<p class="p1"><span class="s1">이사를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">했다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">아버지와</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">어머니가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이혼을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하시고</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">어머니와</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">단둘이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">단칸방</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">월</span><span class="s2"> 15</span><span class="s1">만원짜리</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">화장실도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">없는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">방에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">살기를</span><span class="s2"> 1</span><span class="s1">년</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">나는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돈이없어서</span><span class="s2"> 4</span><span class="s1">시간</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">걸려</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">통학하고</span><span class="s2">, </span><span class="s1">엄마도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돈이없어</span><span class="s2"> 2</span><span class="s1">시간걸려</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">통근을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">악착같이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">모은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돈으로</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">방두개</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">화장실이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">우리만의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보금자리로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이사를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">했다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">짐을싸면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이렇게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">즐거울</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있을까</span><span class="s2"> 15</span><span class="s1">년이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">지난</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아직도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그날이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">또렷하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">기억나는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">걸</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보니</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">기분이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">참</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">좋았나</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">용달트럭을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">타고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">조촐한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">짐을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">싣고</span><span class="s2"> 2000</span><span class="s1">년의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">어느날</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">우리는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이사를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">했다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">이사할</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">집에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">도착해서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">짐을내리고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">짐정리하는데는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시간이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">얼마</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">걸리지</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">않았다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">작은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">티비하나</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">작은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">냉장고하나</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">작은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">옷장하나</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">어디선가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">얻어온</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">작은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">컴퓨터</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하나</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">작은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">책상하나</span><span class="s2">...</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">모든</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">짐을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">정리하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">전에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">살던</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">사람들의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">흔적을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">지우고자</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">참</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">빡빡</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">닦고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">쓸었다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">여기저기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">부적이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">붙어</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">것은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">신경쓸</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">겨를도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">없었다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">기분이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">너무</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">좋았으니까</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">대충</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">모든</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">정리가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">끝나고</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">하루종일</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">기분이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">너무좋았던</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">탓일까</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아니면</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">조촐하나마</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">짐을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">옮기는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">노동을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">해서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그런가</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">저녁</span><span class="s2">8</span><span class="s1">시</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">밖에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">안됐는데</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잠이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">쏟아진다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">엄마는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">안방에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">나는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">드디어</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생긴</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">내방에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잠을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">청한다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">새벽</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">두시쯤일까</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">깜깜한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">한밤중에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잠에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">깼다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">덥고 갑자기 목이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">너무말라</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">방문을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">열고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">비몽사몽간에</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">한발을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">거실겸</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">주방에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">딛는다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">사사삭</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">사사사사사삭</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">무언가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">파도처럼</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">방바닥에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">퍼져나간다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p4"><span class="s3">음</span><span class="s1">? </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">이게뭐지</span><span class="s2">?</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">거실불을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">켜본다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">아무것도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">없는데</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">뭐지</span><span class="s2">?</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">자세히</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">구석구석</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">살펴보다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">온몸에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">소름이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돋고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">자연스럽게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">욕이나온다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">이런시발</span></p> <p class="p4"><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p4"><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p4"><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p4"><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">거실구석구석</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">더듬이를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">흔드는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">바퀴벌레들이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">날바라본다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">어떻게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잡을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">엄두도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">안나는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">숫자다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">아</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이사온</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하루만에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">좁던</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">단칸방으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌아가고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">싶다</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br></p>