<div style="text-align:left;"><img width="800" height="400" style="border:;" alt="불완전한사육.jpg" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201612/148223702341771d8e93934242b8e72efe3049bec8__mn61638__w800__h400__f69437__Ym201612.jpg" filesize="69437"></div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:24pt;font-weight:bold;">불완전한 사육</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">흐</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐 가만히 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">옳지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">속살이 진짜 보드랍구나 너어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아저씨가 원래 나쁜 사람은 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">외로워서 그래 흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">찌찌가 진짜 귀엽네 크흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것은 치욕의 밤이었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">유린의 시간이었으며 절망의 순간이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아버지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어머니 그리고 동생</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">친구들과 함께 했던 행복한 순간들은 마치 꿈인 듯 망막 저편으로 사라지고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">눈 앞에 보이는 것은 오직 닫힌 문과 몸을 구속하는 쇠사슬 그리고 흉측한 모습의 벌거벗은 사내뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">납치</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">늦은 밤 집으로 돌아오던 길</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">갑작스레 나타난 그는 내 목덜미를 움켜쥔 채 급히 차에 태웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저항하며 발버둥쳐 보았지만 성인 남성인 그의 완력을 이겨낼 순 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그는 겁에 질린 나를 비웃으며 차를 몰았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">비명을 내지르고 구원의 외침을 거듭했지만 돌아온 것은 오직 잔인한 폭력 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아가리 싸물어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">재수 없게 질질 짜기는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제부턴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐 내가 니 주인이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그렇게 끌려온 곳이 바로 이 곳</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 집</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">구석진 골방이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아빠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">보고싶어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">낯선 장소가 주는 생경함이 나를 옥죄었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">불안하고 두려웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창문엔 촘촘한 창살이 쳐져 있고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벽은 온통 두꺼운 헝겊이 드리워져 울음소리마저 잡아먹었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꼬르륵</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배가 고팠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벌써 하루 반나절</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무것도 먹지 못한 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그는 나를 능욕한 뒤 사라졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 내 존재 자체를 잊어버린 듯 모든 것이 고요하고 적막하기만 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 차라리 그게 나았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">탐욕스런 그의 손길이 내 몸에 와 닿고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 나를 제 것인양 유린하는 것보다야 백 배 천 배 나았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">순간 그 밤의 악몽이 떠올라 몸서리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">끔찍하고 미칠 것만 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜 아무도 나를 구하러 오지 않지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">난 여기 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">갇혀 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">그</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">것은 매우 원초적인 감정으로부터 시작된 일이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">외로움 그리고 배신감 같은</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">보편적인 감정 말이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 대리님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이창주 대리님은 왜 연애 안 해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여자 만나는 거 한 번도 못 본거 같아서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">에이 미스 장도 저 같은 놈을 어떤 여자가 좋아하겠어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키도 작고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">얼굴도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">전 이 대리님 괜찮은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여자들이라고 다 외모만 보진 않아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">중요한 건 마음이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 대리님은 마음이 따듯한 분 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜 여자들이 몰라 볼까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">힝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래 보여요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">물론이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 의미에서 저희 과 비품 조금 비는데 조금 가져가도 될 까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하하하핫</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">물론이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">얼마든지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하하 마음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그때의 나는 웃고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">감히 내색은 하지 못 했지만 말할 수 없이 기뻤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그건 그녀가 다른 사람도 아닌 평소 짝사랑 해 오던 경리팀의 미스 장이었기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마음이 따듯한 분</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’ </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그녀가 갑자기 왜 내게 그런 말을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">많은 생각들이 오갔고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">수많은 의미가 부여됐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">깊은 갈등과 고민을 거듭했지만 결국 답은 하나였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나를 바라보던 그녀의 표정</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 서툰 내 감정을 응원하듯</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">열등감으로 똘똘 뭉친 나라는 인간을 옹호하듯 그녀는 웃고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 얼굴에서도 미소가 사라지지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그럴 리가 없어 그렇게 예쁜 여자가 왜 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">전 이 대리님 괜찮은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">여자들이라고 다 외모만 보진 않아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">중요한 건 마음이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">마음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">이 대리님은 마음이 따듯한 분 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">왜 여자들이 몰라 볼까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">힝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">서른 일곱살의 봄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">참으로 주책 맞은 일이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">모처럼 가슴이 두근거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">덥수룩한 머리도 자르고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">요즘 친구들이 쓴다는 왁스도 처음 사 보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">생전 가볼 일 없던 화장품 가게에선 점원의 입바른 소리에 녹아 고가의 남성용 화장품을 세트로 샀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어디 그 뿐인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내친김에 향수도 하나 골랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">지출은 컸지만 미스 장을 생각하니 조금도 아깝지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 나를 잘 알고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키 작고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">못 생기고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">주변 머리도 없을뿐더러</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">말로 다 열거 할 수 없을 만큼 부족한 인간이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 내가 아름다운 미스 장 곁에 서려면 최소한 창피는 주지 말아야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소심하지만 그것이 내 방식의 사랑이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">적어도 그 말을 듣기 전까진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진 언니 정말이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">자재부 