<span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">오래전 군대 신체검사에서 알게 된 사실입니다.</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">그전까지는 남들보다 느린거겠지 라고만 생각을 했었습니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">대학 정신과에 정밀검사가 필요하다고 해서</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">정밀검사를 받게 되었습니다...</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">검사결과 경계성 지능장애라는 진단을 받게 되었습니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">경계성 지능장애란 쉽게 설명하자면</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">장애도 아니고 정상에 사이에 있는 사람들을 말합니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">겉으로만보면 일반인과 똑같습니다. 내가 경계성 지능장애가 있다고 말을 하지않는 이상 일반인도 저를 정상인 처럼 보일겁니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">그 탓에 장애등급도 받기가 어려워 사회에 도움을 받기도 힘든 현실입니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">의사선생님이 저에게 말씀하시길 언어능력은 정상이지만 학습능력과 인지능력이 정상인에 비해 부족하다고 말씀 하셨습니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">일반인에 비해 많이 늦은편이다 남들보다 두배,새배 노력해야한다 그렇게해야 정상인과 가까워진다 </span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">그건 평생 안고가야할 부분이다 라고 말씀하셨어요..</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">사회생활할때도 습득능력이 부족해서</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">어려움도 겪었고 혼나기도 많이 혼났었습니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">똑같은 실수를 계속하는거ㅠㅠ 서비스업을 하다가</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">지금은 쉬고있는 상태</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">어렸을때 부터 또래와는 물론 다른 사람들간의 대인관계에서도 어려움을 겪었습니다. </span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">대화를 할때에도 주제에 멋어난 엉뚱한 이야기를해서 난처했던 경험도 있습니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">어느덧 20대 중반입니다..</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">이제 나이가 들수록 제가 가지고 있는 병이 겉으로 들어나는것만 같아서 싫습니다..그 전에는 내성적이라서 그래요..라고 넘겼었지만</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">앞으로 취업이라든가 내가 극복해야할 산들이 많이 있는 것 같습니다..</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">저는 한 번씩 이러한 생각을 하곤합니다</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">나한테 하필 이런 병이 있어서 나를 한번씩 아프게 할까..</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">차라리 다른곳이 아프지 라고요 </span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">완치는 안되더라도 극복이 가능했으면 좋겠네요</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">소원이라고는 또래는 물론 사람들이랑 어울릴수만 있다면</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">밖에 없네요</span><br style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#111111;font-family:'맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;">한번씩 생각하면 눈물나네요</span>