놈을 기다리더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">웃긴 건</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 와중에도 놈이 종종 그녀를 찾았다는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">달콤한 말로 그녀를 꼬여내 제 욕정을 채우려고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런데도 그 머저리는 거절을 못 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그렇게 하면 놈이 돌아 올 거라 믿었겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 얼마 못 가 청첩장이 돌았지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 새끼하고 병원장 딸</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">근사한 호텔 예식장이더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자는 근무 중에 뛰쳐나가고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원에 별별 소문이 다 돌았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 즈음 갑자기 헛구역질을 해대기 시작했거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">맙소사</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">완전 쓰레기네요 그 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그치</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이후 더 이상 그 여자를 병원에서 볼 수 없었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">원무과와 병동에선 계속 연락을 취해 본 모양인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">받지 않았데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">완전히 사라진 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">언제인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우연히 누가 그 여자를 봤다는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">앙상한 몰골 탓에 그 여자가 맞는지 확신이 안 선다더군</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런데 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 천하의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">X</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">새끼하고 병원장 딸 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">결혼식이 있던 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 밤에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">민수 형이 돌연 말을 잇지 못하고 긴장된 얼굴로 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">꿀꺽</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마른침을 삼켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리곤 천천히 비가 오는 창 밖</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">반대편 건물을 가리키며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">바로 저기야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아까 말했던 북 별관 맨 끝</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 빈 병실이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래 거기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 날 밤도 오늘처럼 비가 왔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">야간 순찰을 돌던 근무자가 바로 여기서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">반대편 병실에 서 있던 그 여자를 발견 했대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병실에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">갑자기 거긴 왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">밤이라서 또 그 여자가 너무 홀쭉해져서 분간은 안 되는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 창가에서 서서 커튼 사이로 자기를 노려보고 있었대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">지독히도 무섭고 소름끼치는 눈빛으로 말이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">으아아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 괴성을 지르고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마치 누군가 나를 노려보는 듯 섬뜩한 기분이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">거기였거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평소 그 새끼랑 몰래 만나 그 짓을 하던</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">둘 만의 장소</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 그 근무자가 그런 것까지야 알리가 없지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그냥 요상한 생각이 들어 빤히 보고 있었대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 맞나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">맞다면 며칠째 출근도 안 하던 그 여자가 왜 갑자기 나타났을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나타났다 쳐도 간호사면 당연히 자기 근무지에 있어야 할 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜 자기 병동도 아닌 저기 저 북 별관</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그것도 텅 빈 병실에 홀로 서 있을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 불현 듯 무언가를 깨달은 근무자는 정신없이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">555</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">호를 향해 뛰기 시작했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뛰었다고요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">북 별관으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자는 키가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">160</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이 조금 넘었거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">반대로 근무자는 키가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">180</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이나 됐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">생각해봐 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">160</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">짜리 여자가 똑같은 높이에서 눈을 마주치고 있는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니 당시 근무자의 말에 의하면 자기보다 더 높은 곳에서 내려 보고 있었대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그것도 천천히 흔들리면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">흔들려요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">목을 맨 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 질끈 눈을 감았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 참담한 광경을 떠올린 탓이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어찌나 겁을 먹었던지 민수 형이 진정시키려 어깨를 토닥였을 땐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">악</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하고 비명을 지르고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진정해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진짜는 이제부터니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진짜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">주</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽었다면서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">맞아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 진짜는 그때부터 시작됐어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때부터 쭈욱</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">매년 일 년에 한 번씩</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 죽은 날이면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원에서 사람이 죽기 시작했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히이익</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">민수 형이 해준 이야기는 그게 전부였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평소 겁이 많던 난 더 이상 듣고 싶은 생각이 없었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 형대로 좋지 않은 기억을 떠올린 탓에 굳은 얼굴로 입을 꾹 닫아버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">사실 그냥 지어낸 이야기일 수도 있겠다 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우연히 벌어진 사고를 부풀렸을지도 모른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">원래 세상사가 그렇지 않은가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자신의 일엔 엄격하지만 남의 일엔 미주알고주알 없는 말도 지어내고 