이창주 대리님이 언니 좋아한다면서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이거 이거</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">일 나는 거 아녜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">재수 없게 그 아저씨 얘긴 왜 하니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">안 그래도 이상한 소문나서 스트레스 받는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 때문에 기미 생긴 것 좀 봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하긴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그쵸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저는 언감생심 그 자타공인 노총각 대리님이 언니만 보면 발그레해진 다길래 웃겨서</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미안해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사실 그럴 것 같긴 했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">웃길 일이 따로 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 끔찍하다 얘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">표정도 어둡고 칙칙해보여서</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">또 사무실 비품 좀 얻어 쓰려고 적당히 한 마디 해줬더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">넘 볼 걸 넘 봐야지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미치겠다 진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꼴에 지가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나를</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">지나가던 개가 웃지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">솔직히 난</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 사람 눈빛만 봐도 소름 끼쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">바퀴벌레 같은 인간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">생긴 건 꼭 쥐새끼 같아가지고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키키킥 쥐새끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">딱 이다 딱</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">시궁창 속 쥐새끼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쉿</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">지금 밖에 누구 있지 않았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">에</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밖에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">에이 설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">봐요 아무도 없잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여직원 휴게실을 누가 엿봐요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">큰 일 나려고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하긴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그렇지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?” </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">긴 시간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 늘 보이지 않는 적들과 싸워왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">세상의 편견</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">외모지상주의</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 가지지 못한 부유함 거기에 천식이란 오래된 지병까지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">숱하게 많은 경멸과 야멸찬 말들이 내게 상처를 주었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 오늘 나는 또 다시 패배했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">갈갈이 찢긴 채</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">순박한 서른 일곱의 풋사랑을 또 다시 접어야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 주제에 어떤 여자가 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">술을 마셨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엎드려 한 참을 울었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">답답한 마음에 전화기를 들었지만 달려와 줄 친구조차 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">정말 정말 외롭고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">힘들다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래서 그랬는지도 모르겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오직 나만을 바라봐 줄 무언가가 있었으면 좋겠다는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">생각</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">세상의 편견으로 인해 상처 받지 않고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">언제고 따스히 어루만질 수 있는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마침 교외의 외진 곳에 위치한 내 집엔 빈방도 하나 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오가는 사람 하나 없는 외딴 집이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 곳이라면 조금 소란스러워도 괜찮겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 생각들이 뒤엉켜 나를 일으켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이래도 되는 건가 싶었지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어느새 나는 웃음 짓고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">끼</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이익</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐 오빠 왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나이가 한참 차이 질 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오빠는 좀 그런가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">에이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무렴 어때</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 맘이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 돌아왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">또 다시 밀려온 두려움에 온 몸의 털들이 쭈뼛하게 서버린 기분이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배가 고팠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 원초적 본능이 나의 두려움을 조금이나마 해제시켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배가 고파요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">작은 목소리로 속삭이려하자 때마침 그도 달라붙은 내 배를 바라보며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배가 고픈가보지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">좋아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 말만 잘 들어 그럼 먹을 것도 주고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">편하게 지내도록 도와줄게 알겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 커다란 손이 내 턱을 움켜쥐었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아팠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 뿌리칠 힘이 내게는 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 줄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잠깐 풀어 줄 테니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">얌전히 굴어야 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도망칠 생각일랑 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 먹던 것으로 보이는 차가운 밥 한덩이가 국에 말아 내어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">허기에 등 떠밀려 혀를 대어 봤지만 역시나 내키진 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제대로 된 것을 먹고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 먹다 남긴 것이 아닌</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">진짜 음식</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미적거리며 경계의 눈빛으로 쏘아봤지만 그는 개의치 않는다는 듯 콧노래까지 흥얼거리며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오늘부터 네 이름은 하진이로 하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 눈으로 보지마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누구 대용이긴 해도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">딱히 나쁜 이름 아니잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">알았지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 너는 장하진이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">경리팀 미스</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 이름 석 자를 말하는 그의 눈빛이 조금 매섭게 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">허기로 인해 잠시 잊었던 두려움이 다시금 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리곤</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니나 다를까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">갑자기 그의 억센 손이 다가와 미적거리고 있던 내 머리를 밥그릇에 처박았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">안돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">으읍</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쳐 먹으라고 좀</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사무실에서처럼 깨작거리지 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">앙</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">웃길 일이 따로 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">나는 끔찍하다 얘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">표정도 어둡고 칙칙해보여서</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">또 사무실 비품 좀 얻어 쓰려고 적당히 한 마디 해줬더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">넘 볼 걸 넘보야지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">미치겠다 