<div> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 화가 나 있는 것 같아 신경 쓰느라 내가 당황해서 번호를 잘 못 눌렀나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">생각하며 다시 한번 눌렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러나 분명히 번호는 맞는데 문이 열리지 않아 미영은 당황스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 집에 있으려니 싶어 벨을 눌렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 그새 또 나갔나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">집 안의 소리에 온통 집중을 했지만 아무 소리가 나지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 나간걸까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 집에서 나가면서 문이 오작동이 났나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 이 상황을 어떻게 해석해야 할지 몰라 당황스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편의 휴대폰으로 전화를 걸었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">퉁명스러운 소리로 남편이 왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">이상하네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">우리 집 현관 비밀번호가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">0000 </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">몇 번을 눌러도 문이 안 열리네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자기 지금 어디야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">나 집이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">비밀번호 내가 바꿨어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">비밀번호를</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">바꿨다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 놀라서 새된 소리로 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그럼 비밀번호 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">왜 나한테 말도 없이 바꿨어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 의아했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미리 말도 없이 왜 비밀번호를 바꿨을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">고개를 갸우뚱 하면서 빨리 바꾼 비밀번호를 말하라고 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">집에서 나가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 남편의 말을 잘 못 알아 들었나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자신의 귀를 의심했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">뭐라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자기 지금 장난하는 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 상황이 이상하긴 하지만 어쨌든 내 집을 못 들어가게 하는 남편이 장난을 치는 거려니 생각하고 장난으로 받아들이고 그렇게 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">장난</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">지금 장난할 분위기야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편이 목에 힘을 주며 크게 험한 목소리로 말하자 장난이 아닌 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">왜 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">오늘 무슨 안 좋은 일 있었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">여자가 아기도 떼어놓고 놀러나 가는 주제에 어디라고 집에 들어와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편은 정말로 장난이 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러나 이건 장난이어야 하는 게 맞지 않는가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">처음으로 아이를 떼어놓고 결혼한 지 몇 년 만에 외출을 한 것을 가지고 이렇게까지 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">싶어 미영은 어리둥절 어찌할 바를 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">나 처음으로 나간 거잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">친구들이 갑자기 가자고 해서 나도 바닷가 가본 지도 몇 년이나 됐고 그래서 친구들 가는 데 따라간 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">화나게 했다면 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 자신이 큰 죄를 지은 것 같지는 않지만 일단 남편을 달래야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">결혼 생활이 늘 이런 식이었기에 익숙해진 미영은 죄인처럼 마음이 무거웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">됐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">여자랑 갔는지 남자랑 갔는지 알 게 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">난 그런 여자랑 살고 싶지 않으니 집에 들어올 생각도 하지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">나 친구들하고 다녀왔어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 다급히 친구들하고 다녀온 증거를 생각하다 바닷가에서 찍어 놓았던 사진이 있어 얼른 남편의 휴대폰으로 증거 사진을 보냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">여기 같이 간 친구들하고 찍은 사진 있네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">전송해줄게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">사진을 남편 폰으로 전송하며 미영은 친구들하고 찍어 놓은 사진이 있어 한시름 놓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러고는 잔뜩 긴장했던 몸을 조금 풀었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 지금 화장실도 급한데 남편이 한 시간 째 문을 따주지 않아 미칠 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">나 지금 화장실도 가야하고 옆집에서 슈퍼 갔다 돌아오며 아직도 집에 못 들어 가냐며 의아해 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">창피하기도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">빨리 문 좀 따</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">넌 남자가 하는 말이 말 같지가 않냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그런 여자 난 필요 없다니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 이제 극도로 화가 폭발할 지경이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영도 이젠 막말을 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">빨리 문 안 따</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">다른 친구들은 집에서 아빠들이 아기 봐준다며 다녀오래서 다녀왔는데 너는 도박장 가서 말을 하고 갈래도 말을 할 수가 없었잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">사람이 정말 참는 것도 한계가 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 그동안 참았던 화가 폭발하고 말았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러니까 참지 마시고 나가시라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편은 문을 따줄 생각이 없는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 남편의 적반하장에 어이가 없고 말문이 막혔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어느 정도 소통이 되는 사람하고는 말을 논리적으로 잘하는 미영이었지만 어떻게 된 게 남편 앞에서는 그냥 벙어리처럼 말문이 막히곤 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <div></div></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 영화에서 보던 타자기에서 토독토독 소리가 나며 흰 종이에 검정 잉크로 글씨가 박히듯 남편의 잘못이 문장으로 한 자씩 한자씩 도도록 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11pt;"> </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">[</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">매일 밤 집에 들어오지 않고 도박이나 하면서 여자가 준비한 집에서 사는 남자가 이럴 수가 있나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">결혼하고 여태껏 마누라 화장품을 한 번 사줬나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">옷을 한 벌 사줬나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">생활비도 내놓지 않으면서 남자로서의 권위만 내세우고 의무는 하지 않는 도대체 이해할 수 없는 이상한 남자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">매일 밤 도박장으로 달려 집은 도박 할 멤버가 없을 때만 들어오는 곳으로 아는 남자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">음식을 아무리 정성껏 맛있게 만들어 놓아도 짜다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">맵다며 젓가락으로 기분 나쁘게 쓰윽 밀며</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">이렇게 매운 음식은 너나 먹어라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!]</span></div> <div>     <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">문장은 끊임없이 토독토독 타자기 소리를 내며 선명한 글씨로 끝날 줄 모르고 이어졌지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 그만 고개를 흔들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">이건 꿈일 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">언젠가 난 지옥 같은 꿈에서 깨어나서 남들처럼 평범하게 살 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">고개 짓을 흔들다 보니 눈물이 좌우로 줄을 그으며 출렁였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">하나님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">저를 이렇게 버리시다니요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!’</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">절벽인줄 알면서 발걸음을 떼어 앞으로 걸어가야 하는 심정이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">갑자기 한동안 떠나있던 하나님이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">교회로 가서 기도를 하고 싶어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니 기도가 아니라 미친 듯이 하나님께 따져 묻고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">다음 회에서 만나요.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;">*****</div> <div></div></div> <div class="hwp_editor_board_content"></div>