만다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 그런 나의 의심은 보기 좋게 깨지고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">창주 네가 그걸 어떻게 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">이현주</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">간호사 중 유일하게 나와 친분을 가지고 있는 사람이자 나를 이 병원에 꽂아 넣어준 고모부의 딸</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">즉 사촌 누나가 조심스레 내게 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 처음엔 깜짝 놀라서 안 믿었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">거짓말은 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">앞에 그 여자 어쩌고저쩌고하는 얘기는 나도 병원에 들어온 지 얼마 안 돼서 잘 모르지만 이후에 사람들이 죽어 나간 건 확실해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">얼마나 무서웠다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">작년에도 재작년에도 목을 매고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">투신했단 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">목을 매</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">투신</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하필 죄다 그 북 별관이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">..., </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰에선 우울증이다 뭐다 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">유서도 안 나왔고 잘은 모르지만 사람들 말론 그렇게 죽을 애가 아니라고 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원에선 환자들이 알까봐 쉬쉬하고 덮었지만 멀쩡하던 사람들이 갑자기 죽은 건 맞아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 중 한 명은 나도 잘 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누구</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">작년에 투신한 사람</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">듣기론 죽은 그 간호사랑 제일 친했던 여자래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그땐 진짜 말이 많았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 밤중에 일어난 데다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">목격자도 없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">심지어 유서도 없다보니 경찰도 꽤나 고심했던 모양이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러던 중에 그 여자 일기장이 발견됐는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽은 친구가 그립다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">생각이 난다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">보고 싶다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐 그런 말이 잔뜩 적혀 있었대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그립다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">보고 싶다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽은 사람이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 완전 소름</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내 말이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">재작년에 죽은 사람도 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 사람은 산부인과 수간호사였는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아예 북 별관 그 병실에서 목을 매고 죽었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러니 말 다했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그만 누나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 더 들으면 안 될 거 같아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어쩌냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 아까 나 보러 왔을 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 일 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">구라다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">딱 그 말이 듣고 싶어 온 거 같았는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 해줄 말이 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">참</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 오늘도 근무랬지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">조심해라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자 나올라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">키킥</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아 진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그만하라니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누나가 진심으로 걱정돼서 하는 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">오늘이거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐가 또 오늘이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 죽었다는 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 친했다는 그 간호사가 죽은 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">씨팔</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 원래 말수가 적었지만 민수 형은 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">농담도 잘 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">영화나 게임 이야기도 곧잘 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러나 오늘은 형과 나 모두 한 마디도 하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 어딘가 긴장된 표정이었고 나는 그런 형이 부담을 느낄까 아무 것도 묻지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 시계가 새벽 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">2</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">시를 알리자 침묵은 자동으로 깨지고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두 번째 순찰을 돌 시간이 된 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 조용히 일어나 랜턴을 집어 든 형의 손을 잡아채며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저기요 형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나올까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형의 눈빛이 매섭다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">답답한 표정으로 크게 한숨을 내쉰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죄송해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제가 괜한 말을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나야 말로 너한테 괜한 얘기를 한 거 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">애초에 너는 걱정 할 필요가 없는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 사람들</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">주</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽은 사람들이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다 죽어도 싼 인간들이었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 무슨 백정이냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무나 막 잡아 죽이게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너는 원한을 살 만한 짓을 한 적이 없잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네가 그 여자 욕을 하길 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니면 병원장 딸내미 옆에 붙어서 그 여잘 괴롭히길 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러니까 정신 차려 인마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 크게 소리치며 내 엉덩이를 걷어찬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">웃는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">걱정 말라는 듯 어깨를 토닥인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내 긴장을 풀어주려는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 덕에 조금은 편안해진 기분이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">헌데 그 순간에 갑자기 전화가 걸려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">청경실이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여기 벼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병동인데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네 그런데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무슨 