진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">꼴에 지가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">나를</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">지나가던 개가 웃지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">솔직히 난</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">그 사람 눈빛만 봐도 소름 끼쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">바퀴벌레 같은 인간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">생긴 건 꼭 쥐새끼 같아가지고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">숨을 쉴 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밥그릇에 처박힌 콧 속으로 연신 식은 된장국이 스며들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차가운 밥풀이 온통 얼굴을 뒤덮었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뿌리치고 싶었지만 그는 힘이 엄청나게 셌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벗어나려 발버둥치는 사이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">허벅지 한 켠에 낯선 손길이 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">발끝까지 소름이 돋았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 나는 너무나 무기력했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미안</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미안</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오늘 내가 좀 과격했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">날 원망하지 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 년을 원망해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">팔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">피곤하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">좀 쉬고 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">씻는 건 조금 이따가 하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">룰루룰</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">~”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">욕망을 채운 뒤</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그는 그 말을 남기고 돌아섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 씻게 해주겠다는 약속과 달리 닫힌 문은 밤이 새도록 열리지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">늦은 밤</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창 밖으로 달빛이 스면들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여긴 어딜까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">집으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">돌아갈 수 있을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">장</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">가는 무슨 장가예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나 같은 걸 누가 거들 떠 보기나 한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는 이제 바라는 거 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">직장도 있겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이젠 너도 많이 건강해졌겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그저 참한 아가씨 하나 만나서 알콩 달콩 사는 거</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그거 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아 거 참</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">됐다니까 그러네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그러지 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">선이라도 봬 줄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">됐어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누가 선 같은 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">괜히 기분만 상하지 그리고 나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">지금</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너 설마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">요즘 만나는 사람 있니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꿀꺽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마른 침을 삼켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는 알까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이것이 거짓말을 할 때면 나오는 특유의 버릇이란 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">조금 앙칼지지만 착하고 어린 아가씨 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">요즘 만나고 있어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">정말</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">헤헤헤 그럼요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">가끔 와서 방 청소도 해주는걸요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아이구야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하느님 감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">고맙습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마가 매일 같이 새벽기도 나가는 보람이 있구나 하이구 다행이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그러니까 엄마도 더는 걱정하지 마시고 잘 계셔요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.“</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래 창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는 이제 한 시름 놨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제발 싸우지 말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">남자는 그저 여자한테 져주고 아껴주고 그래야 하는거야 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">참</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">근데 그 아가씨 이름이 뭐니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꿀꺽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진이요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">경리 팀에</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미스</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어쩜 하진이 이름도 예쁘네 호호홋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">경리 팀이면 사내커플이네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이게 웬일이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">능력도 있고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마 빨리 가서 옆집 짱구 엄마한테 자랑해야겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그게 무슨 대수라고 자랑이우</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜 자랑이 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 아들이 연애를 한다는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">호호홋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마가 이렇게 기뻐하는 걸 본 것이 대체 얼마만일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">기억조차 나지 않는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 전화를 끊자마자 창고로 쓰던 골방으로 향했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">비록 같은 건 이름뿐이지만 이 허망함을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마를 속인 죄의식을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 년을 어루만져 주는 것으로 풀어야 겠다는 생각으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">며</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">칠이 더 지났을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 매일 밤을 뜬 눈으로 지새웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">울고 소리치고 또한 애원하며 매달렸지만 제발 놓아달라는 간절한 소망은 어김없이 심한 매질로 돌아왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배를 때리고 무참히 걷어찼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 무자비한 폭력에 나는 속수무책 당할 수 밖에 없었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">두려움은 뼈마디에 새겨졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 날도 그랬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">배고픔과 슬픔에 젖어 울다 잠든 나는 스멀거리며 밀려오는 불쾌한 감정에 이끌려 깨어났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리곤 곧 그것이 내 몸을 어루만지는 추악한 손길 때문임을 알게 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소스라치게 놀라 몸을 일으켰지만 앙상하게 말라버린 내 몸은 그의 완력을 이겨낼 도리가 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">가슴을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 그 곳을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 더듬는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">웃는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">말한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제는 흡사 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것이 본디 내 이름이 아니었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?’