<p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">[펌]</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어느 며느리의 고백</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">신랑이 늦둥이라 저와 나이차가 50년 넘게 나시는 어머님...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">저 시집오고 5년 만에 치매에 걸리셔서 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">저 혼자 4 년간 똥 오줌 받아내고, 잘 씻지도 못하고, 딸내미 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">얼굴도  못보고, </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">매일 환자식 먹고, 간이침대에 쪼그려 잠들고,</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">4년간 남편 품에 단 한 번도 잠들지 못했고,</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">힘이 없으셔서 변을 못누실 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">땐 제 손가락으로 파내는 일도 거의 매일이었지만</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">힘 안들다고, </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">평생 이 짓 해도 좋으니 살아만 계시라고 할 수 있었던 이유는</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">정신이 멀쩡하셨던 그 5년간 베풀어주신 사랑 덕분이었습니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">제 나이 33살 먹도록 그렇게 선하고 지혜롭고 어진 분를 본적이 없습니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">알콜 중독으로 정신치료를 받고 계시는 아버지... </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그런 아버지를 견디다 못해 제가 10살 때 집나가서 소식 없는 엄마.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">상습절도로 경찰서 들락날락 하던 오빠...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그 밑에서 매일 맞고..울며 자란 저를 무슨 공주님인 줄 착각하는 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">신랑과 </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">모든 이야기를 듣고 눈물 글썽이며 한시라도 빨리 데려오고 싶다고</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">2000만 원짜리 통장을 내어주시며, 어디 나라에서는 남의 집 귀한 딸 데리고 올 때</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">소 팔고 집 팔아 지참금 주고 데려 온다는 데 부족하지만 받으라고...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그 돈으로 하고 싶은 혼수, 사고 싶은 거 사서 시집오라 하셨던 어머님...</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">부모정 모르고 큰 저는 그런 어머님께 반해,</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">신랑이 독립해 살고 있던 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">아파트를 일부러 처분하고 어머님 댁 들어가서 셋이 살게 되었습니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">신랑 10살도 되기 전에 과부 되어, 자식 다섯을 키우시면서도</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">평생을 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">자식들에게조차 언성 한 번 높이신 적이 없으시다는 어머님...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">50 넘은 아주버님께서 평생 어머니 화내시는 걸 본적이 없다 하시네요.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">바쁜 명절날 돕진 못할 망정 튀김 위에 설탕병을 깨트려 튀김도 다 망치고</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">병도 깬 저에게 1초도 망설임 없이 "아무소리 말고 있거라" 하시고는</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">늙으면 죽어야 한다며 당신이 손에 힘이 없어 놓쳤다고 하시던 어머님...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">단거 몸에 안 좋다고 초콜렛 쩝쩝 먹고 있는 제 등짝을 때리시면서도 ...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">나갔다 들어오실 땐 군것질거리 꼭 사들고 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"공주야~ 엄마 왔다~" 하시던 어머님...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님과 신랑과 저. 셋이 삼겹살에 소주 마시다 셋 다 술이 과했는지</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">안하던 속마음 얘기 하다가,</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">자라온 서러움이 너무 많았던 저는 시어머니 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">앞에서 꺼이꺼이 울며 술주정을 했는데,,,</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그런 황당한 며느리를 혼내긴 커녕</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> 제 손을 잡으며, 저보다 더 서럽게 우시며, 얼마나 서러웠노...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">얼마나 무서웠노... 처음부터 니가 내 딸로 태어났음 오죽 좋았겠나,</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">내가 더 잘해 줄 테니 이제 다 잊어라... 잊어라...하시던 어머님...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">명절이나 손님 맞을 때 상 차린 거 치우려면 "아직 다 안 먹었다 방에 가있어라" </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">하시곤</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">소리 안나게 살금살금 그릇 치우고 설겆이 하시려다 저에게 들켜</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">서로 니가 왜 하니, 어머님이 왜 하세요 실랑이 하게 됐었죠.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">제가 무슨 그리 귀한 몸이라고 일 시키는게 그저 아까우셔서 벌벌 떠시던 어머님.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">치매에 걸려 본인 이름도 나이도 모르시면서도 험한 말씨 한 번 안 쓰시고 </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그저 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">곱고 귀여운 어린아이가 되신 어머님!...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어느 날 저에게 " 아이고 이쁘네.~ 뉘 집 딸이고~~" </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">하시더이다.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그래서 저 웃으면서</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"나는 정순X 여사님 (시어머님 함자십니다) 딸이지요</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">~</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">할머니는 딸 있어요.~?"  했더니</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"있지~~ </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">서미X (제 이름)이 우리 막내딸~ 위로 아들 둘이랑 딸 서이도 있다~"</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그때서야 펑펑 울며 깨달았습니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">이 분 마음속엔 제가, 딸 같은 며느리가 아니라</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">막내 시누 다음으로 또 하나 낳은 딸 이었다는 걸...</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">저에게...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"니가 내 제일 아픈 손가락이다"  하시던 말씀이 진짜라는 걸...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">정신 있으실 때,  어머님께 저는 항상 감사하고 사랑하고 잘하려 노력은 했지만</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">제가 정말 이 분을 진짜 엄마로 여기고 대했는지... 왜 더 잘하지 못했는지,</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">왜 사랑하고 고맙단 말을 매일 매일 해드리진 못했는지...