일이신가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">소</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">소 리가 나서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">소리요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무슨</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">울음 같은</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아 죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">신경 안 쓰려고 하는데 자꾸만 위에서 그런 소리가 들려서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">환자들도 소름끼친다고 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">확인 좀 해주시면 안 될까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">꿀꺽</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 마른 침을 삼켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여자 울음</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평소 무던하다 못해 무지하다 일컬어지던 나였지만 촉이 온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 떨리는 음성으로 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 어디죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">북 별관이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">전화는 끊겼지만 나는 마치 얼어붙은 듯 꼼짝도 하지 못 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">손에는 수화기를 들고 시선만 겨우 옮뎠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘S.O.S’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도와주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">간절한 눈빛으로 보고 있자니 형이 내 손에 든 수화기를 뺏어 들며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">북 별관이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네 형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어차피 순찰 돌 시간이었는데 잘 됐네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">간다구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말로 가려구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">작년에도 그랬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니 그럼 더더욱 가지 말아야죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 언제 그랬냐는 듯 빠르게 몸을 움직여 형의 앞을 가로 막으며 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">손끝은 떨리고 고개는 연신 좌우로 오가며 완강한 거절을 표한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러자 형이 크게 화가 난 표정으로 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비켜 이 새끼야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우리 가지 말아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">순찰 한 번 안 한다고 무슨 큰 일 나는 것도 아니잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가지 말자구요 순찰</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 한심하다는 듯 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">당연하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">겁에 질려 순찰을 못 도는 청원 경찰이라니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이 얼마나 우스운 꼴인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 형이 내 멱살을 움켜쥐며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">처음부터 맘에 안 들었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이 낙하산 새끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">낙하산</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">틀린 말은 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">일개 아르바이트에 불과하지만 고모부가 꽂아준 자리임은 틀림 없으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 잠시 나를 노려보다 이내 손을 풀었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리곤 나를 밀쳐내며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너한텐 이게 아무 때고 때려치우면 그만인 알바일지 몰라도 난 이게 밥벌이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너처럼 한가하지도 않고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무책임할 수도 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무서우면 여기 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 혼자라도 돌아보고 올 테니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 나오면 어떻게 해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 형이 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">난 보고 싶다 그 여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 번만이라도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 그 말을 던진 후 등을 돌려 청경 실을 나갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혼자 남은 나는 이를 악물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형 말이 옳다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한가한 알바 자리를 원해 들어왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">고민도 없고 노력도 안 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 겁에 질린 바보 얼간이는 되고 싶지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혀엉</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">같이 가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 크게 소리치며 랜턴을 들고 형의 뒤를 쫓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">별 일 없을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">북 별관에 도착하자 형이 내 가슴을 툭 치며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">세상에 귀신이 어디있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 건 마음 약한 사람한테나 보이는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하느님 부처님 알라신님 제발</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 별의 별 생각을 다 떠올리며 떨고 있는데 형은 아무렇지 않은 듯 웃어 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어떤 의미에서 대단한 사람이란 생각이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 손짓했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 형을 향해 마음속의 엄지를 높이 치켜세우며 바짝 붙어 섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다리는 후들거리고 눈앞은 캄캄하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 그 소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히으으으아으으으 히으으으으아으으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">바람 소리 같으면서 한 편으론 울음소리 같기도 한 묘한 울림이 귓가를 파고들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아마도 병동에서 들었다는 소리가 바로 이것이리라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 무서워 금방이라도 철푸덕 주저앉아 버릴 것만 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 소리가 들려온 곳을 찾아 열심히 랜턴을 움직였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 손짓하며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">망할</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">보지 말았어야 했는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무 생각 없이 형의 손 끝을 따라가니 그 여자가 죽었다는 북 별관 맨 끝의 그 방이 나온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 그게 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자라고 형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">하얗고 조그마한 무언가를 보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형의 이야기처럼 창문 위 높은 곳이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 곳에서 그 하얀 것이 하늘하늘 흔들린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마치 무언가에 목을 맨 사람처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히으으으아으으으 히으으으으아으으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">다시 한 번 그 소리가 바람을 타고 울려 퍼졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아아아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 아우성이 터져 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자리에 주저앉아 발을 동동 굴렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 짜증스러운 표정으로 돌아보며 입가에 손가락을 가져다 댄다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">조용히 하라는 뜻이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 