</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하는 생각마저 든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너는 너무 예뻐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐읍</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">거칠게 위 아래로 버둥이던 더러운 손길이 갑자기 다가와 내 얼굴을 잡아 끌었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이미 몇 번이고 당했던 일이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">강제로 잡아당겨 입을 맞추는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흉측한 것을 가져다 내 몸에 부비는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">버둥거려봤지만 역시나 소용이 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">매질만 더 심해질 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 그 즈음의 나는 악에 받혀 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">때 마침 흥분한 그의 얼굴 뒤로 반 쯤 열린 문이 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 그것이 내게 주어진 마지막 기회라고 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">힘으론 상대가 되지 않을 것이 뻔했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 손톱이라면 이야기가 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">방심하고 있던 그의 얼굴을 훅</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">훅</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뜻밖의 고통에 그가 얼굴을 감싸 쥔 채 나뒹굴었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">덕분에 신체의 자유를 속박하던 우악스런 손길도 멀어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 재빨리 몸을 추슬린 후 달려나갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">됐어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 나는 자유야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">풀려났어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">간절한 외침을 되 뇌이며 반쯤 열린 문틈 사이로 몸을 내달렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 엄마와 친구들을 다시 만날 수 있다는 기쁨과 함께</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 식이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내게 관심이 있는 척</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나를 좋아하는 척</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">최소한 싫지는 않은 척</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 끝은 배신 아니면 소위 말하는 뒤통수였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">경리 팀 미스 장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니 장하진 그 년도 그랬고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">순한 척 알랑방귀를 뀌던 이 년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">골방 안 장하진도 마찬가지다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">으으</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">순간적으로 얼굴이 화끈거리고 쓰라렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">살점이 떨어져 나간 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">안 그래도 못 난 얼굴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흉터까지 지게 생겼다는 생각에 화가 치밀었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사과는 커녕 열린 문틈 사이로 냅다 도망치는 그 년을 보니 역시나 여자는 믿을 게 못 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여자랑 북어는 사흘에 한 번씩 흠씻 두들겨 패줘야 한다는 그 말이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">니가 가봐야 어딜 가겠니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">문이라면 내가 다 잠가 놓았으니 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">웃음이 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:290%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어딜 가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">넌 내꺼야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">당</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">황스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">겨우 그의 손아귀에서 도망쳤다 생각했는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밖으로 향하는 현관은 굳게 잠겨 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">급히 주변을 돌아보며 창문을 확인했지만 마찬가지였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">촘촘한 철망이 가로막고 있어 탈출구로 쓰기엔 여의치 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">두리번거리는 사이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">발소리가 들려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쿵</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쿵</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쿵</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 발 소리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 평소와는 조금 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내게 겁을 줄 생각일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">의도적으로 발을 구르는 그 둔탁한 소리가 두렵게만 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">상처가 나 온통 새빨갛게 달아오른 그의 얼굴은 마치 괴물처럼 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 망할</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">암 코양이 년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">기껏 도망친 게 거기야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">한 걸음 물러섰고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 다가왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">또 한 걸음 물러섰고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 무언가를 풀어 손에 감는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진 이 망할 년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">먹여주고 재워주고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">은혜도 모르는 배은망덕한 년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">비품도 나눠줬는데 내 뒤통수를 쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너 오늘 잘 걸렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">짝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">시끄러운 소리가 귓청을 때렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">찢어지는 통증 또한 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 벨트</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">크크크 채찍이 따로 없네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 어쩌겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">은혜를 모르는 너 같은 짐승은 좀 맞아야 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">무슨 말인지 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">짝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">짜악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">처절한 고통의 소리가 연거푸 들려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 손에서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 입에서도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밤이 새도록</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">인</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">간과 짐승의 차이는 뭘까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">말을 하는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도구를 사용하는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차고 있던 벨트를 도구 삼아 예의를 가르치니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">매일 밤 집에 가고 싶은지 찔찔 짜며 보채던 그 년이 처음으로 조용하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">끙끙</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">앓는 소리가 조금 들려오긴 했지만 우는 것보다야 훨씬 나은 편이 아닌가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 그걸로 만족할 순 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 바보가 아니니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">때 마침 거울에 비친 내 몰골도 영 말이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">앙칼진 계집</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">날 이 꼴로 만들고 네 년은 성할 줄 알고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하아 씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">팔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사무실에 장하진 그 년을 이렇게 만들어 줘야 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아쉬운 대로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오늘은 너다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어쩌겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이게 다 날 만난 네 팔자인걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">연장통을 뒤지니 빨간 손잡이가 달린 뺀찌가 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">약간의 광기였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">살아오면서 당해온 무시와 멸시에 대한 보상심리랄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제껏 한 번도 누굴 해 하거나 다치게 해 본 적이 없는 나지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">지금은 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무도 모르고 방해할 사람도 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 년은 완전히 내 통제하 있었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누가 뭐래도 완벽한 내 소유물에 다름없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">적어도 그 년에게 있어 나는 신과 같은 존재인 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 신의 분노란 때로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잔혹 할 때가 있는 법</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">아</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">팠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그에게 밤새도록 맞은 후</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">온 몸이 불에 데인 것처럼 쓰라리고 고통스러워 