</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">형편이 어렵고 애가 셋이라 병원에 얼굴도 안 비치던 형님.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">형님이 돌보신다 해도 사양하고 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">제가 했어야 당연한 일인데, 왜 엄한 형님을 미워했는지...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">말 한마디 행동 하나하나가 사무치고 후회되어 혀를 깨물고 싶은 심정이었답니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">밤 11시쯤,  소변 보셨나. 확인 하려고 이불속에 손 넣는데,</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">갑자기 제 손에 만원 짜리 한 장을 쥐어 주시더군요.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"이게 뭐에요?" </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">했더니 소근 소근 귓속말로</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"아침에~ 옆에 할 매 가고 침대 밑에 있더라.~</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">아무도 몰래 니 맛있는 거 사묵어래이~" 하시는데 생각해보니 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">점심 때 쯤 큰아주버님도 왔다 가셨고, 첫째, 둘째 시누도 다녀갔고 </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">남편도 퇴근해서 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">"할머니~ 잘 있으셨어요.~?"</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">(자식들 몰라보셔서 언젠가부터 그리 부릅니다.) 인사하고 집에 들어갔는데...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">아침 7시에 퇴원한 할머니가 떨어트린 돈을 주워서 당신 자식들에겐 안주시고</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">갖고 계시다가 저에게 주신 거 였어요.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그리곤 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">그날 새벽 화장실 다녀왔다, 느낌이 이상해 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님 코에 손을 대보니 돌아가셨더군요...</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">장례 치르는 동안 제일 바쁘게 움직여야 할 제가 울다 울다</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">졸도를 세번 하고 누워있느라 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님 가시는 길에도 게으름을 피웠네요...</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님을 닮아 시집살이가 뭔지 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">구경도 안시킨 시아주버님과 시누이 셋. 그리고  남편과 저..</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">서로 부둥켜안고 서로 위로하며, 어머님 안 슬퍼하시게</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">우리 우애 좋게 잘살자고 약속하며 그렇게 어머님을 보내드렸어요..</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">오늘이 꼭 시어머님 가신지 150일 째입니다..</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님께서 매일 저 좋아하는 초콜렛, </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">사탕을 사 들고 오시던 까만 비닐봉지.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">주변에 널리고  널린 까만 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">비닐봉지만 보면 눈물이 납니다..</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">어머님이 주신 꼬깃꼬깃한 만원 짜리를 배게 밑에 넣어두고..</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">매일 어머님 </span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">꿈에 나오시면 사랑한다고... 감사하다고...  말해드리려 준비하며 잠듭니다.</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">  </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">다시 태어나면 처음부터 어머님 딸로 태어나길 바라는 건 너무 큰 욕심이겠죠...</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">부디 저희 어머님 좋은 곳으로 가시 길... 다음 생에는 평생 고생 안하시고</span><span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;"> 행복하게 살으시길... </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> <span style="font-size:16px;color:#000000;">-------------------------</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'malgun gothic';background-color:#ffffff;text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202205/1652546521c3d0d4aaed4c4fe088348d9ce0363e16__mn801988__w640__h417__f49201__Ym202205.png" alt="11.png" style="width:640px;height:417px;" filesize="49201"></p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">충북 영동군 황간면 원촌리에 있는 월류봉(月留峰)은 하늘에 뜬 달도 비경에 넋을 잃고 머물러 간다고 해서 붙여진 이름이다.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">또한 봉우리 밑 끝자락에는 월류정(月留亭)... </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202205/1652546540d2c57d16ae7145a79eb4334c1f233555__mn801988__w640__h425__f80991__Ym202205.png" alt="11.png" style="width:640px;height:425px;" filesize="80991"></p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202205/1652546557ea8e8a3cbfa749f9adfc6926d0edcd94__mn801988__w640__h409__f70033__Ym202205.png" alt="11.png" style="width:640px;height:409px;" filesize="70033"></p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">충북 진천군 문백면 구곡리 굴티마을 앞 세금천 위에 만들어진 농다리는</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">서로를 배려해서 조금씩 길을 내주면 돌다리 사이사이로 물이 흐르듯 자연스럽게 가고 싶은 길을 갈 수 있다.</span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> <br></p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202205/1652546575751a3827c2d9464fbfa078232373024f__mn801988__w640__h425__f92122__Ym202205.png" alt="11.png" style="width:640px;height:425px;" filesize="92122"></p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">숲으로 파고드는 신비로운 빛 내림</span><br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">강원 평창군 진부면</span><br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <br></p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">- 이상</span><span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> 사진과 해설</span><span style="letter-spacing:-.325px;font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> : </span><span style="letter-spacing:-.325px;font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">왕태석님</span><span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;">. </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p align="center" style="padding:0px;letter-spacing:-.025em;color:#333333;font-family:'맑은고딕', 'Malgun Gothic';background-color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-size:12pt;color:#000000;"> </span> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p> <p style="text-align:center;"> </p>