와중에도 형은 계속 소리를 찾아 귀를 기울이고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 바람이 잦아들자 울음도 잦아든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">착각이었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">문득 고개 드니 조금 전까지만 해도 보이던 그 하얀 것이 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">사라졌을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">끝난 걸까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">스스로에게 물었지만 애초에 답 할 수 없는 질문이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자괴감이 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">애써 용기 내어 쫓아왔건만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무 것도 못하고 떨고만 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니 나란 인간 자체가 무용지물이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 형이 뜻밖의 제안을 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 저 쪽엔 가 있을 수 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형의 손이 서관을 가리켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">조금 떨어진 위치지만 반대편 건물인 서관에선 북 별관 전체가 훤히 들여다보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">지난 번 근무 때 형이 그 여자 이야기를 해준 장소이기도 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">맞은편 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">5</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층에서 보고 있다가 이상한 게 보이거나 무슨 일이 생긴 것 같으면 바로 무전 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 정도는 할 수 있을 거 아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">망설이고 있자니 형이 고개를 끄덕인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 마지못한 듯 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혼자 있어야 한다는 사실이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">또 형을 혼자 보내야 한다는 사실이 무섭고 미안했지만 나라는 혹을 다는 것보단 그게 나은 선택일지 모른다고 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">먼저 가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">난 조금 이따가 올라갈게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 비로소 후들거리는 다리를 붙잡고 일어섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어색한 걸음으로 재빨리 서관으로 향했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">불 꺼진 건물 안이 부담스럽기만 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">띵동</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">버튼을 누르니 엘리베이터가 왔고 나는 말없이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">5</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층을 눌렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">빌어먹을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">전에는 신경 쓰지 않았는데 갑자기 찜찜한 기분이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원엔 원래 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">4</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층이 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. 3</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층 다음이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">5</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이 무슨 눈 가리고 아웅이란 말인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">결국 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">5</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">4</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층인 것을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제기랄</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">재수 없게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 질끈 눈을 감으며 투덜거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무슨 일이 생길 것 같다는 불안감이 자꾸만 밀려 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">띵동</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">몇 초가 몇 분 같은 시간이 흐르고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비로소 벨 소리와 함께 엘리베이터의 문이 열렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">새벽의 병원은 언제나 고요하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">전에는 그 고요가 좋았지만 지금은 다르다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">휘이이잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">바람소리가 들리고 창문이 흔들린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">별 것 아닌 소리마저 두렵다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모두 그 울음소리 탓이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히으으으아으으으 히으으으으아으으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">자라보고 놀란 가슴 솥뚜껑 보고 놀란다더니 내가 딱 그 짝이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">사람이 죽었다는 북 별관이면 모를까 도망치듯 서관으로 넘어온 주제에 아직도 두려움에서 벗어나지 못 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">딱딱딱</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이가 위 아래로 떨리며 시끄러운 소리를 낸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누구야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">작은 소리에도 랜턴을 비추며 멈춰 서기를 반복한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누군가 내 꼴을 보았다면 웃었을지도 모른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정신 차려</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">세상에 귀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">귀신이 어딨어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 없잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그치</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">있으면 지금 나오고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나오라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">용기를 낸다는 미명하에 허튼 소리를 중얼대고 있자니 또 그 소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히으으으아으으으 히으으으으아으으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하느님 아버지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">부처님</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">예수님</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">으어어 귀신은 물러가라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">홀로 괴성을 울부짖으며 머리를 감싸 쥐었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">안간힘을 다 해 걸음을 내딛고 보이지 않는 적과 맞서 싸웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리하여 비로소 도착한 창가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">헌데 형이 보이지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">창을 열고 다시 한 번 찾아보았지만 어디에도 형의 모습은 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 재빨리 북 별관 곳곳을 살폈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">엘리베이터를 타고 있을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니면 계단</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">망할</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 와중에도 왜 자꾸만 뒷목이 서늘한지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">중간 중간 등 뒤를 살피는 것도 잊지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어딜 간 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">이를 악문 채 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무전기는 어느새 땀으로 흥건하고 밖은 금방이라도 비가 올 것처럼 어둡고 스산했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이런 상황에 귀신이 나오지 않는다면 그게 더 이상할 지경이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무섭고 자꾸만 움츠러들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">창틀에 몸을 기댄 채</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">점차로 