아무것도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">덕분에 끼니까지 걸러 마지막으로 식사를 한 것이 언제인지 도통 기억이 나질 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뱃가죽은 등에 달라붙은 듯 홀쭉하고 뼈마디가 드러나 온 몸이 앙상했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이대론 죽는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 두렵지는 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차라리 죽어 버렸으면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">울컥하는 감정이 치밀어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벽을 머리로 세게 들이 받았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아프다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아프다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 곧 깨달았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">스스로 목숨을 끊는 것이 얼마나 어려운 일인지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그때</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 들어왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">얼굴 가득 미소를 띄운 채 손에는 빠알간 손잡이가 달린 쇳덩이를 들고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그게 끝인 줄 알았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벌을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">받아야지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제대로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 갑자기 쇄약해진 나를 꽁꽁 묶기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꼼짝도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 섬뜩한 웃음소리만이 방 안을 가득 채웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">으하하하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">으하하하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">이</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">야기는 많이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">영화로도 본 적이 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 실제로 해보는 것은 처음이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">예전에 안기부에선 학생운동을 하다가 잡혀온 아가씨들을 그런 식으로 다뤘다지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꽁꽁 묶고선</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뺀찌로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 안기부의 고문기계 이근안이 된 기분이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뺀찌를 대기 전부터 겁에 질려 버둥거리는 모습 또한 가관이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하긴 나도 놀랐으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 이렇게나 잔인한 인간이 될 수 있을 줄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누가 알았을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 후회는 늦다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무리 빨라도 말이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 내가 장하진 그 년을 좋아하게 되고 또 끝내 후회했던 것처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 얼굴을 이따위로 그어 놓은 네 후회 역시</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">늦다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">겁 먹지마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">곧 끝나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">참을 수 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아 이런</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">깜빡했네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">입에 재갈을 물렸으니 대답은 못 하겠네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">괜찮아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그냥 손톱 하나 뽑는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">정말 그것 뿐이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">별 거 아니지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">자 그럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뽑는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흡</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“!!!!!!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">피가 튄다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미친 듯이 발광한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제야 겨우 참회의 눈빛이 보이는 듯 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 시작인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제대로 뽑히지도 않고 단지 반쯤 뜯겨져 나와 덜렁거리는 것뿐인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄살이 너무 심한 거 아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?’ </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이근안 선생님 말씀마따나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">역시나 매에는 장사가 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">학생 운동을 하던 젊은 여대생들도 처음엔 완강히 버텨냈지만 끝내 다 불었다지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제발 살려만 달라고 애원하면서 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쉬워</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">벌을 받고 그렇게 타협하는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나에 대한 순종으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">겨우 하나 뽑았는데 벌써 뻗어버리면 어떡해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">김빠지게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 겨우 시작이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 각오도 없이 내 얼굴을 이 따위로 만든 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜 이제야 좀 겁이 나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 어떤 사람인지 알 꺼 같아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">열 개 다 몽창 뽑아 볼까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">고개를 도리질 친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">온몸을 정신없이 뒤튼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">허기져 힘이 없는 척 하더니 역시나 거짓말이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">힘이 넘치다 못해 가희 역동적이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제는 궁둥짝까지 흔들며 들썩이지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이미 나는 판결을 내린 뒤였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">두 개</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">적어도 양쪽에 하나씩</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 정도는 뽑아야 제대로 된 벌이 될 거라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 엄숙한 법의 집행자였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">단호하고 엄정한 집행이야 말로 규율을 바로 세운다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 내 집에 끌려온 이상</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 법이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">반대쪽도 가자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">길게 돋아난 것이 바르르 떨려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 콧노래를 흥얼거리며 붉게 물든 뺀찌 집게로 그것을 잡아 든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꾸욱</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누르니 단단하게 고정된 것이 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리곤 어금니를 악물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“!!!!!!!!!!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">악</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">몽을 꾸었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">커다란 괴물이 나타나 내 손톱을 뽑아내는 끔찍한 꿈이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">놀라 급히 몸을 일으키려 했지만 잘 되지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그제야 알았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">몸 전체가 시큰거린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도무지 일어설 수가 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">말라붙은 핏물이 내 몸을 뒤덮었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그제야 알았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꿈이 아니었단 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 단지 의식을 잃었을 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">기고 또 기어 몸을 앞으로 밀어냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">목이 말랐기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 것 같지 않은 팔과 다리를 버둥여 한참을 나아가니 겨우 물그릇에 닿았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차가운 물을 마시니 조금 살 것 같았지만 그 한기에 잇몸까지 시려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이내 엄청난 통증이 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">못내 원망스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왜 죽지 못했을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차라리 그때 죽었어야 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">울먹이며 작게나마 불러보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마의 이름을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 이내 입을 