<div> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어머나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자상한 남자랑 살아보는 게 소원이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">난</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 저도 모르게 한숨이 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">왜 너희 남편은 자상하지 않아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자상</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">풋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">주방을 들어가면 고추 떨어지는 줄 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">말도 안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">요즘 그런 남자가 어딨어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">얘는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">호강에 겨운</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">소리하고 있네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아무리 음식 준비하느라 바빠서 나 혼자 동동거리며 움직여도 숟가락 하나도 식탁에 놔주질 않아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그 정도면 이제 어느 정돈지 알겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어머</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">요즘이 조선 시대도 아니고 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그렇게 답답한 사람하고 어떻게 사니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러니까 같이 부부 동반해서 밥 먹을 생각지도 말라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영이 그런 말까지 하려 했던 것은 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙이 신랑이며 자신의 애인인 진우는 결국 섹스는 자신이랑 풀고 집에서 대우는 경숙이가 받나 싶기도 하고 여러 가지로 기분이 언짢아지고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">거기다 같이 부부 동반으로 밥을 먹자는 말에 서로 엮이게 되면 불편할 것 같아 아예 못을 박아버린 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아휴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">너 답답하겠구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙은 안됐다는 표정을 지으며 미영을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">권위적인 남자라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">시아버지를 모시고 사는 기분이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">풋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">얜 남편이 시아버지 같으면 어떻게 사냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">호호호</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙은 미영이 남편이 시아버지 같다는 표현에 고개를 젖히고 깔깔 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그러게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 기운 빠진 얼굴로 대답했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">한참 신나게 통화 중이던 혜영은 전화를 끊더니 재밌는 이야기를 해준다며 또 남자 이야기를 꺼내 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">처녀 시절 문란했던 혜영은 아직도 그러고 사는 느낌이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">얘들아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">지금 전화 온 남자가 누구냐면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">너 그 표정은 남편 말고 다른 남자 있다는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙은 놀라며 눈을 동그랗게 뜨고 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">요즘 세상에 애인 없는 여자가 어딨냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">니들은 그럼 남편하고만 사랑하고 사니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어머</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">얘 좀 봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">너희 남편이 그렇게 능력 있는데 너 다른 남자가 눈에 들어오니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙은 말도 안 된다며 놀라서 입을 다물지를 못했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어이없는 표정으로 미영을 바라보며 너도 한마디 해보라며 응원을 요청하는 표정을 지었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남편 능력 있는 것하고 내 연애 사업하고는 다르지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">혜영은 딱 잘라 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">뭐 하는 남잔데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 혜영이가 도대체 누구를 만나는 걸까 궁금하였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">내가 요즘 수영을 시작했는데 수영 강사하고 썸타고 있는 중이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">수영 강사면 너보다 어리지 않니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영이 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어리니까 더 좋지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">어마맛</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">뭐래니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙은 놀라서 눈을 동그랗게 떴다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">몇 살이나 어린데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">놀라우면서도 궁금한지 경숙은 입과 두 눈을 동그랗게 뜨면서 계속 물어봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그게 뭐가 그렇게 중요해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아니 어린 남자랑 섹스가 되니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">바보들 아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">남자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">여자관계에 나이가 뭐 그리 중요해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">허걱</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙과 미영은 혜영의 말에 충격을 받았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">셋은 수다 삼매경에 빠져 시간 가는 줄도 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">거의 혜영의 만나는 남자 이야기가 주를 이루었고 듣는 동안 재미는 있었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">바쁜 시간 나와서 뭐하고 있는 건가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">싶기도 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영이 시간을 보니 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">시가 넘어가고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">우리 이제</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그만 일어나자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">너무 오래 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">호호호</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">집으로 돌아오는 길에 경숙은 미영의 아파트를 호수를 알려 달라고 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">이제 우리 길만 건너면 만날 수 있으니 서로 집에서 자주 만나자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">애 데리고 어디 가기도 그렇잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">가끔 차 마시자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그런데 난 뭘 하는 게 있어서 자주 시간을 내지는 못해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">뭘 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">나 아르바이트하는 거 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">집에만 있자니 심심해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그렇구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그럼 너 쉬는 날 네가 미리 말해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">내가 먼저 우리 집으로 초대할게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">알았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 친구들을 만나고 돌아오자 반가웠던 마음은 어디가고 마음이 훑어 내렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">진우와는 만나지 말아야 한다는 마음에 일단 혼란스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙인 돌아오는 길에 차 안에서 얘기 중에 오늘 차는 남편 거고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">자신의 차는 기름이 떨어져 갈 때마다 남편이 차를 바꿔 가지고 나가 기름도 넣어놓고 기름 넣을때마다 세차도 해서 갖다준다는 말도 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">진우는 미영이 봐왔던 대로 정말 자상한 남자였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그런데 진우가 자상해서 혜택을 보는 건 경숙이지 않은가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 자신의 남편과의 부부 문제를 해결하지도 못한 채 진우와 제정신이 아니게 몇 년을 살아왔는데 이게 다 무슨 소용이란 말인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">허무한 짓을 하고 있었다는 생각이 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">난 무엇을 하고 산 것인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">죽어버리고 싶을 정도로 상처를 받았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">미영은 아무것도 손에 잡히지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">휴대폰은 친구들 만나는 동안 진우가 전화 올지 몰라 무음으로 놨었는데 집에 돌아와 보니 진우에게서 수십 통의 전화와 문자가 와 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">읽어보지도 않았고 그냥 전화를 그대로 무음으로 놓은 채 백 속에 넣어 버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;font-size:11pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">진우가 잘못한 것은 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그냥 둘이 좋아서 만났고, 남편하고 몸과 마음이 통하지 않던 답답했던 미영은 진우와 몸과 마음을 소통을 하고 나면 개운하고 건강해지는 기분이었고 그게 행복이라고 생각했었는데 친구 남편이라는 사실 앞에 모든 게 흔들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">죄책감이 심하게 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">거기다 경숙인 남편이 자신밖에 모른다고 철떡 같이 믿고 있지 않은가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">? </span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">경숙일 더이상 배반하며 살 수는 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">그 정도로 미영이 강심장은 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span style="font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">다시 전화기를 손에 들어 진우의 전화번호를 수신차단으로 바꿔놓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">오늘은 코로나로 우울한 여러분들에게 제가 직접 코로나를 이겨내는 쉬운 근력운동법을 직접 시범을 보이는 촬영을 했습니다.</span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">아무나 따라할 수 있도록 쉽게 설명까지 덧붙였으니 보아주시면 감사하겠습니다.</span></span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><a target="_blank" href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-rRuduptCE" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-rRuduptCE</a></span></span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span></span> </div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;">다음 회에서 만나요.</span></span></div> <div style="background:rgb(255,255,255);line-height:120%;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림';font-size:11pt;"></span></span> </div> <div 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