앞보다 등 뒤를 살피는 시간이 더 많아졌을 즈음 그 괴성은 여지없이 나를 찾았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">히으으으아으으으 히으으으으아으으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">으아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 모르게 자지러지듯 소리를 질렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어쩌면 그 울음소리보다 더 컸을지도 모른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도망치고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">빨리 이 자리를 떠나야 한다는 두려움에 사로잡혀 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어디에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우리 가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">더는 못 있을 것 같아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">빨리 와서 저 좀 데려가요 흐어엉</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">무전기를 붙잡고 울부짖었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">미친사람처럼 계속 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러자 비로소 응답신호가 들리며 형이 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 어디야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“5</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">층이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 지금 옥상에 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">보여</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">급히 몸을 일으켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">고개만 살짝 내민 채 반대편을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">옥상이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">손에 무언가를 쥐고 흔든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리곤 무전기를 들고 말한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여기 뭐가 있네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">바람 때문이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">공사자재 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">깔때기 같이 생겨서 이리로 바람이 지나면서 그런 소리가 났나봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">다리가 풀렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">긴장이 풀린 모양이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무것도 아니었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평생을 놀림당할 바보짓을 했다는 생각에 헛웃음이 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">휴우우</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">길게 한숨을 토해냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 그게 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하얗고 희뿌연 무언가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">바람을 따라 너울지며 팔랑이는데 그 밑으로 발이 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">사람의 발이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 나풀대며 형을 향해 다가오고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도망쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 재빨리 무전기를 들고 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">헌데 형은 마치 내 무전을 듣지 못 한 양 태연히 앉아 신발끈을 고쳐 맨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 애가 타 다시 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도망쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도망쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">도망치라고오</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 다가오고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">가까이 점점 더 가까이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무전기가 작동하지 않는다 생각한 나는 그제야 창문 밖으로 고개를 내밀고 목이 터져라 외쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤를 보라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 덕일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비로소 신발 끈을 묶던 형이 나를 바라본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리곤 괜찮다는 듯 손을 흔들어 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무언가 착각을 한 모양이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 재차 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">팔을 뻗어 뒤를 보라고 손짓했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내 표정이 심각함을 눈치챈 형이 천천히 몸을 돌렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너풀대며 다가오는 희뿌연 물체와 마주한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런데 이상하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두리번</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두리번</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">주변을 돌아보기만 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">갑자기 조금 전까지는 아무 소리도 들리지 않던 무전기에서 형의 목소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭔데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐가 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤에 있다고 그게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 무전기를 들고 큰 소리로 말했지만 역시나 내 무전은 형에게 들리지 않는 듯 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">잡음과 함께 형이 다시 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">야 이 새끼야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">장난치지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 재차 뒤를 돌아보며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 어느새인가 그것이 거짓말처럼 사라져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어디</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어디로 갔지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 급히 사라진 그것을 찾아 헤맸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하지만 건물 위도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아래도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">안에도 어디에도 그것은 보이지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어디로 간 걸까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">분명 형의 뒤에서 나풀댔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">대체 그건 뭐였지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말 그 여자의 혼령이었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">못 다한 한을 풀기 위해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자신이 죽었던 오늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 그 곳으로 다시 돌아와</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아냐 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그건 말도 안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">수많은 의문들이 머릿속을 스쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모두가 실체 없는 유령 같은 질문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">지금 내게 중요한 건</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">더 이상 그게 보이지 않고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무 일도 일어나지 않았다는 사실이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 홀가분해진 기분으로 자리에서 일어섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">순찰은 끝났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이제는 돌아갈 시간이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 억만금을 준다 해도 다시는 이곳에 발을 들이지 않겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 각오를 다지고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">바라보니 때마침 형도 나를 향해 손을 흔든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 웃으며 아래쪽을 가리켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">내려가겠다는 뜻이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그때 형이 무전기를 들고 