다문다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 울음소리를 들은 그가 다시 날 찾을까 두려웠기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이렇게는 살 수가 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어떻게든 도망치던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">죽는 것이 옳았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">딱 두 개 뽑으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">좀 나아졌네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">순종적인 태도 좋잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 일을 계기로 나는 보다 순종적인 태도로 그를 대했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 마음은 늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">언젠가 찾아올 최후의 탈출을 그리고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">언제일지 모를</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 날을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">오</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">빠 그건 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">포장도 예쁘게 했네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">선물</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">왠 선물</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오빠 여자 친구 있구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여자친구</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">크크큭</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐 그런 셈이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... 24</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">시간 나만 바라보고 내가 원할 때면 언제나 곁에 있어주는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐 그런</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오빠 나쁘다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 착한 여자 친구까지 있으면서 이런 업소엘 왜 와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">보너스를 받은 날이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">늘 그렇듯 일 년에 두 번</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">설과 추석 전엔 안마방</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">속칭 오피스텔에 들르곤 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그건 일 년을 하루 같이 무시당하는 나를 위한 작은 포상이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누군가는 손가락질 하겠지만 나로서도 어쩔 수 없는 일이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">성욕은 죄악이기 때문이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">못나고 형편없는 인간에겐 더 잔인한</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">죄악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것은 인간은 본능이기에 누구에게나 공평하게 치밀지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것을 마음껏 풀 수 있는 인간은 한정 되어 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소위</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잘 나신 양반들</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그에 반해 나 같은 인간은 수음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">(</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">手淫</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">외엔 풀 곳조차 마땅치 않다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 의미에서 시내 곳곳에 안마방</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오피스텔 따위의 윤락업소가 우후죽순 생겨난 것은 매우 다행스러운 일이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 곳은 공평했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">만인에게 평등했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 녀들은 돈 만 내면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잘 생기나 못 생기나 똑같은 서비스를 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">오빠 나쁘다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">그런 착한 여자친구까지 있으면서 이런 업소엘 왜 와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">물론 돈 받고 몸 파는 창녀 따위에게 윤리교과서에서나 들을 법한 훈계를 듣는 것은 마뜩치 않았지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 날은 뭐랄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나도 소위 잘 난 놈들 행세를 하고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너는 어떻게 맨날 집 밥만 먹고 사나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">가끔 외식도 해야지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">크크크 집에 있는 그 년은</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐랄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">조금 질렸달까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">흐흐흐 이 언니 다 알면서 왜 이러실까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키키킥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">오빠 완</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">~</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">전 나쁜 남자네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">크크크 그런가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나쁜 남자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하긴 요즘 그게 대세라며</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나쁜 남자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그랬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 나쁜 남자였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">두둑히 찔러 준 팁 덕분인지는 몰라도 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">매력있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’ ‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">귀엽다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창녀의 입바른 소리는 그칠 줄을 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어깨가 우쭐해졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">적어도 그때는 그랬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">집에 돌아온 순간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">발견한 뜻하지 않은 방문객을 맞이하기 전까지는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">부</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">스럭</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소리가 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 돌아왔을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">조금 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">좀 더 육중하고 둔탁한 소리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이곳에 온 후 처음 듣는 발소리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 직감적으로 그가 아님을 깨닫고 몸을 웅크렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">살려 달라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나를 놓아 달라 외칠까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">깊은 고민이 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 끝내 입을 열지는 못했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">몸이 먼저 반응했기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소리를 낼 때마다 행해졌던 폭력과 고통의 시간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 어느새 길들여져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 악마에게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 목소리가 들려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창주야 엄마다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마 왔어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">얘가 집에 없네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">다행이라고 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무 소리 없이 조용히</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">마치 죽은 듯 웅크리고 있기로한 선택이 옳았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">다정한 목소리의 주인공이 나를 도울 것이란 생각은 조금도 들지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그렇게 소리는 점차로 부산스러워졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 놈</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사내 혼자 산다고 청소도 안하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 먼지 좀 봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어휴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">냉장고는 또 이게 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">죄다 상하고 날짜가 지나서 먹을 게 하나도 없네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 이럴 줄 알았지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">김치도 다 떨어졌잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">보내 줄테니 연락하라니까 얘도 참</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">두려웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래서 조용히 입을 다물고 상황을 주시했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">상대는 내가 이 곳에 갇혀 있다는 사실을 모르는 게 분명했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">물론 이 곳을 빠져나갈 수 있도록 도와줄 것이란 생각은 조금도 들지 않았지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어쩌면 그 의외성이 나를 자유롭게 만들지 모른다는 생각이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">탈출</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">몇 번이고 실패했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 단어는 사라지지 않고 내 가슴 속 깊이 박혀 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저주받은 이 방을 떠나 집과 가족을 향해 달려가는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 꿈을 어찌 잊을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아픈 몸을 버둥이며 조용히 몸을 일으켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">평소 굳게 닫아놓던 문 때문인지 나를 속박하던 줄은 헐거워져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장애물은 오직 두 개의 문 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">방문을 열고 뛰쳐나간 다음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밖으로 향하는 현관을 여는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것만이 내게 주어진 유일한 숙제였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">기회는 반드시 온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’ </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:280%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 생각만으로 숨죽이고 있던 차였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">창주의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">조</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">금 당혹스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">원래 외삼촌이 살던 집이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사정이 생겨 지방으로 내려가셨고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잘 팔리지 않는 허름한 집을 내가 대신 쓰고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">소위 왕따인 나는 친구가 없으며</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이웃과의 왕래 또한 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">따라서 누군가의 방문 따위가 있을리 없는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 내 집에 불이 켜져 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도둑이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">들었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쓸데없는 걱정이 치밀었지만 이내 사그라 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">돈이라면 모조리 적금을 들어 두었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">집이라도 사 두면 여자가 생기지 않을까 하는 기대 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">결혼을 하지 않았으니 귀중품이나 금붙이 따위의 패물이 있을리도 만무했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하다못해 냉장고조차 텅 비어 있는 집이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도둑이 들었다가도 훔치기는커녕 침을 뱉고 갈 집인 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 불안한 생각을 멈출 수 없던 나는 조용히 다가가 문 앞에 섰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그때 문득 간 밤에 꾸었던 묘한 꿈이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 대리님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니 창주씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미안해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 날 일은 오해에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">총무과 미스 최가 자꾸 놀리듯이 이야기 하길래 제 마음을 들키기 싫어 유난을 떨었다고 할까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사실 전</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">꽤 오래전부터 이 대리님 좋아했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제 마음 받아주시면 안돼요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미스 장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">미스 장이 뭐예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진이라고 불러주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고 우리 결혼해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">시골에 홀로 계신 어머니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">제가 극진히 모실께요 네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이번 명절에도 함께 내려가고요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">고마워</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사랑해</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저도요 창주씨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사랑해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">급히 고개를 가로 저었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이어진 꿈속의 망상은 서른일곱의 노총각으로 하여금 팬티를 빨아 입게 만들만큼 황홀했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어디까지나 꿈일 뿐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">현실에선 불가능한 이야기였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">바로 어제 청첩장을 받지 않았던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 대리님</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아시죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">경리팀 하진 언니 이번에 시집가는 거</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키 크고 돈 잘 버는 은행원이라나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐 일설에는 이 대리님이 하진 언니를 은근히 짝사랑을 했다나 어쨌다나 뭐 그런 얘기가 돌고 그러던데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">푸풋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭐 그건 됐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">쫌생이 말고 멋진 남자로 남고 싶으시면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그때 그 감정만큼 묵직한 축의금</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어때요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">키킥</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">기대할께요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 말을 전하며 총무과 미스 최는 활짝 웃고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것은 축하와 기쁨의 전달보단 멸시와 조롱에 가까웠지만 그래도 난 가슴 한 켠이 아려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">적어도 좋아는 했으니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">더러운 창녀의 몸을 더듬고 뒹굴다 온 참이지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 안에 남은 순수함이 차가운 가을 바람마냥 가슴을 파고 든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">망</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">할</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 그런 하잘 것 없는 감정에 기댈 때가 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뜻밖의 방문자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그게 누구인지 알아내야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 거칠게 문을 열었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">행여라도 길을 잘 못 든 도둑이라도 있지 않을까 하는 일말의 걱정 탓이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그런 내 눈에 들어온 것은 뜻 밖에도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어머니였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마가 여길 왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">명절이면 열차 표 구하기도 힘들고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">고생하는 너를 명절이라고 시골까지 내려오라 하는 것도 염치없어서 이번엔 이 애미가 올라왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이 참에 너 만난다는 그 하진인가 뭔가 하는 아가씨도 좀 만나고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여튼 겸사겸사</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">호호홋</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그럼 연락이라도 하고 오지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그랬음 내가 역으로 마중이라도 나가잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 올라온다하면 니가 퍽이나 반기겄다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭘 올라 오냐고 됐다고 쿠사리나 주기 십상이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">암튼 나 이번 추석 연휴 끝날때꺼정 여기 있다 갈 참이니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너는 그저 그 하진인지 뭔지 하는 아가씨하고 자리나 한 번 맹글어 봐라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">히히 얼마나 참한 아가씨인가 내 한 번 봐야겄어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">네가 그래도 우리 이씨 집 안 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">대 독잔데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아무나 만나서야 되겠니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하진이는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그러니까 미스 장은</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어허</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">자고로 여자는 엄마가 봐야 알어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">여시 같은 년인지 아님 암코양이 같은 살림꾼인지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는 딱 보면 안다니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">참고로 엄마는 곰처럼 묵직허고 든든한 처자가 좋긴 헌데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그건 요즘 젊은 애들 취향은 아니지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차라리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">도둑이었으면 좋았겠다는 생각이 들기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">너는 그저 그 하진인지 뭔지 하는 아가씨하고 자리나 한 번 맹글어 봐라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">!