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뒤</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너 뒤에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">갑자기 뒤통수가 시리다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">으스스한 한기가 뒷목을 간지럽힌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">툭</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">무전기가 바닥에 떨어지고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 의식을 잃고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이봐요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">괜찮으세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정신 차리세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">환자 의식 돌아왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">정신이 들었을 때는 이미 응급실이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형은 무거운 표정으로 내 앞에 서 있었고 의사와 간호사가 나를 붙들고 무어라 무어라 알 수 없는 말들을 연신 쏟아 부었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">겁에 질린 나는 거칠게 숨을 몰아쉬었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">들숨과 날숨이 빠르게 교차하자 심장이 두근거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어지러움이 느껴지며 눈앞이 흐려졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">의사가 내 뺨을 가볍게 두드리며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진정하시구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">과 호흡이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">겁먹지 마시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">천천히 심호흡하세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">호흡이 지금 너무 짧아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">차분하게 길게 내쉬었다가 다시 천천히</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">긴장하지 마시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네 좋습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">응급실이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무 일도 없으니까 걱정마시고 호흡에 집중하세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">후아아아 후아아아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">의사의 말대로 오직 호흡에만 집중했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러자 거짓말처럼 방망이질 치던 심장이 제 속도를 찾고 어지러움도 사라졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">괜찮으세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이젠 좀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">괜찮은 거 같아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">좋습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그럼 좀 누워서 쉬세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">의사와 간호사가 다른 응급환자를 쫓아나가자 형이 다가왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">고생했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">많이 무서웠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">흐허헝헝</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">흑흑흑</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">눈물이 쏟아졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 번도 그렇게 울어 본 적이 없었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말이지 눈물이 멈추지 않고 계속 쏟아졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그리고 그게 내 청경생활의 마지막이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이후 나는 한 동안 집 안에 처박혀 밖으로 나오지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원은 물론이고 화장실을 갈 때를 제외하곤 방 밖으로도 나오지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 두 달 정도 됐을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">엄마도 포기한 내 방문을 누군가 두드렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">엄마와는 다른 세고 굵직한 울림이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">대답도 미동도 않으니 상대방이 먼저 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“......”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">김성희씨 사망 사건 관련해서 조사 중입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두 달 전 쯤</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원에서 근무하셨죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 조용히 문을 열고 나가 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저는 그런 사람 모르는데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰이 품에서 사진 한 장을 꺼내 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">삼십대 초반 정도로 보이는 퍼머머리 여자였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">예쁘기는 한데 얼굴은 생소했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다시 한 번 봐보세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모르겠어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">전혀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하긴 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원 관계자라고하기도 그렇고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모를 수도 있겠네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">암튼 확실히 모르시는 거죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말 몰라요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">대체 그 여자가 누군데 그러세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰이 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">병원장 딸이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">기억이 좀 납니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마주친 적이 없으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">저는 야간 근무만 했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">밤에는 환자하고 당직 간호사들 밖에 없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래서 본 적이 없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">근데 그 여자가 왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽었거든요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?“</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모르셨구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이틀 전에 건물 옥상에 있는 물탱크 안에서 발견 됐어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">국과수에서는 최소 한 달에서 두세 달 정도 거기 방치 된 거 같다는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">물에 팅팅 불어서 확실하진 않구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 급히 기억을 되짚었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">물탱크</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">두 개 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">서관 그리고 북별관</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">줄로 목을 졸라 질식시켰어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">기둥을 이용해 매단 모양이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 평소 프로포폴이란 마약성 약물을 상습 투약하고 있었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">휴대폰 내역 확인하니까 협박당한 정황이 있더라구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">몇 날 몇 시 어디로 나와라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래서 온 거에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">근무자로 돼있으시길래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭔가 본 건 없나 해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">제가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">젊은 친구가 범인이란 얘긴 아니고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">죽이면 그만인 걸 얼굴까지 짓이긴 걸로 봐서 원한 범죄 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">젊은 친구는 그 여자랑 면식도 없다며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">우리는 일단 남편 쪽을 의심하고 있어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아내는 