“</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">작게 시작한 거짓말이 눈덩이처럼 불어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마는 정말로 내가 경리팀 미스 장과 사귀고 있다고 생각하는 터였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">애</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">애인대행이라도 불러야 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그렇게 문 앞에 선 채</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">선뜻 들어가지도 못하고 전전긍긍 고민에 빠져 있던 찰나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">갑자기 엄마는 굳게 닫힌 골방 문 손잡이를 붙잡으며 말씀하셨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너 없을 때 내가 청소 다 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제 이 방만 하면 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 순간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">불현 듯 떠올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">골방 안</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내가 숨겨둔 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">사무실의 장하진이 아닌 또 다른 장하진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 다급히 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마 안돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">뭣이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마가 깨끗하게 다 치울게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">으헉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이게 뭐다냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마의 눈이 휘둥그레졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 눈을 질끈 감았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">불호령이 떨어질 게 뻔했기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">#</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">하진의 이야기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">열</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">눈을 부릅떴다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">방안으로 스며든 빛</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것은 탈출을 위한 마지막 기회였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그 희망의 빛을 잡아야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 재빨리 자리에서 일어나 소리 없이 달음질 쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">빼꼼히 열린 문 틈 사이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그것만이 내게 주어진 유일한 탈출구였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">뭣이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">엄마가 깨끗하게 다 치울게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">으헉</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">이게 뭐다냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">엄마 안돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;font-style:italic;font-weight:bold;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">다급한 고함소리가 들려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">중년의 여성이 놀란 얼굴로 나를 노려보고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 난 이미 두려움을 이겨낼 만큼 충분히 절박했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">놀라 허우적대는 그녀를 지나쳤고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">곧장 거실까지 뛰쳐나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 끝난 것이 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">문은 하나 더 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그리고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">괴성이 들려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너 이 자식아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이게 다 뭐냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">안돼 엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저거 잡아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">잡아야 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">최후의 난관</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">활짝 열린 대문 앞</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나를 망가뜨린 괴물이 문 앞에 버티고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이제까지의 두려움과는 비교할 수 없을 만큼의 공포가 엄습했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그는 무서운 표정으로 나를 노려보고 있었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 큼지막한 손이 나를 붙잡기 위해 다가오고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">다리가 떨려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">금방이라도 힘이 풀려 풀썩 주저앉을 것만 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">하지만 결심했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">평생 여기에 갇혀 있느니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">붙잡혀 얻어맞더라도 나간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">엄마 곁으로 갈게</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">...’</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 달렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">온 힘을 다해 달렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 험악한 손길이 나를 향해 뻗어왔지만 내 가진 모든 힘을 다해 뛰쳐나갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그가 내지른 악다구니가 귓청을 찔러왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">움찔하는 사이 그의 손끝이 내 몸에 닿았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">이렇게 끝나는 것인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">밀려오는 절망사이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">버둥이는 나를 향해</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그의 엄마가 소리쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">창주야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">너 이 자식</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">천식 때문에 고양이 같은 거 절대 키우면 안 된다고 엄마가 말 했어 안 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">당장 그거 내다 버려</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">어서</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">!”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">차가운 밤바람이 가슴을 스친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">날카로운 발톱을 잃었지만 기분만큼은 상쾌했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">. </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">저 언덕 너머</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">곧게 뻗어진 담길을 지나면 꿈에도 그리던 엄마와 친구들이 있을 것만 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 큰 소리로 엄마를 불렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">~</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">옹</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">”</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누가 나를 사육하는가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">내 이름은 장 하진이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누군가의 보살핌 따윈 필요없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">누군가의 길들여짐 역시 필요 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 스스로 살아갈 수 있는</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">속박 받아서는 안 되는 독립된 객체이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">나는 나이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">.</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">그래도 나를 키워보고 싶은가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:12pt;">?</span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;">   <p></p></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:18pt;font-weight:bold;">불완전한 사육 </span></div> <div style="margin:3pt 7pt 1pt;line-height:300%;text-indent:15pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">(</span><span style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">끝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';font-size:15pt;font-weight:bold;">)</span></div> <div> </div> <div><br> </div> <div>글쓴이의 말</div> <div> </div> <div>재밌게 읽으셨는지 모르겠네요. 사실 예전 제가 쓴 글의 리메이크 입니다.  </div> <div>2년 정도 된 거 같은데, 그때는 이런 류의 반전물이 인기가 좋았답니다.</div> <div>그때의 감성으로 읽어주시길 바라요.</div> <div>아울러 나름 떡밥을 많이 뿌리기도 했지만, 반전의 은폐가 너무 조약해</div> <div>초반부터 너무 쉽게 결말을 예상하셨다 하시는 분!</div> <div>그래요 바로 당신!</div> <div>그냥 님께서 유달리 눈치가 빠르고 총명하신 걸로 합시다. </div> <div>절대 글이 조약해서가 아니라. 그냥 그런걸로... 네! 그럽시다.</div> <div>그래줍시다.</div> <div>그래야 저 같은 글쟁이들 힘이 납니다.</div> <div>혹 끝까지 몰랐다 하시면 감사하구요.</div> <div>즐거운 한주 되세요. 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