돈이 많고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">남편이랑은 무슨 이유에서인지 사이가 안 좋았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">암튼 덕분에 병원은 지금 난리 났어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">물탱크에 그 여자 시체가 있는 줄도 모르고 몇 달이나 그 물을 먹고 씻고 했으니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어디 안 놀라고 배기나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비닐이 풀리면서 물탱크가 막히지만 않았어도 아마 계속 몰랐을거에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">비닐이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">목을 조르고 쓰러진 여자 얼굴을 짓이기면서 피가 튈까봐 그랬는지 커다란 비닐로 싸맸더라구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">허여무리한 걸로</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">갑자기 숨이 막히는 기분이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 다급히 뛰쳐 들어가 방 구석 어딘가에 쳐박혀 있떤 휴대폰을 꺼내들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜 그러세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰이 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 대답 없이 몇 달 전에 온 문자를 확인했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">괜찮냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너한텐 진짜 많이 미안하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나중에 한 번 보자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형이 밥이라도 살게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">잘 지내지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나도 이번에 일 그만뒀어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">더는 못 해 먹겠더라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">어차피 지겹기도 했고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정이 많이 들었는데 이젠 홀가분하네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">모처럼 멀리 여행이나 떠날까 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">꼭 한 번 가보고 싶었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">여행</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이제야 가네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">꼴 보기 싫은 놈이랑 함께지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">뭐 어때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런 게 인생이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.’</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">나는 다가와 내 휴대폰을 훔쳐보는 경찰의 멱살을 쥐고 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">누구 없어진 사람있죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그쵸</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">읍</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">왜 이러세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">안 그래도 그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자 남편이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">사건 발생일 즈음</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">갑자기 사라져서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">평소에 두 사람 사이가 안 좋았다고 해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">찾고는 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">통 행방이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">망할 새끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 순간 많은 것들이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이제껏 그렇게 예쁜 간호사는 본 적이 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">햇빛 한 번 안 본 사람처럼 하얀 피부에 검고 윤기 나는 머리칼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쏟아질 듯 커다란 눈에 웃을 때마다 살포시 패이는 보조개</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">거기다 인사는 또 어찌나 잘 하는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">마주치면 언제나 밝게 인사했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그게 누구든 언제나 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">진심이 느껴지는 인사였지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아직도 기억이 나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">넘어져 내 위에 포개졌을 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쏟아지던 햇발과 빛을 받아 반짝이던 그 애의 빛나는 머리칼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">투명하고 맑은 눈동자 그리고 복숭아처럼 발개진 두 볼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그건 정말 천사 같았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 인간에게 그 여자는 그거였어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">노리개</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 순순한 여자를 단순히 욕정의 대상으로 본거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">정말 지독하더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">휴게실</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">주차장</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">옥상 난간</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">심지어는 수술 방이랑 화장실에서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">형</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">청경 실에서 하는 일이 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! CCTV</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">나 들여다보는 거 아니냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">쳇 빌어먹을 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">다 죽어도 싼 인간들이었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그런</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자가 무슨 백정이냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아무나 막 잡아 죽이게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">너는 원한을 살 만한 짓을 한 적이 없잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">네가 그 여자 욕을 하길 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아니면 병원장 딸내미 옆에 붙어서 그 여잘 괴롭히길 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그러니까 정신 차려 인마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">!”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">난 보고 싶다 그 여자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">한 번만이라도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">*</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">경찰이 풀어진 옷깃을 여미며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p class="1" style="line-height:280%;margin:3pt 10pt;text-indent:15pt;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">지금 막 문자가 왔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 여자 남편으로 추정되는 시신이 발견 됐다네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">익사체라는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">망할 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이 새끼 지 마누라 죽이고 도망쳐서 자살한 거 아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">하여튼 돈이 문제라니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그럼 저는 일단 가보겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">필요 한 거 있으면 연락 드릴테니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">전화 좀 받으시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">참 그때 같이 근무하시던 분</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">혹시 그 분이랑은 연락이 되세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">그 분도 통 연락이 안 되서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">이름이 뭐더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">? 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